exiting through dreams

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Hi everyone I just got to make this post real quick and hope it helps all of you. I have been exerting my awareness through my dreams/lucid dreams which is odd for me in a way but not unusual.
I was in an old house set out in the midst of no man lands, It was a cabin actually I loved it as it held some of the greatest horizon views and I was alone and sensed something in this cabin, it was just after dusk and the sky had a slight lightness to it still but still dark enough to make lights gleam. I was in the cabin and felt a odd feeling inside of it so I walked outside to the side porch and saw a lantern hanging with a small lighting bug inside of it , it was bright yellow and very cool looking. My awareness came alive and I said to the lantern "protect us, guide us" and I felt myself falling, I was on the porch boards laying there than everything went black and I had this rushing feeling of falling and spinning , it was insane, I than found myself fully aware laying in my bed, but I was floating about my body and for some reason I put my "hand" along side of the bed to feel I was indeed about 20 inches off the bed, than I woke up.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

another one, I was at a bar with my boyfriend and I did not like how the scene was going and again with most my dreams there is a very odd haze hovering over the entire scene. I was ready to go but my boyfriend wasn't and something told me I had to go, so I got up and walked out the bar's doors and instantly my awareness was there, precise and clear I could see my old house I grew up in from a distance. I wanted to fly so I put out my arm straight forward and it rose me but it rose me so fast I felt as if I was falling that is how fast I was traveling upward into the sky. I closed my eyes because it was just too much to bare, and I ended up back in my body fully awake.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Lately Ive been having dreams where I am around a ton of people and want to launch more awareness so I simply start floating..and when I float I jump up and let the "air" catch me, but as I move its difficult to launch myself and keep myself afloat, and the dreams I have had lately really integrate this I have the floating going on and I start to loose it sinking down so I try to move my body even in a laying down platform I still float through people and things. I feel the power within me and it just keeps going , I always find a way to be in the "air" and it's always in a public place, always seems like when Im really trying to just get off the ground I have to fight for it.
Today was one of them days I had done this and I ended up back and forth between consciousness, shifting back and forth and at one point my body was feeling vibrations and I told it to stop. I was already aware of many things and going back and forth was enough for me, I wound up being back in my sleeping domain with extrememly intense vibrations, but I decided to "shake" my body awake. when I woke up seconds later my boyfriend walked in the door.

[hummingbird]

I used to have this fighting to get off the ground problem, sometimes to get so far and fall, which was pretty scary. I found that this was happening through pretty chaotic times in my waking life. Since I have grown from that part of my life I no longer struggle or fall but soar as high and far as I want, allowing myself back to the ground without a problem and waking myself up without a problem too. Maybe an indication of some struggles or issues in your every day life.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Thanks hummingbird, well I can't say I have many struggles in my waking life right now except for launching my business which would make sense because I'm trying very hard and I feel like it will take forever to get it to where I want it to be. On the other hand I think this could also be a way of myself trying to reach higher lucidity.

[hummingbird]

Yes that could be it too. Although I have never intentionally tried to have lucid dreams but they have progressed as I have grown older, keep us updated how you get on and good luck with your business