Paranormal Journal

[incubus]

I was awaken prematurely twice this morning, but the second is another story.. errr. Oh well The first time I was sleeping on my couch when my neighbor's dog started barking his head off. I waited a min to see if he would stop. Well...he did not, so I went to the window to to yell at him to be quite. He is a good dog and listens well. I was so tired and I felt still asleep. I saw that he was barking at a figure under my lawn table and chairs. I hollered at him to be quite. And he wouldn't. I was so sleepy, and I distantly thought ;what is that?', 'to big for a cat', and a cat would surely run. I thought maybe a dog? But I got a feeling of sadness from the figure, and it seemd to be sitting there crouched down, not even caring about the dog at all. I even felt like it was watching me not the dog. Stupidly, and I don't even know why but I dismissed it, and layed down. Then instantly I thought 'that is a person crouched down'. I ran up to see and there was nothing! I felt so stupid for not looking harder at it, and my eyes were sooo tired, and when I looked they just wouldn't focus at all. Could have been an animal, but I think that it wasn't. I have had other strange occurances happening from the same window too. And awile ago I was riding my bike around into town, and I live on the river near the Delaware nation indian reserve. Anyways I got a clear mental image, just for a second, of indians down on the river banks where I live. I turned my head to see, as I saw an entire scene for just a sec, but they weren't there. I think maybe I've been possibly opening my mind a little too much perhaps. I slept with a few 'brow chakra' gems under my pillow too, and it gives such a buzz. I wish so bad I would have snapped a shot with my camera that was right there too. I have a feeling that I would have only gotten light, or perhaps nothing. Damn, just like that it was all over too.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

interesting....and strange, and ive been hearing stuff in my house lol and it is a giant house split up into three sections, but we are the only ones in the house and my bf was alseep as usual..and I swear I could hear things going on either above me or below me..who knows, but no one else is in this house but us, and its kind of freaky at night..plus this house is very old..

[Anise]

Wow that is interesting Incubus. It would be awesome if you could harness that ability and perhaps "see" scenes from the past. Well if you want to of course.

Lilac, I don't know if I've mentioned this before but I often can't get to sleep because I hear things. I'm not sure what it is sometimes it sounds like music other times it sounds like talking. This happens real late at night after everyone goes to bed and all lights are off. It has even bothered me to an extent that I get up and look all through out the house for the source. But when I get up to find out what it is it stops. I only hear it when I am not trying to hear it. It's quite strange and I have lost many hours of sleep during many nights because of this. I'm a light sleeper.

[incubus]

I went outside today and the same table was knocked over along with one of my chairs. The table is pretty big too, and it is just resting now on another chair. hmmm. Must be some big wind... It makes me excited though. I would love to try to develop some clairovoyance.

[incubus]

I've been having too many things happen and so I will make this my paramormal journal intsead.

I was rocking in a comfy chair just singing my heart out. My gf was doing something on the computer. I glanced over at the window and someone was clearly looking in!! I watched this figure for about 3 seconds before it started to slowly pass by the window. And 3 seconds is pretty long to be watching, and it must have been 5-6 seconds in total. I immediatly freaked out, and was flushed with chills and goosey bumps. My inside light was incandescent, and this figure was clearly whiter than my lights. Not too bright but just whiter. And it was late too. I grabbed the flashlight and proceeded outside through my open car garage. I was scared, very scared but I didn't sense any real danger so I proceeded outside. My gf was of coarse behind me, and I was like 'stay with me!!'. I ran the light across the garden area outside. And I said "okay, my eyes must be tricking me'. But my gf said "no I see it too'. The flashlight was trailing itself. But not consistantly at all. I tested different speeds, and sometimes it would be right there, and then it would wait and then catch up!! Totally freaked I went to the window in question to check the 'worked up' flower bed to check for feet prints, or damaged plants. Of coarse there was nothing. I also figure the person would have to be very tall, like almost 7 feet, to match the position at which I saw it. So I decided that I had lost my mind. I went inside and talked it over for quite awhile, trying to justify this, but it just didn't feel like a person at all. So after awhile I went to bed on my couch. I couldn't really sleep, this is common for me, and I end up in a trance-like state. Then CRASH, right beside me a wrought iron butterfly candle holder went smashing to the floor on my magazine rack. It was defening, and in a trace state, even worse. I was totally freaked even more. I went upstairs to sleep then!! But the weird part is just before the crash there was something I had forgotten. Like someting was wiped from my mind?! It almost felt like the same crash had happened twice? But that was impossible. And it wasn't even deja vu, it was different. I can't explain, and I tried so hard to remember what it was I had lost. It was right there but gone, it was giving me a headache. Well thats the story.

[incubus]

This is my refraction of light post I thought I should keep them together.

hmmm I took this pic of my cat, because he loves to catch bats. He'll catch like 6-7 a week, and he has no front claws! lol. Its a bad pic as wanted to get it quick before he dropped it. But there is funny light in it. I'm guessing refraction of light probably, but so many wierd things are going on in this old house.
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I think maybe it could be the astral image of the bat that just died??hmmm. Can't say.

Last night whan I was meditaing, I opened my eyes and saw a dark figure standing in front of the window. I wasn't scared but I reached out with my hand and it was gone! After a few minuttes I tried to focus as too where it was, I though I could feel it at a different spot, but I can't really say. Too many things in this house thats for sure. Could be my eyes tricking me i guess.
I've also been hearing my name being called very often lately too. Just sitting there, even with the music pumpin, and "DEREK!", I'll turn my head, and nothing. Its all very frustrating.

[Anise]

That is pretty freaky yet at the same time interesting. I wonder who/what is could be. Maybe after a while you'll figure it out.

All the strange occurances that happened around me a year back I realized must have been my father's spirit watching over me (he passed away to cancer when I was 6years old). And still to this day, when something strange happens I get this tingly feeling and know it's my dad making another appearance.

[incubus]

I am sorry to hear that Anise. I bet it probably is him! Especialy if you feel it is. Must be a nice feeling for sure, to have him looking over you. Do you astral travel much? I bet you could see him whenever you want. I can't travel well, but there are people I can't wait to see. I hope to get more control over my travel soon!

[Anise]

No I have not tried astral travel yet.
There was one time I was going through a really rough time and I saw him (not quite sure how). I mean it got bad, I had overdosed and was taken to the hospital. And since then I can't even take a second dose of any kind of meds unless ordered to by a doctor.

[incubus]

ahhh. That is a good idea for sure. Crazy...sorry to hear that. I've had to have my stomach pumped yuk. Terrible experiance!

[zayin]

Another occurance happened last night. I was trying to sleep on my couch, and I heard noises in my kitchen. I said "Hello, please come here, I will try to be strong....I am trying to see, and to gain power, perhaps you can help me?" I heard more sounds almost like footsteps but not. Next in the doorway, I could see a quick 'blurlike' shape, very small, and grey like. Ofcourse it was dark too. Next I saw spots of light almost like a firefly, but not really there. I said "I can see a little"..... "are these the threads I have been trying to see?"...no answer though. lol. Just felt tingeling. That don Juan book I think opens your mind to more possiblitities then I ever thought.

[Anise]

Interesting. It seems you might be getting closer to seeing what is there. Perhaps whatever it is is afraid itself. Time is the secret to gaining knowledge.

[zayin]

Very true anise. Time, patience and openness are the keys, I find. It seems like he/she/they are trying to communicate in some way. Things falling over, my name being called, and the sightings have all been getting more prevelant in my life. Don Juan mentions spirits offer power, and help to open your mind. He says to focus on the 'assemblage point', which is located behind your neck, between your shoulder blades. He says this is where out perception is located, and by stretching it you can see much more energy. And wouldm't you know it, that is right where the tingleing was when I was seeing.

[Anise]

Hmmm that book you are reading sounds very interesting. I'll have to get it and read it sometime.

[goodboy]

Don Juan mentions spirits offer power, and help to open your mind. He says to focus on the 'assemblage point', which is located behind your neck, between your shoulder blades. He says this is where out perception is located, and by stretching it you can see much more energy.

What is out perception?

[zayin]

Oh my bad, I meant 'our perception' lol. I hate it when I have spelling errors, I need to sloooow my typing down and re-read it...lol.

But know that I'm posting here, last night whenever I got into a deep meditative state something would crash over so loudly! I even had ear-plugs in, and it was still deafening. I think the spirit in my home is a trickster. I think I will ask it to behave, or leave!! As long as it doesn't make things worse...

[Anise]

LOL I wonder why it made such a loud noise that you could even hear it with earplugs. Maybe it got upset that you weren't paying it enough attention. Kinda like childlike tantrums. Keep us updated.