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Post by labell on Sept 3, 2010 14:17:53 GMT -5
just 2 nights ago I was camped in the woods, and outside at the road was a streetlamp.. i pondered for a second about light and pictures of light, and behold there... just outside the light, hovering in the air was a 'spirit' a man, with his arms outstreched to the light with a beam of light running from his outstreched hand and into the light.. as if the spirit was casting a spell onto the light. it was cool, he was hovering there floating, i almost missed what the picture was, then i saw him.. it was awesome.. i cant help but wonder, in this case, if it was a reflection of intent and awareness into perceptual form, my own awareness dreaming a reflective image of me.. or if it was a spirit, perhaps a ghost or spirit helper, ally, casting a picture of itself.. i have had other experiences with spirits, ghosts etc, and have seen them in many ways, even to the point of casting physical manifestation of ancient awareness into form.. i am currectly working on a rote to conjure the forms of 'hidden' spirits into view.. i accidently discovered that within my activity, or telepathy, that my spells are also heard by spirits within the vicinity, and that by casting a certain spell, or realising spirit matter into physical matter at that intant manifests the spirit, even just temporarily into form.. i did that one by accident.. i cast the active realisation and a spirit took form just in front of me.. then dissappeared again after my attention wavered, or spiked.. reincarnative forms, or manifestative forms of spirits into new vessels, or artforms, computers, books etc, is also an area i have explored, as well as channeling ancient awareness' into my self, even to the point of losing my physicality and taking on the forms of the spirit's perceptions, even if ever so slightly of completely.. by placing my attention on a known spirit, and keeping attention on it, then splitting my atention to an object, or person, thus opening the horizon or channel of that spirit's awareness, into physical manifestation.. the instant conjuring of a dark vessel, enable the imaginative form of a person, meaning i imagine say a beautiful young lady, imagining every detail, and then having her walk into my dream, blank or raw, or full, then placing the awarensss of the 'spirit' within the new vessel.. this lead me also in part to a changling awareness, and transmutative awareness of spirit, person, animal etc...etc..etc.. blah blah blah  |
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Post by labell on Sept 3, 2010 14:28:46 GMT -5
just to add, i found that the conjuring of imaginative forms, or spiritual energies into physical forms, is much related to the law of instant attraction.. at times it is a manifestative dark energy form materialising into/from imaginative forms.. this is also like lucid control over the objects of appearance, or formation, also making the path form just before you, controlling even the objects within one's pockets, one's house, one's city, the list goes on... in continued observatioon of this feat, i learnt that one's imagination can become stagnant, and that by splitting attention to an outward source, greater than yourself or just different than thyself, one takes on the manifestation of the other party, and thus enter into the dream of the other within attention.. in this fashion secret societies C I A etc, have learnt to channel a beings thoughts and awarenesss into computers books, pictures, entropic voice patterns etc etc, to recieve the energy waves translated into physical, visual or audio forms.. since matter, and sound is formed from energy waves, or patterns, others can be channeled into forms..
in one rote, a traveling rote, one can intend to be at a destination they are unaware of, meaning that they have no inkling as to how to get there themselves, however the stars do, or many others within recorded awareness do, and have already gotten there, and so when one intends to be 'there', the manifestation 'here and now' will form the path to 'there'. being that reality knows your current state of being or awareness, AND where you are intending to be, thus knowing the path you need to undergo to get there.. wow i go on to much...
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Post by labell on Sept 3, 2010 14:31:18 GMT -5
in the same way as above, some talismans have been built to translate one's thought patterns, into television, or anothers within attention, into television images, thus transfering direct perceptual images from an individual into televisual images.. thats freaken nuts..........
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Post by labell on Sept 4, 2010 10:52:25 GMT -5
OOOOOOK... umm, gulp.. i shoulda left well enough alone i suppose... well last night i went into the quarry to practice a lil late night dreaming.. at first i started 'drumming' on the guard rails that surround the cliffs.. i dscovered that with dreaming attention one can bang almost anything and have it play out as a symphony.. i can focus on different sounds and have the 'normal' sounds turn into 'digital' drum beats, bongos, flutes, piano, and a reverberating organ like i dunno hum. its totally amazing i find. like being a retarded drummer and having the sound come out like a savant. lol.. very self-important, but it is beautiful.. and an excellent trainer of attention, which i have been lacking since my decision to discontinue the bulk of my dreaming practices. well.. i decided to take a break when i saw a flashlight seemingly coming up the path.. and i jumped into the woods and weeds.. yes to hide.. lol.. a few minuttes and i realise i could come out.. i looked at the light, it had a bluish tint.. as i focused on it my attention reminded me that lights can be many things.. immediately the light started to jump through a series of dreaming motions 'we' (the light and I) have previously found. it started dancing from spot to spot, jumping, then it shined a pattern around itself, a picture, then a focused ray.. as if materialising a form, or fabricating matter.. i began laughing as i relaised the light was aware of me, and reflecting not only a record of what the light has been, but also mirroring my thoughts, dancing with me.. i realised that the light could conjure a physical form of awareness, then it shot a beam from the distance to me, in front of me, a static form, that didn't quite form but showed the intent clearly.. i laughed again, with the light.. then it shot a beam at me, directly at me.. and i said to it i would conjure myself in a parralel plain, where you wouldn't shoot me.. and it blink out, and with it my consious awareness, then blinked back on in a different spot.. i thought that was cool.. i got a lil bored, and i realised, rather foolishly that the dream was bored as well.. my mistake........... anyways, i travelled around the quarry to the bottom at the beach near the river. and to my surprise a flashlight, clear this time.. surely a flash light, was walking up the river as if searching from someone or something.. i hide again up the cliffs into the weeds. five minuttes... bang, russling in the trees, and brief images of the moving 'light'..... i thought again that it could be anything not looking for me, or even aware of me, just some people walking in the night.. yeah... confidently i went back down.. i went to a spot where i could see the light more clearly, thru an opening on this side of the river.. in the trees, shallowly within the otjher side of the river, in the tree line. was the 'flashlight'.. searching around, up the bank. untill it came to a stop.. to proceed to shine the lightaround the forest area.. looking?? i realsied, as if Don Juan was in my head saying "That is NOT a normal flashlight".. confidently i agreed.. lol to myself........... as i watched the light i realised there were two, no one, no definately two.. at first it would jump, splitting into two, and the other one would jump into the other.. more russling, a sharp loud bang, like wood and stone, sharply.. i watched the light blink out, then on, become a flashlight again, then i single small point of light.. just one.. then... it started spliting into multiple lights, sparkling.. like a sparker firework.. i realsied then it was definately a light, and i remembered earlier i had stated my intent to learn to conjure light from nothing.. i was after-all walking in the woods alone at night.. anywho.. the light fluxed between a flashlight again, two flashlights, sparkling, then it began searching again.. i thought for a second, to it, that it is beautiful, and amazing, yet a deeper part of me held a kind of silent apprehension.. a unsurfaced fear.. i began to wonder if it had a body, like a person or if it was 'just a light', ofcourse it made noises.. the light began moving in a crazy pattern, almost like a person giving a glow light show.. fast moving patterns, then as if communicating by light flashes.. i realised my attention was to slow to pick up the signal or even the pictures at that time, and as i thought that it changed its motion again.. i thought, naturally, that it was quite alien to me.. then i heard it speak.. veeerrrrry alien dialogue.. that it alien.. i could seen then the light, as if a flashlight, highlight the being 'holding it' and alllmost could make out the shape of an alien being holding the light, i knew that it was... i somehow kept my cool, as if nothing was out of the ordinary.. perhaps my CC 'training'.. wellthe light/sparkle/communicater/prober/whatever.. started to move away again, as i focused on it, in that direction.. but it wasn't walking.. no-way.. it was gliding around and thru the tree tooo fast.. then stop, and up, but not toooo high as to shatter my bieng and make me freak, just high enough to place me at the edge of wonder.. yes two lights, moving together... surely at first it was just one, now two... for sure.. globes, no orbs, moving together.. i could see then clearer now.. like a slightly elongated globe, with a dark horizontal black stripe, making one light apear seperated as it were two(one on top of the other.. both were in the same form.. as i watched, somehow i got fixed to them.. they 'locked' on to my position across the river.. i sensed it knew it.. in my crouched position i watched them stop, appear to shift attention in my direction... then they started to... OMFG... cross the river towards me!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SPASH!!!!!!!!!SPALSH!!!!! yet the lights just glided above, crossing the space to my position.. i didn''t know then what the heck was going to happen, all i knew is that some aliens were across the river, and they were coming towards me.. i sprung up quickly.. and began casting my path ahead me, rather frantic, and yet somehow knowing i was going to be OK... "dont look back".... i did, though it seems OK.. i began running.. alert, aware, yet a lil crazy... back to the road, then into the city.. i had a lil bit of paradox, regarding the street lights, but not too much,, i had to keep walking.. thinking of other things, other motions... but yeah.. that noise... i have heard some variations of noises quite a few times, actually even very alien ones, and yet this one.. welll... i can't say in words... just ... wow... i dunno, maybe they were interested in my savant-like apparitions of musical sound arrangements.. or well... i'll just leave it at that......
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Post by labell on Sept 4, 2010 10:52:59 GMT -5
OOOOOOK... umm, gulp.. i shoulda left well enough alone i suppose... well last night i went into the quarry to practice a lil late night dreaming.. at first i started 'drumming' on the guard rails that surround the cliffs.. i dscovered that with dreaming attention one can bang almost anything and have it play out as a symphony.. i can focus on different sounds and have the 'normal' sounds turn into 'digital' drum beats, bongos, flutes, piano, and a reverberating organ like i dunno hum. its totally amazing i find. like being a retarded drummer and having the sound come out like a savant. lol.. very self-important, but it is beautiful.. and an excellent trainer of attention, which i have been lacking since my decision to discontinue the bulk of my dreaming practices. well.. i decided to take a break when i saw a flashlight seemingly coming up the path.. and i jumped into the woods and weeds.. yes to hide.. lol.. a few minuttes and i realise i could come out.. i looked at the light, it had a bluish tint.. as i focused on it my attention reminded me that lights can be many things.. immediately the light started to jump through a series of dreaming motions 'we' (the light and I) have previously found. it started dancing from spot to spot, jumping, then it shined a pattern around itself, a picture, then a focused ray.. as if materialising a form, or fabricating matter.. i began laughing as i relaised the light was aware of me, and reflecting not only a record of what the light has been, but also mirroring my thoughts, dancing with me.. i realised that the light could conjure a physical form of awareness, then it shot a beam from the distance to me, in front of me, a static form, that didn't quite form but showed the intent clearly.. i laughed again, with the light.. then it shot a beam at me, directly at me.. and i said to it i would conjure myself in a parralel plain, where you wouldn't shoot me.. and it blink out, and with it my consious awareness, then blinked back on in a different spot.. i thought that was cool.. i got a lil bored, and i realised, rather foolishly that the dream was bored as well.. my mistake........... anyways, i travelled around the quarry to the bottom at the beach near the river. and to my surprise a flashlight, clear this time.. surely a flash light, was walking up the river as if searching from someone or something.. i hide again up the cliffs into the weeds. five minuttes... bang, russling in the trees, and brief images of the moving 'light'..... i thought again that it could be anything not looking for me, or even aware of me, just some people walking in the night.. yeah... confidently i went back down.. i went to a spot where i could see the light more clearly, thru an opening on this side of the river.. in the trees, shallowly within the otjher side of the river, in the tree line. was the 'flashlight'.. searching around, up the bank. untill it came to a stop.. to proceed to shine the lightaround the forest area.. looking?? i realsied, as if Don Juan was in my head saying "That is NOT a normal flashlight".. confidently i agreed.. lol to myself........... as i watched the light i realised there were two, no one, no definately two.. at first it would jump, splitting into two, and the other one would jump into the other.. more russling, a sharp loud bang, like wood and stone, sharply.. i watched the light blink out, then on, become a flashlight again, then i single small point of light.. just one.. then... it started spliting into multiple lights, sparkling.. like a sparker firework.. i realsied then it was definately a light, and i remembered earlier i had stated my intent to learn to conjure light from nothing.. i was after-all walking in the woods alone at night.. anywho.. the light fluxed between a flashlight again, two flashlights, sparkling, then it began searching again.. i thought for a second, to it, that it is beautiful, and amazing, yet a deeper part of me held a kind of silent apprehension.. a unsurfaced fear.. i began to wonder if it had a body, like a person or if it was 'just a light', ofcourse it made noises.. the light began moving in a crazy pattern, almost like a person giving a glow light show.. fast moving patterns, then as if communicating by light flashes.. i realised my attention was to slow to pick up the signal or even the pictures at that time, and as i thought that it changed its motion again.. i thought, naturally, that it was quite alien to me.. then i heard it speak.. veeerrrrry alien dialogue.. that it alien.. i could seen then the light, as if a flashlight, highlight the being 'holding it' and alllmost could make out the shape of an alien being holding the light, i knew that it was... i somehow kept my cool, as if nothing was out of the ordinary.. perhaps my CC 'training'.. wellthe light/sparkle/communicater/prober/whatever.. started to move away again, as i focused on it, in that direction.. but it wasn't walking.. no-way.. it was gliding around and thru the tree tooo fast.. then stop, and up, but not toooo high as to shatter my bieng and make me freak, just high enough to place me at the edge of wonder.. yes two lights, moving together... surely at first it was just one, now two... for sure.. globes, no orbs, moving together.. i could see then clearer now.. like a slightly elongated globe, with a dark horizontal black stripe, making one light apear seperated as it were two(one on top of the other.. both were in the same form.. as i watched, somehow i got fixed to them.. they 'locked' on to my position across the river.. i sensed it knew it.. in my crouched position i watched them stop, appear to shift attention in my direction... then they started to... OMFG... cross the river towards me!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SPASH!!!!!!!!!SPALSH!!!!! yet the lights just glided above, crossing the space to my position.. i didn''t know then what the heck was going to happen, all i knew is that some aliens were across the river, and they were coming towards me.. i sprung up quickly.. and began casting my path ahead me, rather frantic, and yet somehow knowing i was going to be OK... "dont look back".... i did, though it seems OK.. i began running.. alert, aware, yet a lil crazy... back to the road, then into the city.. i had a lil bit of paradox, regarding the street lights, but not too much,, i had to keep walking.. thinking of other things, other motions... but yeah.. that noise... i have heard some variations of noises quite a few times, actually even very alien ones, and yet this one.. welll... i can't say in words... just ... wow... i dunno, maybe they were interested in my savant-like apparitions of musical sound arrangements.. or well... i'll just leave it at that......
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 8, 2010 9:12:00 GMT -5
Nice. I like the way you wrote this. I could see it all so very well.
You have a way of communicating about your "dreams" that always leave me questioning whether they happened in the waking dream (body awake, the one I'm typing this post in) or sleeping dream (body asleep). This is one of those for sure. Still trying to figure out whether this was a sleeping dream or waking dream.
I know that your able to experience some pretty amazing feats here in the waking dream so this leads me to believe this is one of those intense occurrences. If so then wow. What a rush that was.
In the words of Yoda, "very fluid this one is!"
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Post by labell on Sept 8, 2010 15:54:20 GMT -5
im' outta time for now, but yes indeed .. i cant say for now, but you know.. lol
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Post by existenceisadream on Nov 8, 2010 3:40:25 GMT -5
Streetlight ghost sounds like it should be the title of a song or a band name. lol. Every time I read it, it makes me wanna sing!
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Post by labell on Jan 1, 2011 17:10:29 GMT -5
Well Derek, i suppose I leave you wondering that very thing, because my messages themselves in those states have difficulty determining the fine line between dream and reality, as so aptly your name suggests. Stable fields and unstable fields, or as the Toltecs have drawn, fluidity and cohesion. The two work hand in hand to generate reality, invention, new awareness, as well as 'tieing down' the new findings into a 'solid' percievable existence. I relate this to the conversion of free flowing energy into solid forms, as well as the tranformation of the energy body to physical vessels, vice-versa. Dreaming the energy body, or forging the energy body. We do after-all dream ourselves into existence, as well as being dreamt (at times) and dreaming into others, hence doctors. We dream the medicines of course, to and from one position of awareness into another, and encapsule that 'sequence of change' itself into physical catalyst. ramble!!
you observations are catchy!! that would make a good title!
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