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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 28, 2010 7:59:46 GMT -5
welp guys I need some support once again. this has been a very very rough year for me and it just got worse, I lost my main job and I have no idea why and I feel like life is against me right now.
the odd thing is I felt I didnt belong there the entire time anyway so maybe something better is coming, I didnt take two other jobs I lined up in october because I just didnt feel ready emotionaly to take care of people so now Im screwed basicly unless I get unemployment that will enable me to go back to school. I dont have family to help me pay bills or to go live with or anyting its just me sooo please say a prayer this works out for me cuz I cant loose everyting I worked hard for.
and I really hope 2011 brings me happiness because this has really been a struggle on my own.
one door closes another one opens right? I just hope its the right damn door this time...lol
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Post by nani on Dec 28, 2010 10:45:47 GMT -5
Ronni, my strongest best wishes for you to find the right thing and surrounding to work! Yes, one door closes and another one opens and we are proved over and over again to find trust in that we`re giving our best, because I believe we all do always give our best. BigHug, Nani
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Post by mandala on Dec 28, 2010 10:46:26 GMT -5
I know what you're going through as far as the unemployment goes. From September 09 to August 2010, I was under employed. I worked one, maybe two days a week as a substitute teacher because that's all I could get for work. But my luck did change for the better when I was offered a job with a non-profit and a month later my old employer called me back for a year to work with a student who needed support.
What I mean to say is sometimes it takes time for things to improve, but they eventually do. In the meantime, do you feel ready to contract those employers you considered back in October? If they considered you for hire before, they may again. Good luck!
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Post by ~~section8... on Dec 28, 2010 17:00:01 GMT -5
I will be praying for you Ronni. You're right. One door closes, one opens. You just have to find which one. Have faith that everyday will get better for you. Have hope that everything will work out. *hugs*
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Post by nani on Dec 31, 2010 13:15:38 GMT -5
wishes for a healthy and happy new year to all of you!
soullove, nani
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Post by Lena on Dec 31, 2010 21:45:51 GMT -5
Phew, kind of relieved that 2010 is over! Sorry Ronni about your job and hang in there! Silver lining gotta be coming any minute now.
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Post by ~~section8... on Jan 1, 2011 14:30:35 GMT -5
You're right Lena...and happy new year to everyone.  |
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jan 3, 2011 16:13:33 GMT -5
thank you all for your support.......but this is out of my hands and i dont like that and the jobs I went for in october are no longer hiring........somethings gotta give here... ihave a freind coming to see me soon from california..hesa well established man...I already told my family I may have to leave...sooo maybe this is my reward. I dont want to leave here but Im feeling Im being pushed out literally sooo maybe having a benefactor will change my life and bring me to where I belong. I hope sooo cuz this is scarey on my own.,
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Post by mandala on Jan 3, 2011 20:58:56 GMT -5
Change certainly is scary! I remember when I decided to go back to school. It was scary but I went for it wholeheartedly and don't regret it for a minute. It was the best time of my life. Granted, a college degree doesn't guarantee employment, but it was a positive change for me. And as already been said, when one door closes, another one opens. That was originally said by a woman who was both blind and deaf!
Good luck and I hope you feel good about whatever you decide. Keep us informed.
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