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Post by dman on Apr 23, 2006 6:16:06 GMT -5
You light is blinding Michael!
Your essence is your protection, no doubt!
Salvia is really something, I get scared to do it often. I haven't done it in over 2 months.
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Post by michael on Apr 23, 2006 23:23:17 GMT -5
Animal I don't know what your talking buddy.
CC We don't have to do this post for the goods. It may cause to much troubles. With the emotions I posted on the post. Sorry if I offended you. I just wanted to brighten up the mood because im feeling much better. I still need help but the attacks aren’t as intense as they use to be.
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Post by crazycat on Apr 24, 2006 3:02:40 GMT -5
CC We don't have to do this post for the goods. It may cause to much troubles. With the emotions I posted on the post. Sorry if I offended you. I just wanted to brighten up the mood because im feeling much better. I still need help but the attacks aren’t as intense as they use to be. I don't understand what your saying here Michael. I'm not offended about anything. I will be glad to send you some tapes, even a copy of my X-tapes. Just e-mail me a mailing address and they will be on there in no time. Not need to send me the salvia stuff in return though, I have not need for that drug. I would not want you to send something illegal through the mail, anyways. There is no need to have a trade. OK?
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Post by dman on Apr 24, 2006 12:10:59 GMT -5
Sorry Michael,
I have a way with words...that can be confusing!
I mean the light within you shines out strongly.
You have incredible love in your heart, and nothing could damage that, so nothing can damage you.
Not even with a 10 foot pole!
I hope this clarifies, what I had meant.
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Post by michael on Apr 24, 2006 18:04:13 GMT -5
Alright CC. It Shall be done.
Animal I understand you on some level now. Thanks for Clarifying. Your a good guy.
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Post by sxy on Apr 25, 2006 2:41:55 GMT -5
Welcome back Michael, glad you are doing better ....
~SXY~
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Post by michael on Apr 26, 2006 0:22:45 GMT -5
Thnxs sxy
CC I left you a message in the pm's
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Post by michael on May 17, 2006 21:36:22 GMT -5
Reporting experience. This morning I got harrassed. About 10 times in my dreams. What the neg would do is make me believe that im in the physical reality when truely im in the dream world. Then my body would shake like it got a eletric shock. Later on. I kept waking up because I felt some sensations of something moving inside my body each time I fell asleep. I kept waking up because of these sensations. Then Finally something did leave my body. I felt my lower chakras light up. What left my body was probably the neg. It punched me on the surface of the etheric body while it left. I don't know if it's 100% left. It appers to have left but Im not 100% sure if it's still inside my body.
It's probably going to recover it's negative energy in the lower dimension and come back for me.
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Post by crazycat on May 17, 2006 22:40:52 GMT -5
Michael, you have authority and power over any and every neg. Just simply order it to leave your home and go back to were it belongs and not ever return. I really feel that this is just a manifestation of your own fear. I can send you more light protection and I will, but eventually you are going to have to rise up and take control of this for your self.
You need to say some affirmations everyday until you believe it without a doubt. Something like: I am a being of the light and I am all powerful. The light that is within me is greater than any power that is formed against me. I am a being of the light, I am all powerful.
Write them down over and over every day, say them over and over until you believe them with out a doubt. Do it for at least thirty days and see what a difference it makes. But you have to say it with awareness, not in automatic mode.
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Post by michael on May 18, 2006 3:06:51 GMT -5
I don't know CC. THis neg will not listen to me CC. I've already tried to communicate with this neg. I get ignored in my dreams. The neg takes control of my dream destiny.
I'll give the affirmations a shot tho.
If only all my chakras where open and I could obe. Then I could try astral combat like robert bruces mention.
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Post by crazycat on May 18, 2006 11:04:58 GMT -5
Why would you want to communicate with it in the first place? It doesn't listen because it knows you do not know your own strength/power of it. Do the affirmations and don't be trying to have an OBE until you have know who and what you are.
You will not have any more control over it there than what you have in your dreams. Stating that you don't believe it will not listen to you is defeat in itself. Maybe you need to add another affirmation: It will obey me for I have full authority over it.
Say that day and night until you know that to be a fact. Then try and have an OBE after you "know" this.
You are no different than the rest of humanity. You can program your mind. You do it everyday. You can progaram it to have defeat or program it to have authority. It has to obey whatever you program into it, nothing less or more.
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Post by michael on May 19, 2006 1:06:17 GMT -5
I'll give it a shot Linda
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Post by lionwolf on Aug 1, 2006 14:22:16 GMT -5
Whats a Victim? A Victim of what? Im not really shaking in my boots here if i dont know what u guys are talking about.
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Post by lionwolf on Aug 1, 2006 14:26:04 GMT -5
Whats a Victim? A Victim of what? Im not really shaking in my boots here if i dont know what u guys are talking about.
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Post by lionwolf on Aug 1, 2006 14:27:22 GMT -5
..*guffawguffawsnortlaughgiggleguffaw* Oh my god this is the most idiotic conversation I've ever heard. Please, take no offence, but it is.
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Post by michael on Aug 6, 2006 20:25:14 GMT -5
A victim of neg abuse.
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blank
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There is a little bad in the best of us and a little good in the worst of us
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Post by blank on Aug 12, 2006 23:17:49 GMT -5
Not to sound too contary but if it's attacking you in your dreams, then maybe it's an archatype if thats the case then i'd have to guess it's the shadow, the opposite of your natural self Maybe it's a part of yourself that has been supressed. In which case maybe some solid meditation is needed to seek out it's cause, but you 1st must eliminate the victim mindset, perhaps your feelings of powerlesness is what is allowing it to have so much power and the more you surrender to the helplessness the more powerful it becomes.
Inside burns a fire, a source of infinate light I know you have felt it we all have those times where we are unstoppable where the world makes sense and you can feel the oneness between you and the world may I suggest that you look for it in your meditations as well.
all the best Micheal
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Post by michael on Aug 13, 2006 15:59:55 GMT -5
Thnxs Blank for the advice. I will do that.
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Post by osiris on Aug 16, 2006 14:42:36 GMT -5
Very cool blank. I really like how you put that. As you find the "fire" more often ichael you can use it to shield by surrounding yourself or better yet bathing yourself in it.
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How do you prove that you exist!? Maybe we dont exist....?
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Post by kellyboy on Sept 28, 2006 11:14:02 GMT -5
crazycat:Im with Cat on this 110%, heres the proof: Michael:Heres some things i hope may help, or lead to it: I hope i dont sound like an A-hole but i too have a bad way with words and sometimes can be very blunt(especially with religion). Plus ive got a talent for making things sound more confusing than they are, sorry. I speak alot of myown thoughts and beliefs, so please dont take offense, only absorb the positive!! Michael, dont even bother with the affirmations if u dont really believe they will work, u have it stuck in your head that this entity cant be beaten, but as cat said this state has been manifested by you, and will not stop untill u really start to believe in yourself!! When i got into this stuff I manifested a belief that i for some reason wouldnt be able to OBE/AP for many years, but when i do i ill be very good at it, i now truely believe that I myself have stopped or held myself back because of that, but everyday im training my thought to be more positive and to believe i will be able to OBE alot sooner, im still hoping that my belief in my abilities when the time does come to AP/OBE is very strong, so when it happens be expecting me to come visit all of you "Belief" is the religion our world should be following, belief in yourself, im sure as a human race we would be alot more evolved if we beleived in ourselves instead of some idol god!! Ive been thinking about how the brain tells us that we experience pain and how all that works. Ive never been hypnotised, but would like to try it. I saw a show (Comedy) where Peter Powers hypnotised 2 girls to think they where on the beach in the nice sunny weather sunbaking, in reality they where in an ice skating rink. After they came too, they said while they where hypnotised it was really like they where in the sun(it felt warm!!), but even i could see when they came too they started to shiver and run for their towels. This and my own busted up nerve problems(pinched nerve due to a simple hernia operation), makes me think that pain maybe a state of mind, which kinda links to the theory that u a manifesting this creature and its physical pain, because of your own lack of confidence. I find the best medicine for ANYTHING negative, is 'Contradiction'. It may also make u think alot more deeply about things about yourself. Try to find contradictions in what u believe in and this entity itself, and im sure if u will be ble to cancel out the negative. I find this great on the whole Christianity theme and absolutely awesome for depression, u can call it The "Kelly" Technique Belief and Contradiction are definately 2 words i live by!
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