Post by michael on Aug 3, 2005 19:59:45 GMT -5
Fear is my enemy
Fear is hostile
Fear is currently keeping me hostage
Here is a brief history of the problem I am in...
I have been surrounded by nonphysical evil-Negativity all my life
It’s like my aura
Where ever I go they go
This, where ever I go, they go has been weaken because I ignored them, when I was a child and also I stoped feeding them sow much energy
In other words I have stoped feeding my evil aura
In other words it’s less stronger if you compare my past and my current time
This action prevented their strength but does not mean that they are banished completely wiped out of my life.
I am well aware of this happening
I know these things because I am aware from the events in my past which indicates that I am surrounded by evil-negative entity’s
I will show examples later on
My creativity in my past has created a monster
or maybe this is my punishment unfinished karmic depth from doing something bad in my past lives
Not only can humans manifest with their creativity in the astral and yes they can manifest in the physical world
It is only much harder to achieve threw witchcraft in the physical world if you compare manifesting the astral
Why is this like this???
Good question my son I would have not a clue why it’s much harder to manifest in the physical world and much easier to manifest in the astral world
Now I will show my history that will prove that I am surrounded by evil-negative entities
Here are some examples of my past problems on this thread
www.astralinfo.org/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=885&whichpage=4
Here are some NEW stories from my history of my past that will prove that where ever I go they go
I look like I am a New Zealand representative on this forum but I am not really a New Zealander
I have polish blood and my family are polish
New Zealand is a multi cultural society
My family migrated to New Zealand because they thought it was better living and they found out it was wrong from the present time of life
The political situation is very greedy- in other words money scabbing
They have made a program, which influences and benefits the government of New Zealand
In Poland the political situation is much better and more benefiting to live in Poland then New Zealand
I choose the country New Zealand because that is my primary language
I speck 2 languages
English primary polish secondary
I was born in New Zealand
I lived most of my life in New Zealand
I had 1 year’s experience in Poland and 15 years experience in New Zealand currently
When I was a child I decided to go with my grandfather and grandmother to Poland and did stay for 1 year’s total
My grandparents did stay with us in are old haunted house for more then 1 year
Before I went to Poland I would like to share this experience with my same old same old Alive Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh
From now on lets call them the AMHSWF entity
Remember folks
AMHSWF entity = Alive Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh entity = Evil-Negativity Entity
These experiences that I will explain or have explain partial experiences on this forum all happened in the physical world.
Note: that I was not on any drugs at that time of my life.
AMHSWF entity was not a figment of my imagination until I got exposed AMHSWF entity it manifested into my subconscious giving me nightmares as an extra haunting.
At that time my subconscious spelt AMHSWF entity because it was clogged up with it
I had no knowledge of the Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh because I was only a young and stupid because when I was young I didn’t contain any major knowledge at that age.
The AMHSWF entity must of been threw occult history and that’s probably why the fear turned into the shape of the AMHSWF entity
When I was young I never knowed that their is such a thing as a AMHSWF entity until I got exposed to it
Also remember that these experiences that I have, it had no indication of OBE’S OR OBE SYMPTOMS in the experiences that I had
These entity’s were 100% visible in nighttime when their is no light but invisible with the light
AMSWF entity are hidden objects with the concentration of the physical worlds light.
They did not look like they were ethereal they looked like they were made out of matter but I believe they were sow full of energy that they look like they are made out of physical world matter.
With the physical worlds light concentration in the area of the AMSWF entity activity will decrease the supernatural activity extremely of the AMSWF as long as the physical world light is active in the area of the AMSWF supernatural activity for some reason, which I don’t know yet.
Also the AMSWF entities are touchable like an animal most of the times.The AMSWF entity has the ability to become ethereal this is a form of protection sow if the AMSWF entity is been abused from something it can will itself the ability to go active and go ethereal and it makes the AMSWF entity unharmable and untouchable
If the AMSWF entity puts his ethereal ability on active, physical matter simply goes right threw the AMSWF entity without damaging the AMSWF entity
This episode was when my grandparents came to live with us in are old haunted house. They live with us at a duration of 1 year before they went back to old Poland. Anyway once at night time my grandmother sleeped with me in the room which was the location where AMHSWF entity hotspot. I was sleeping on top of the mattress and the mattress that I sleeped on was position on top of the carpet beside the bed which my grandmother sleeped on at the same time at the same night.
On that night I woke up at the middle of nighttime. Right beside me was an AMHSWF entity parallel to my position.
Note: I wish on this forum that there could be a drawing system like the program paint sow it’s easier to explain
The way I say my history in such a way that a person can imagine the true event in the correct way it was
People that say that they cant explain some of their obe experiences they believe is unexplainable have not the ability to explain it in words
The old fashion sentence words cannot explain my experience
(Everything is Explainable)
People who use the good excuse, words cannot explain my experience is a good way to stay lazy and to not be abused by effort
You just have to put the effort in and put the words and things in the right alignment and give examples of object etc to make the unexplainable explainable in words
Anyway lets continue with my story
I whispered to my grandmother, which I know that she was awake because of her body movement. I whispered to her without screaming to not feed energy to the AMHSWF entity and as she was in the position on her back on the bed. I told her there is an entity on the carpet right beside me. My grandmother responded don’t be silly their is no ghost. I told hear to tilt hear head and she did ignore my request and in the morning she made a stupid excuse that the ghost your seen was a few teddy objects on the ground. I believe that she probably knowed that their was a ghost but she probably pretended, to me that she was blind about it situation.
This was another of my experiences I forgot to mention on this forum because I re called the almost forgotten of my past memory as a child
Ok lets continue
I went on my trip to Poland with my grandparents and what happened to the AMHSWF entity??? I abandoned my nest, which is the haunting AMHSWF entity hotspot and shifted a far location away from the AMHSWF entity hotspot for duration of 1 year
I will explain what happened shortly
Anyway I had my own room in Poland in a old hotel were my grandparents live. I was extremely good with my polish for that year and forgot about the AMSWF entity. I had one of the best times of my life where I could speck polish really really good!!!!!!!!!!!!. I can’t believe it. Now a days I don’t have the ability to talk write polish as I use too. I can only speck polish understand polish but cannot write polish now a days but remember, I am not as good as I use to be. Anyway I would never think about the AMSWF entity when one night it came around to me. First I was playing with my toys on the bed. I put my hand underneath the bed just to stretch. Something grabbed my hand temporally and I was pulling back and something that grabbed it let go and I looked what was their and their was nothing their to prove that something grabbed my hand. I was like what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. This was the first signs of AMSWF entity striking back to haunt me again. Where ever I go they go!!! It’s like my aura
I right now at this very time when I am writing this I am building up negativity but I must continue
Under the bed was some empty wine shaped bottles but they were not designed to drink wine out of but the bottles were brown and wine shaped underneath my bed in Poland. How could anything grab me if there is NO space for anything to be down their to grab me??? Well I soon found out when I was living their that this was my almost forgotten not thinking about it, at that time of my life the AMSWF entity haunting re entry sign. I went to bed and sleeped. I don’t remember what day it was when the AMSWF entity bursted with paranormal activity in that old polish hotel room that I lived in there for 1 year. I think it was the day when something tried to grab me under my bed. It was an invisible force when it grabbed me. It really confused the hell out of me what was happening to me??? I didn’t know much about the world I was confused with allot of stuff because of my poor knowledge. The introduced paranormal activity in my life made it even more confusing for me in that stage of my life. I hope you guys don’t mind if I am wrong because my memory of my past is poor I only mostly remember all the important bits and pieces of my past experiences.
One night in Poland I woke up in the middle of the night well, I don’t remember what time I was awake and there were 2 of AMSWF entity and one baby ASWF entity. They were there for me all night. I looked at them and I looked away and all night I tryed not to look that direction of them. They specked English and were laughing at me and talking about me I wish I could remember what they said about me. I do remember that their verbal talk was plane English and very clear to understand but the problem is that I don’t remember. They were an AMSWF entity family and they were standing in front of the room and I had my face directed at the wall most of the time because I don’t wont to see them because they were scary looking.
Lol this occasion reminds me of a person who is offended by porno and looks away
I could of had the opportunity to interact with these AMSWF entity at that gaven moment but failed because I was not brave enough.
This was one of my major history events
There is a chance that the, entities I know are in my new house are probably those AMSWF entity’s
I have covered most of all the supernatural real stories that happened to me in the past
I have some not to long ago events currently of entities in my life.
But these events are not even close enough to be sow intensively supernatural as if you can compare them to my past. I will share this with you guys right now!!!
This happened last year
I accidentally got out of my body without knowing what was happening to me sow I ended projection in a matter of seconds because I was confused.
I have realized that my obe’s that I had accidentally last year was reduced because I think I know to much about obe’s that the accidental ones never happen ever again. The only way to trigger for me obe’s is all by purpose NOT by accident anymore. My by, accident obe’s, did empower my believe that obe’s really are out their even though my accidental obe’s were only a few seconds long.
I forgot to mention on the forum in my experience that I sensed an entity under my bed when I projected out of my body accidentally last year for a few seconds.
one day I wanted to bless my new house room with salt. This type of ritual, I did was done in the physical world. I copied the Suma Wrestlers from Japan style and made it an event last year. The Suma Wrestlers throw salt in the air to ward of evil spirits. Lol I got a hole bag of salt went into my room and chucked heaps of salt under the bed and after their was heaps of salt under my bed, I turned of the light it was pitch black and then I started throwing salt around every area of my room. Their was salt everywhere lol. The salt hit the curtains and for at least 3 to 4 seconds I saw something move away from the line of fire- the salt, which was being thrown around in the room. I believe this was the entity that lives under my bed. I destroyed the evil entities home because I put heaps of salt under my bed. And he/she had nowhere to go sow he/she. Had to be invisible position in the middle of the room and that’s why I seen a flash of a darkness spot move from one area to another across the room when I had the lights of and was chucking salt around the room.
Lol now I know for sure that salt really does ward of evil entities
This ritual- experiment that I made does indicates that the entities will go wherever I go. Now I know that entities will go wherever I go it’s like my aura
This ritual that I did may have sounded a stupid thing to do because I did a big mess of salt in my room- but doing this makes a great indicator lol
Lol my mum was angry because when she went into my room she noticed that the white substance under the bed when she wanted to help cleaning.
My room is currently clean of salt
When I did this ritual the salt was in my room for a couple of weeks until I cleaned it all up with the vacum cleaner
Threw my history and threw this experiment I have done, I am well aware that negativity- evil is around me.
Fear is hostile
Fear is currently keeping me hostage
Here is a brief history of the problem I am in...
I have been surrounded by nonphysical evil-Negativity all my life
It’s like my aura
Where ever I go they go
This, where ever I go, they go has been weaken because I ignored them, when I was a child and also I stoped feeding them sow much energy
In other words I have stoped feeding my evil aura
In other words it’s less stronger if you compare my past and my current time
This action prevented their strength but does not mean that they are banished completely wiped out of my life.
I am well aware of this happening
I know these things because I am aware from the events in my past which indicates that I am surrounded by evil-negative entity’s
I will show examples later on
My creativity in my past has created a monster
or maybe this is my punishment unfinished karmic depth from doing something bad in my past lives
Not only can humans manifest with their creativity in the astral and yes they can manifest in the physical world
It is only much harder to achieve threw witchcraft in the physical world if you compare manifesting the astral
Why is this like this???
Good question my son I would have not a clue why it’s much harder to manifest in the physical world and much easier to manifest in the astral world
Now I will show my history that will prove that I am surrounded by evil-negative entities
Here are some examples of my past problems on this thread
www.astralinfo.org/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=885&whichpage=4
Here are some NEW stories from my history of my past that will prove that where ever I go they go
I look like I am a New Zealand representative on this forum but I am not really a New Zealander
I have polish blood and my family are polish
New Zealand is a multi cultural society
My family migrated to New Zealand because they thought it was better living and they found out it was wrong from the present time of life
The political situation is very greedy- in other words money scabbing
They have made a program, which influences and benefits the government of New Zealand
In Poland the political situation is much better and more benefiting to live in Poland then New Zealand
I choose the country New Zealand because that is my primary language
I speck 2 languages
English primary polish secondary
I was born in New Zealand
I lived most of my life in New Zealand
I had 1 year’s experience in Poland and 15 years experience in New Zealand currently
When I was a child I decided to go with my grandfather and grandmother to Poland and did stay for 1 year’s total
My grandparents did stay with us in are old haunted house for more then 1 year
Before I went to Poland I would like to share this experience with my same old same old Alive Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh
From now on lets call them the AMHSWF entity
Remember folks
AMHSWF entity = Alive Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh entity = Evil-Negativity Entity
These experiences that I will explain or have explain partial experiences on this forum all happened in the physical world.
Note: that I was not on any drugs at that time of my life.
AMHSWF entity was not a figment of my imagination until I got exposed AMHSWF entity it manifested into my subconscious giving me nightmares as an extra haunting.
At that time my subconscious spelt AMHSWF entity because it was clogged up with it
I had no knowledge of the Mature Human Skeleton Without Flesh because I was only a young and stupid because when I was young I didn’t contain any major knowledge at that age.
The AMHSWF entity must of been threw occult history and that’s probably why the fear turned into the shape of the AMHSWF entity
When I was young I never knowed that their is such a thing as a AMHSWF entity until I got exposed to it
Also remember that these experiences that I have, it had no indication of OBE’S OR OBE SYMPTOMS in the experiences that I had
These entity’s were 100% visible in nighttime when their is no light but invisible with the light
AMSWF entity are hidden objects with the concentration of the physical worlds light.
They did not look like they were ethereal they looked like they were made out of matter but I believe they were sow full of energy that they look like they are made out of physical world matter.
With the physical worlds light concentration in the area of the AMSWF entity activity will decrease the supernatural activity extremely of the AMSWF as long as the physical world light is active in the area of the AMSWF supernatural activity for some reason, which I don’t know yet.
Also the AMSWF entities are touchable like an animal most of the times.The AMSWF entity has the ability to become ethereal this is a form of protection sow if the AMSWF entity is been abused from something it can will itself the ability to go active and go ethereal and it makes the AMSWF entity unharmable and untouchable
If the AMSWF entity puts his ethereal ability on active, physical matter simply goes right threw the AMSWF entity without damaging the AMSWF entity
This episode was when my grandparents came to live with us in are old haunted house. They live with us at a duration of 1 year before they went back to old Poland. Anyway once at night time my grandmother sleeped with me in the room which was the location where AMHSWF entity hotspot. I was sleeping on top of the mattress and the mattress that I sleeped on was position on top of the carpet beside the bed which my grandmother sleeped on at the same time at the same night.
On that night I woke up at the middle of nighttime. Right beside me was an AMHSWF entity parallel to my position.
Note: I wish on this forum that there could be a drawing system like the program paint sow it’s easier to explain
The way I say my history in such a way that a person can imagine the true event in the correct way it was
People that say that they cant explain some of their obe experiences they believe is unexplainable have not the ability to explain it in words
The old fashion sentence words cannot explain my experience
(Everything is Explainable)
People who use the good excuse, words cannot explain my experience is a good way to stay lazy and to not be abused by effort
You just have to put the effort in and put the words and things in the right alignment and give examples of object etc to make the unexplainable explainable in words
Anyway lets continue with my story
I whispered to my grandmother, which I know that she was awake because of her body movement. I whispered to her without screaming to not feed energy to the AMHSWF entity and as she was in the position on her back on the bed. I told her there is an entity on the carpet right beside me. My grandmother responded don’t be silly their is no ghost. I told hear to tilt hear head and she did ignore my request and in the morning she made a stupid excuse that the ghost your seen was a few teddy objects on the ground. I believe that she probably knowed that their was a ghost but she probably pretended, to me that she was blind about it situation.
This was another of my experiences I forgot to mention on this forum because I re called the almost forgotten of my past memory as a child
Ok lets continue
I went on my trip to Poland with my grandparents and what happened to the AMHSWF entity??? I abandoned my nest, which is the haunting AMHSWF entity hotspot and shifted a far location away from the AMHSWF entity hotspot for duration of 1 year
I will explain what happened shortly
Anyway I had my own room in Poland in a old hotel were my grandparents live. I was extremely good with my polish for that year and forgot about the AMSWF entity. I had one of the best times of my life where I could speck polish really really good!!!!!!!!!!!!. I can’t believe it. Now a days I don’t have the ability to talk write polish as I use too. I can only speck polish understand polish but cannot write polish now a days but remember, I am not as good as I use to be. Anyway I would never think about the AMSWF entity when one night it came around to me. First I was playing with my toys on the bed. I put my hand underneath the bed just to stretch. Something grabbed my hand temporally and I was pulling back and something that grabbed it let go and I looked what was their and their was nothing their to prove that something grabbed my hand. I was like what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. This was the first signs of AMSWF entity striking back to haunt me again. Where ever I go they go!!! It’s like my aura
I right now at this very time when I am writing this I am building up negativity but I must continue
Under the bed was some empty wine shaped bottles but they were not designed to drink wine out of but the bottles were brown and wine shaped underneath my bed in Poland. How could anything grab me if there is NO space for anything to be down their to grab me??? Well I soon found out when I was living their that this was my almost forgotten not thinking about it, at that time of my life the AMSWF entity haunting re entry sign. I went to bed and sleeped. I don’t remember what day it was when the AMSWF entity bursted with paranormal activity in that old polish hotel room that I lived in there for 1 year. I think it was the day when something tried to grab me under my bed. It was an invisible force when it grabbed me. It really confused the hell out of me what was happening to me??? I didn’t know much about the world I was confused with allot of stuff because of my poor knowledge. The introduced paranormal activity in my life made it even more confusing for me in that stage of my life. I hope you guys don’t mind if I am wrong because my memory of my past is poor I only mostly remember all the important bits and pieces of my past experiences.
One night in Poland I woke up in the middle of the night well, I don’t remember what time I was awake and there were 2 of AMSWF entity and one baby ASWF entity. They were there for me all night. I looked at them and I looked away and all night I tryed not to look that direction of them. They specked English and were laughing at me and talking about me I wish I could remember what they said about me. I do remember that their verbal talk was plane English and very clear to understand but the problem is that I don’t remember. They were an AMSWF entity family and they were standing in front of the room and I had my face directed at the wall most of the time because I don’t wont to see them because they were scary looking.
Lol this occasion reminds me of a person who is offended by porno and looks away
I could of had the opportunity to interact with these AMSWF entity at that gaven moment but failed because I was not brave enough.
This was one of my major history events
There is a chance that the, entities I know are in my new house are probably those AMSWF entity’s
I have covered most of all the supernatural real stories that happened to me in the past
I have some not to long ago events currently of entities in my life.
But these events are not even close enough to be sow intensively supernatural as if you can compare them to my past. I will share this with you guys right now!!!
This happened last year
I accidentally got out of my body without knowing what was happening to me sow I ended projection in a matter of seconds because I was confused.
I have realized that my obe’s that I had accidentally last year was reduced because I think I know to much about obe’s that the accidental ones never happen ever again. The only way to trigger for me obe’s is all by purpose NOT by accident anymore. My by, accident obe’s, did empower my believe that obe’s really are out their even though my accidental obe’s were only a few seconds long.
I forgot to mention on the forum in my experience that I sensed an entity under my bed when I projected out of my body accidentally last year for a few seconds.
one day I wanted to bless my new house room with salt. This type of ritual, I did was done in the physical world. I copied the Suma Wrestlers from Japan style and made it an event last year. The Suma Wrestlers throw salt in the air to ward of evil spirits. Lol I got a hole bag of salt went into my room and chucked heaps of salt under the bed and after their was heaps of salt under my bed, I turned of the light it was pitch black and then I started throwing salt around every area of my room. Their was salt everywhere lol. The salt hit the curtains and for at least 3 to 4 seconds I saw something move away from the line of fire- the salt, which was being thrown around in the room. I believe this was the entity that lives under my bed. I destroyed the evil entities home because I put heaps of salt under my bed. And he/she had nowhere to go sow he/she. Had to be invisible position in the middle of the room and that’s why I seen a flash of a darkness spot move from one area to another across the room when I had the lights of and was chucking salt around the room.
Lol now I know for sure that salt really does ward of evil entities
This ritual- experiment that I made does indicates that the entities will go wherever I go. Now I know that entities will go wherever I go it’s like my aura
This ritual that I did may have sounded a stupid thing to do because I did a big mess of salt in my room- but doing this makes a great indicator lol
Lol my mum was angry because when she went into my room she noticed that the white substance under the bed when she wanted to help cleaning.
My room is currently clean of salt
When I did this ritual the salt was in my room for a couple of weeks until I cleaned it all up with the vacum cleaner
Threw my history and threw this experiment I have done, I am well aware that negativity- evil is around me.