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Post by crazycat on Jan 1, 2006 0:04:53 GMT -5
Hmmm Michael, are you really wanting to rid yourself of a negative entity attachment or just wanting to have a debate about the matter? That is a large website. What about that website do you need help in understanding. There is no such thing as being a victim. We all create our own realities. Ask your self what lesson am I learning in being a victim? Go within and seek what the reason is. The first rule in Christianity is to except responsiblity for that which is wrong within ones self. As long as a person denies the fault lies within self and blames it on something /someone else, it can never be overcomed. All your problems and awards are self made.
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Post by zayin on Jan 1, 2006 0:06:55 GMT -5
Just becareful what you do believe Michael. Believing is Power.
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Post by michael on Jan 1, 2006 3:09:34 GMT -5
CC I did want a debate. A debate for answers. I was confused and I had to figure this all out.
CC I don't know where to go. That's probably why I don't have any good options. It's like be trapped because I can't brake free. People might say ooo Michael stay strong. How can I stay strong if there are no strengths to get me out? Im going for any alternatives for example Christian faith etc. Experimenting with anything. I just don't know where to find help. And what I’ve read about is most of the alternatives are runned by illuminati. I don't plan in making any more risks. Christians have believes that new age movement is bad. Not only that but I heard that even christainality is runned by illuminati. Im not 100% sure. That's what I think I remember. They say that all the tarot, mediums and channelers are using the power of a demon. I've got a whole book about it.
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Post by michael on Jan 1, 2006 3:26:21 GMT -5
Look guys Im sorry to push this subject on you. About the illuminati. I just wanted to see if you knew anything about it and your views. Just want to boost my curiosity. I just wanted too see what you think about the whole scheme. That was my intentions of this thread. I wanted to make it like a survey on your own personal opinion and how you deal with this issue.
As for my neg problems I’ve been having it for almost 2 years. It's hard to get help from people who don't have proper experiences with negs. It's not easy peasy. To get rid of it. I've been on forums such as astral dynamics physic self defense. A moderator in the name of Spectral Dragons claims that he can get rid of people negs by projecting and doing something with my body like a shaman would. At the moment I've been getting subtle results from him. I don't know if he's for real yet.
I also remember the arguements Sandy and other members from the WBOBE Forum saying how bad Robert Bruces book Practical Physic Self Defence was. Now I know why he made it.
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Post by zayin on Jan 1, 2006 3:28:32 GMT -5
Hey Michael, forgive me if it seemed I was trying manipulate you. As this was not my intentions. And is not still.
I change everyday. So much I am scared by it.
I think bezjak said it all. We believe what we believe, and that makes it so, and limits us to another's perception.
"can't, don't, never, etc", to me are very limiting and hold you. You can do anything Michael trully. I am trying not to limit myself to ANYTHING, and it is moving me.
When you beleive you can surpass this stuff, I think you will. I think the illuminati have limited themselves in their beliefs and I hope you do not. I've heard they started out good, but I see it a limit. I do not like limits.
A 'belief' however, as a friend told me, can be a healing tool, or a hurtful one.
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Post by crazycat on Jan 1, 2006 16:50:52 GMT -5
This is the way I see it. From what I have read and found out about the Illuminati I do believe the most higher up ones are the ones in control of and created all the belief systems. Rather these are the shape-shifting Dracgon aliens like David Icke says or whatever, I do not know. I do feel that mankind is being controlled by belief systems. Sandy and others bases what they believe on the Seth books. Seth says all belief systems are limiting and I do believe that. The powers that be (Illuminati) apparently uses these different belief systems to manipulate us by causing us to stay in a state fighting, waring, and hating the ones that differ from other. I do think the Christian religion has been tampered with as much as all the rest and done so for political reasons. I personal like Stan Plock's interpretation of Christianity. There are so many it is total chaos and confusing. Who can make sense of it all? Original Sin (The Forbidden Fruit) is God's warning about self-judgment. "eating the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil" simply means Don't place labels of "good" and "evil" on people.www.stanp2.50megs.com/ This is his website. It really does boil down to us placing labels on things and people as being good or evil. Duality is only a characteristic of this 3D world of illusions and the lower astral realm. We are in this 3D world of illusion, experiencing it, but not of it. We are in our true form very high spirit beings, all knowing, all powerful, infinite, made in the creators image. The satan,devil,negative are all words for an illusion of there being something opposite than what we are. The word satan means illusion, the word devil means a lie. Illusion, lies are not real substances, but only false judgments, non-truths. What Sandy and others who follow the Seth teachings believe is that what we say is evil is really just a misunderstanding, a misjudging of that which appears evil to us. Negative entities are created by us from through our negative emotions. Our negative emotions are created by our lack of love toward some aspect of ourself that we are judging as bad. So it all boils down to our learning to love ourself and others without making judgments. Even the those who created the 9/11 event. They are all a part of us, we are all a part of the all that is. The collective consciousness created that event and would not have happen unless it was agreed upon on by all. The illuminati would be a part of us, a creation of us as well, would it not? Why? I'm sure I know in the all knowingness within, but consciously on the surface it is hid from me. I probably don't know what the hell I'm talking about. I do wish I could help you. My negative entity left by my having faith in the power of the name of Jesus. I ordered it to be gone in the name of Jesus and it obeyed me. I have this humungus headache today and I do not have a hangover. I did not drink a drop. I must be having empathy with all those out there that are suffering... Hehe.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jan 2, 2006 13:05:17 GMT -5
cc, I agree with you here, and ya know I see it man kind of like the internet, we are all connected..through consciousness, therefore we can transfer information back and forth to one another..the more I am alive in this world the more I see that most if not all is created by man..including love/hate...this is our world and we built it the way we wanted it to be.. I think that time will tell just how powerful humans are or can be.
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Post by bezjak on Jan 3, 2006 10:54:50 GMT -5
Now maybe I'm wrong for saying this but good and evil are with us for a purpose, we have always been taught to hate all that is evil, but most of us "love" the bad guy, for he does and says what we all want to do and say....evil is difficult to control and no-one has shown us how to do that....control evil that is. I ask you what is light without darkness, love without hate, or the hunter without the hunted. One without the other leaves us with NOTHINGNESS. VOID. It is the balance between the two that equals what we truly are. Though some would have you believe differently.
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Post by nani on Jan 3, 2006 12:43:23 GMT -5
Hm.. for me void or nothingness is the most precious thing to reach or experience, cause it means PEACE. Still.. Im not sure if it is the only thing worth to reach, at least refering to my own path, which is akindof warrior too, warrior for the good and lightful. Finally I do know quite exactly what I would expect from myself to be and do. That would be to fight for the good and in the same time be ABSOLUTELY UNTOUCHED by this. But lol oh god, if that truly is what I wanted to become then Im really not sure if I`ll reach my personal soul-goal this life. I may change my once by my soul made plan, and just become detached from it all, but not yet. Void and nothingness are the final truth I believe, but whats about the reason to incarnate? If it would be the only senseful thing to be in- and experience the void, then we just could have stayed there in the peace and love of god. But as M.D. Newton and many others substantiate our incarnations, to just experience the freedom in our flash, to just transform our flash into peaceful freedom.. ? no Im not sure if that truly is the only reason to come here. I rather imagine that all of us are working on healing this planetary system and universe, although its not real, but only a created illusion of `evil and bad`. It once must have been created just for the purpose to develop healing power, and of course an alignment and adjustment for the whole world of beings to overcome the so called "evil", by realizing that its an illusion only and by increasing love. Some say: till the last being is not freed there will not be freedom, so it seems that anyone is connected to and dependent of the whole - thats at least how I would imagine it. lg Nani
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Post by bezjak on Jan 3, 2006 13:04:23 GMT -5
I just sayin' what is it that the "good" do to the "evil" or vice versa? Hunt and destroy....is that good? Are those numbers on both sides equal? And can one exist without the other?
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Post by nani on Jan 3, 2006 17:03:52 GMT -5
"Are those numbers on both sides equal?" No. "And can one exist without the other?" Yes. Cause the so called "evil" is illusion. Finally. In my opinion. lg Nani
Oh and MICHAEL, you are right its very hard to help if one doesnt have the same experience like you, so I just can say that I do wish you so very much to get rid of whatever that shltt is what happens to you, and believe me I also would try out everything, everything. Though my writing above is true for me, but thats "only" mentally abstract and spiritually - if Im into something (like recently depressiv) then it is absolutely real for me and could lead me to decisions I maybe later on would regret, luckily till now it didnt, but I finally dont know whos decision this finally was, mine or gods. So as long as we are in the physical, we are also in the psychic, and that means that a lot of things can happen to our psyche and body, but I believe that such events and effects not neccessarily effect our final- lets say -soul-body. So in the end I believe that we can not truly harm ourselfs or be harmed, but while we`re in the process its just terrible - so here now just only my best best wishes for you, you are such an interesting, precious and extremely advanced guy. lg Nani
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Post by crazycat on Jan 3, 2006 23:29:51 GMT -5
I don't know where our brains are. We can all do something to help Michael. We surely can. We can set aside a time or times to meditate , pray, and send Michael Love and light and power to over come this thing. If we did it all as a group we would have great power over it.
As we meditate upon this, we can visualize this entity growing smaller and weaker and losing it hold over Michael. We can continue visualizing until it is totally dissolved and gone.
You know what, Michael I am going to set aside 15 minutes of my meditation time daily doing just that. Others who meditate can join in with me on this. Michael has been battling this thing for years now , and there is no sense in that.
Michael, could you set aside 15 minutes each day joining in this visualization, as well. It does not matter what time of day just whenever you can manage 15 minutes. I am starting tonight.
Those who would be willing to help would you let it be known here on this thread?
Michael, would you keep us up dated on how it is going? Oh, and if you would not want us to do this, let me know.
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Post by bezjak on Jan 5, 2006 13:25:44 GMT -5
count me in!
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Post by nani on Jan 5, 2006 17:57:13 GMT -5
right on Linda, right where were our brains, lets get our lights together for Michael, if he wants that. Count me in as well please. And thank you Linda !!! love_growth, Nani
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Post by crazycat on Jan 5, 2006 22:14:25 GMT -5
I meditated that first night and it was good. Instead of just 15 minutes it lasted almost an hour but it seem like only about 15 min. Spirit moved in me and I was highly energized. It was hard for me to get to sleep because of all the energy and it lasted most of yesterday. About 8 o'clock last night I felt very drained. I meditated again, but fell asleep and slept until 12. Then I got on the computer for several hours and was feeling tired again and went to bed and decided to meditate again, but fell asleep again, but I think I may have caught a glimpse of Michael's neg. entity. It frighten me a little, but I ordered it to be bound in Jesus name. I had a lot of crazy dreams, but can only remember bits and pieces. In one I remember this witchy looking person with rotted teeth smiling. LOL! I don't know what that was about.
Anyways, I felt pretty good when I woke up this morning. I tried to mediate when I got up, but fell back to sleep. When I woke up I did a bunch of house work and such. I decided to try meditating again around 4 p.m. this afternoon and I use my energizing X-tape to mediate with. It went very well. When I use my X-tapes I get a lot of visions. It was no time until a vision began. It was like Michael and I was as one and in our hand was a long spike, kind of like a railroad spike, but longer and it had a very sharp point. The same image I had the night before of Michael's neg. appeared before us and we stabbed it right in the chest where it's heart chakra would be. When we pulled it out white energy poured forth in a stream (like a laser beam) and went into Michael's chest in his heart chakra area. I think it was Michael's energy that the neg. had taken from him. As the energy poured out, the neg. entity shriveled down like a balloon that lost all it's air. Then it dried up and broke into thousands of pieces and a tornado cloud came it scattered it in all directions. I meditated for 30 min. but it only seemed like only about 5.
Hmmmm.... Michael. I'm wondering if you feel energized about now.
Thanks Nani and Bezjak for offering to help.
I plan to continue meditating, sending light and strength to you Michael. Let us know how it is going with you.
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Post by nani on Jan 6, 2006 18:07:09 GMT -5
wooow what a strong thing did you make happen, great Linda, this sounds good, and this vision-action sounds to me like this would be exactly what would be appropriate. I also was sittn, imagining Michael as I know him from the great pic, and chanting with my sound-bowl before at around 12pm, that makes 5 pm for you, funny near to your time without we had fixed it. I had intensive dreams too, but dont remember anymore, just was wondering immediately after awoke about the dream-szenarios. So we`ll keep on with our light-swords, in the name of healing, love and peace. lgn
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Post by crazycat on Jan 6, 2006 20:21:28 GMT -5
Great Nani, I didn't mediate before I went to bed last night because I was feeling very drain of energy again and have been tired all day. I just got done using my X-tape agian, hopefully to get some energy. I had a lot I had to get done today so I didn't get in a lot of meditation time. It was hard to focus and I didn not get any visions today. I did have another night, last night of crazy dreams and a couple of short OBEs too. Two shady characters tried to attack me in one of them, with rape in mind. I got in a good karate type poke to the eyes of the short guy, then I left that scene. I surely must have been in the RTZ.
I do feel much better after the 30 minute meditation and will try to mediate longer before I go to bed tonight.
I wonder where Michael's at. I hope it is ok with him that we are doing this.
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Post by sxy on Jan 6, 2006 22:06:10 GMT -5
HAppY NEw YEAr everyone !!!! .......2006 wow !!! Glad to add my prayer and meditations for Our friend Michael, won't be the first time> group idea is great, count me in .....I average min. 1hour/day . "This neg. is ;;;;;going down " >>>>> ~! !~ I am rid of my neg. Michael now it is your turn to be free....... ~SXY~
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Post by bezjak on Jan 9, 2006 11:02:53 GMT -5
In my efforts to help Michael get rid of this negative entity, I know I tapped into something....like a wave or a breeze, seemingly infinite. I could "feel" and "hear" the thoughts of I'm not sure who they were but it was energizing. Anyway hopefully these sessions of meditation are helping Michael. I'm looking forward to hearing if its truly gone.
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Post by crazycat on Jan 9, 2006 22:03:05 GMT -5
Thanks bezjak that does sound promising. I would like to hear from Michael too. If he hasn't come to the forum lately he will not even know we are doing this. It will be interesting to know if he has experienced anything out of the ordinary lately. I had another dream last night and it was kind of funny in a way. I've had a look at Michael's neg twice since we started this. Well last night I saw it again and it looked very pathetic. It looked like it's peices where gathered and some one or something tried to put it back together. In my dream I was dancing around it singing: Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put Humpty together again. I wonder if this has any meaning to Micheal. I look up Humpty Dumpty and came up with some interesting stuff about the poem I never knew before. One thing stood out to me, about the little short guy the poem was written about. That first night or so I was meditating for Michael, I had an OBE where I was attacked by a little short guy. I posted a little about it on Jan.6th here in this thread. Actually there where two attackers, the tall guy was in back of me, but it was the little short guy who got in my face and sneared something about they were going to have some fun tonight. He was the one I poke in the eyes before leaving the scene. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Humpty_Dumpty Coincidence??? or what. Hmmm... I don't know. ;D
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