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Post by Dancing Bear on Apr 21, 2007 20:35:40 GMT -5
Ben i will pm you regarding this ok!
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Post by Dancing Bear on May 17, 2007 5:24:55 GMT -5
Another Guide has introduced herself as Arnya, a Celtic Herbal Woman, Assuming a healer of sorts, I am not myself into herbs, but do like aromatherapy ... so maybe she helps in that area also , I was told the other day she also helps with clairvoyant communications, which is a bit of a shock for me, as Bill has always been there to help me before.. I do beleive they both with eventually start helping in unison.. I must meditate and get to know Arnya as i do Bill, bit hard sometimes to get the time to sit in peace and quiet.. let alon meditate LOL!! Psychic circle is taking on a up and down roller coaster, at the moment we now have a teacher, who is helping us guide and harness the information, also tame it a bit.. A bit hard for me when i am use to receiving communications randomly, But it will help in the long run I hope LOL! We went through a psychic testing thingy, It surprised me how much i really do pick up, I knew i had the ability, but did not realise How much.. so it all went well there.. Spirit Communication is a little different , as i only ever just saw them or sense them but never really communicated, so it is all new.. I am enjoying it immensley , but also finding it frustrating also too! coz soemtimes i am shown things i just cant make out,, its like i need glasses in the astral LOL! any hoo you all take care DB xx Be back to let you know how this saturdays circle goes
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Post by nani on May 21, 2007 17:28:39 GMT -5
hey DB thanx for keepn report, I`ve read it some days ago and since then wanted to reply and say a hello again.. seems like we are all in a sort of summer-hole hehe, so be it, as soon as it will get cold again, all will be here again I guess. Im not that much at forums at the moment as well, looking here and there from time to time, though most often at one german forum, but also its quiet there. I "appreciated" (I guess thats not the right word, but you may know what I mean) your thread over there about madeleine. Hope you are all well, best greetings and love&joy to all of ya guys, seeya, Nani
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Post by Dancing Bear on May 22, 2007 1:52:13 GMT -5
Hey Nani it is very quiet all over.. everywhere i go even the forum in which over 10,000 members are quieter than normal... I have had realtives visiting for three weeks, and have been extremely busier than normal..I do hope it all slows down LOL!! Yes I think Madeleine is so so sad, and we as a human race really should not have to worry about these predators who prey upon our children, but unfortunately these cockroaches exist.. On a happier note! We have launched our first Newsletter finally, Had so many gliches in getting it out there, and I could not help it but mention you and Dao.. Here
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Post by Dancing Bear on May 22, 2007 1:54:16 GMT -5
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 19th May Psychic Circle
Hi all and exciting day for me today I am have discovered who my native american guide is , he is also through incarnations an English Gentleman.. He shows me both sides of himself..
he has been there all along and i have overlooked him thinking i am tuning into someone elses passed over realtive
Dopey Bear LOL!!!
His name in the english days is Fredrick.. and this is the name he pefers when i am doing clairvoyant works and he has always helped me with it.. just didnt realise... Bill is and will always be my Main Guide... and it is comforting i have these Guides.. Both Are Relatives Different eras though... Bill More recent era, fredrick way in the past ... I am yet to search Geneology records i will get back to you when i have found him...
His name when i am doing earth based work ( shaman type stuff , and art work (creating)) Is Running Wolf.. So he has different guises for me to suite me.. WoW I never thought they could or would do that.. But i do realise we all have different sides to ourselves, everyday.. why not spirit Guides also..
Now I have established this fredrick helps with Clairvoyance/shaman/art works Bill is my Main guide/ protector /advisor Arnya has now eluded me, because last week i swore she was for clairvoyance.. But i recieved nothing when i did work with her.. and also i am not use to working with her either,, I am on a mission now to found out where she fits in it all.. I do get a funny feeling she is to do with me and my healing, and who i am.. she helps me on my personal inner journey that is private from the world..
I need meditation time out now and tune into all three.. and converse and found out more about these Guides, My journey their journey, and how i can better serve my family, myself, and my fellow man/animals/ planet etc.. Hopefully soon iw illbe able to update this thread and let everyone know how i have progressed and where all my guides and I fit into it all...
You all take care now
DB xxx
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Post by Dancing Bear on Jun 22, 2007 5:25:15 GMT -5
It has been absolutely ages since I posted in here.. well where do I start.. I have had ups and downs with all this.. I dont knwo whether I mentioned the online psychic development classes gained a teacher, At first I really didnt the more controlled program , but got use to it, and discovered I really dont need a lot of psychic development, I have used this ability all my life so have had plenty of practice.. LOL!
But when it came to the medium work in a more controlled enviroment..was a different story all together..When it was spotanious I was cruising, had many spirit energy come through no problems at all, and 99% of the time was claimed and verified.. but with a controlled enviroment I feel like I have to perform, and it really doesnt go down too well with me,, LOL! Give me a name, or Location and I can tune in within a minute and pinpoint lost relative no problem at all.. but make me sit there and hope to the gods that i pick up on someone for the person i have been allocated , well that is just whizzing straight passed me LOL!! I am getting people for these people but they are way down the line and way before the time these people can remember, Bugger ! So i have decided to tkae a break as I have been packing and house hunting, so i htink that has affected my ability and also I have a stigma ingrained in my head at the moment regarding the online circles, SOO Until that goes and I have moved into a new Home, i will stick to tuning into spirit with my face to face readings.. and those relatives ( spirit ones) that visit me on a regular basis, I never knew one when she was alive, but i know her more now than i probably ever would have.. I feel extremely blessed to have the opportunity to communicate with passed over Loved ones.. It has also given me a completely different view on Life as well .. To start viewing the world as myself being just energy form experiencing the physical is an absolutely mind blowing turn around..and this concept creeps into many facets of being human, and changed my perceptionm of it.. seeing the massive picture like sitting above all and looking down observing, even though i know literally i am by all means not above it all..
It is a magic Journey and I awill continue to learn and pulled into different directions., I will share this also ...
take Care
DB xx
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Post by nani on Jun 22, 2007 17:07:25 GMT -5
yes please DB, keep on sharing :-) I always appreciate to read about all that and anyways you somehow keep a lot of energies here, that is very lovely of you, thank you for that!
best greetings to all fellows as well, love&joy Nani
btw: its great for me to have posts at some sections here which are open, so I can read from my work-place also.
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Post by Dancing Bear on Jun 22, 2007 18:18:23 GMT -5
Thankyou Nani Well today I thought i would approach the psychic circle a bit different, like i use to approach the open circle and see how that worked, One last ditch effort so to speak LOL! I went brilliantly, tuned in quickly, picked up on some amazing information, with was most definatley well received and confirmed with concrete..I hope it put soemones mind at rest too! these two energies were wonderful people, one a joker the other a lovely lady who adopted the family as her own to look after,.. they gave me vital information about a member of the family. and after the reading he rang LOL! So I feel I have it all back and am really pleased as punch,, Me myself , I am being urged by spirit to start drawing and painting again.. I havent done it for so long LOL! I am really wanting to get back into it again.. so with some prompting I am going to draw spirit, guides, passed over loved ones etc... I dont know how i will go because..it takes me hours to do one, so i will be no good a fairs .. LOL! But i thought when doing someone a reading, I would sketch the communicator spirit.. I will see how this goes. I will let you know how it turns out.. I still need to finish off the past life reading here too! so I havemuch on my plate LOL! I am also in the middle of moving house, we still dont know where we are going to LOL! I am sure i will beguided in the right direction I was described a house this morning in which i would be more than pleased if it was my next home Take Care DB xxx
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Post by Dancing Bear on Jul 7, 2007 18:08:40 GMT -5
I am on track big time and growing more and more confident more more I do.. My last spirit contact was with a man who abused his wife and commited sucicide..Now it sounds as though this would have been a bad thing, but it wasnt.. He was full of love for her, and was so so sorry and only wished her the best.. laying to rest many issues still unresolved between them..I feel I was able to help her move forwards into a more positive direction.. I also feel I helped him express his Love as he was never able to in life.. I felt what he felt which was very wierd and at times uncomfortable..But I also felt his Love and his humour which made me giggle at times LOL!! I am absolutely Loving the work I have chosen, I feel I am making a difference to peoples lives in a positive light , what more could I ask
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 4, 2007 6:51:10 GMT -5
I havent posted in here forever it feels, I am still tuning into spirit energy, mainly with my clients these days.. the online circle fizzed out for me, it was too controlled for me, I tried so hard to make it work , but i couldnt, Am thinking of starting my own online circle up through footprints, hopefully we get enough people..
well anyway I was asked by a dear frind of mine to mediitate on the summer soltice and i know this has been and gone but i failed to post up and let him know of my results,, I meditated upon three certain cards that were menat to represent me at this stage in my life... Well with interesting results, Two cards morphed into one completely different card the 8 of Cups.. and the other card that completely shone through was the Star so my friend was right with his choice of card for me..
these both cards still apply 8 of cups is a person seeking for that thing thats missing in his/her life, looking for that spiritual fulfillment.. I am looking for another circle and other outlets for myself, thinking of starting up spiritual development circles online and off, hoping to share with others on similar paths,and trying to touch more people with this journey through readings
To me the Star represents what i have achieved and it is amazing and am truly grateful to be able to share this journey with others also..The star i believe is what i am sharing and my light that is shining both inside and out.. because i do believe the stronger we become on our spiritual path the brighter our light is, ( the higher our vibrations are)
I have been asking for more clarity with the messages, and to see more clearly the spirit energy... I think I truly need to sit and chat with someone who does this also and swap notes.. to see if my expectations are too high ... My brain works like this, if Anyone on this planet out there can do it..Then is is possible... So therefore so can I...Because i have a firm belief we all have this ability it is just a matter fine tuning it..I dont believe we need to be born seeing and hearing, But i do believe we were all born gifts..Just some open their presents earlier than others
I have not had as many blocks lately, my life has been so hectic , so i havent been able to do much at all anyway,( not as much as i would like) I am still reading for my clients at home,, and as a civil celebrant, this is the busy time of year too! so a bit busy all round.. Once things calm down a bit I will start looking at doing readings at afairs and markets to start being able to expand my audience and start hopefully share this wonderful journey and *crossiong fingers* Help more people cope with loss and grief, and show them a little light ..
You all take care Love and Light Dancing Bear
xxxxx
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Post by avatar on Aug 4, 2007 18:23:23 GMT -5
Dancing Bear, thank you for your sharing! I am always excited to hear other people's paranormal experiences being shared, and I have a question..
Have you experienced, or worked with channeling the spirit's essence into physical forms?
Since man's reality is taught to use, by pointing our what we see to another, alligning to their perception our own experiences, I learned early in my path that great perceptual development takes place by allowing such knowledgable spirits of ancient sorcerers, healers etc, into my moment. So many things that I have learnt have, as I say, resulted in opening the doors to other planes, into my own. Many deaths I have met through opening these doors, and these Deaths are always welcomed. For example the first time I realised my ability to channel knowledge into another being in my life, I met an Angel of Life, which as I see is an Angel of Death. This Angel taught me my power of choice, and though could be percieved as Satan, actually works for the Light. He taught me that reality is my choice, and that reality can be shifted simply thru shifting our idea of what this world is. He taught me many perceptions, perceptions that teach others this knowledge, through purely telepathic means. He taught me to give freedom to beings around me, to birds, and animals, and to trees and plants, to the Earth itself also. This freedom gave me what seemed to be control over the elements of my life, that I see as the freedom to connect to what I wish at a spiritual level, of direct communication. Trees started to bend and move, speak in many ways, even translated into dialogue that I can understand. he taught me that every version of every being, every item even, can be alligned to through our perception. That by seeing something as negative and harmfull, is the only thing that alligns a person to something that is such. Reality became fluid for me, in that I often experience the beings around me as many different things, in the course of what is percieved as 5 minutes even. Much like the matrix, where people become agents, they also become many other things. I no longer see this solely as channeling a spirit into my life, rather I see it as channeling knowledge of choice, oneness, and freedom, into my moment.
Further into the realm of Spirit magic, I practice merging, or binding, Spirits together, in either a physical form, or a spirit form, when I am in a spirit form. When I channel a spirit into a friend, they retain themselves thru the experience, and also retain the experience of being the Spirit, and the knowledge the spirit has retained. The Spirit is always pleased to have met me, and have met my friend, through our collective, connected, link of mind body and spirit, both parties gain knowledge, and expand further in their experience. The only drawback I see in this, is that sometimes the person experience a memory loss, of the channeling that has taken place, which them required me to reconnect to the person, and the Spirit, to my mind's projections, to be again implanted into memory. When this connection takes place, all I need to do is to recall the experiences and have them recall along with me. 'One mind', is what the ancient Akashic practitioners call this.
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 10, 2007 4:13:33 GMT -5
Well Ekahal, I do not channel , i know many mediums who do quite safely..personally i like control, and maybe a bit selfish LOL!! My body is my own as far as i am concerned, they the spirit energy has had their turn.. if they want to communicate they can talk to me.. not through me,, I see nothing wrong with it when others channel, but it is not for me... I have heard of memory loss especially during channelling , the person receiving comes too dazed sometimes,or short term memory loss, and other times completely aware... I do not leave my physical body consciously.. I beleive we are all spirit energy, its just Some are deciding to experience a physical experience, like me right now in this body.. We only get a short time in this body so i feel we need to do as much as we can before the body matter breaks down..I Love the physical life, I thoroughly enjoy it.. It looks like we do different type of work... but one thing in common we work with spirit energy... But i am sorry i dont do channeling work.. sometimes it feels like i am them , but that comes from being an Empath and a reader, it is normal fo rme to feeel whomever i am reading,including spirit.. I feel their emotions, and soemtimes if they have chubby cheeks i feel them too, I mostly feell their joy that they are able to communicate with their loved ones.. it is overwhelming sometimes, and i often cry with happiness or Laugh and cannot wipe the grin off of my face LOL!! I get the same from my clients, often i have tears of Joy. and recognition to many unanswered questions, It is an absolute priveledge to work with Spirit and help communicate their messages to help those still here in physical form, move forwards spiritually and unblock some of those blockages.. to help others it has helped no end with my own journey.. I am now at a stage of forgiveness to those i felt did wrong towards me, i now understand it was my journey, my experience , they played their roles to help me be where i am at today, for that i forgive and am grateful.. I do hope your path is as forfilling for you and your clients you work with, it truly is a blessing to work in this field.. as i see you are finding Take Care Ekahal.. Love and Light to you DB xxx
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 11, 2007 2:36:15 GMT -5
Today I will say I am on another roll, it is becoming easier and easier to tune in and find passed over loved ones and tap in on a psychic level, I did some readings this saturday morning and i found all i got was loads of nodding yes, LOL!! It was a good thing and hopefully helped, As I mentioned in the Competition thread I have been asked to be a monthly guest speaker at my local spiritual centre , a bit nerve wracking, but i feel i am ready to start sharing my journey and what i have learnt with others, I am quite excited really ...and have no idea what to expect, so i will sit back and expect nothing adn see what comes LOL!! I have also been asked if i can help set up an online spiritual circle... I have been mad today trying to find a chat room that is private without costing me an arm and a leg LOL!! I feel i have found one now, It is now time to post up wheni am available and everyone can work out when they are available, adn off we go, I feel it is to improve on the skills we already have and explore and question our messages, coz i feel it is time for fine tuning in my case.. till i am happy and confident and at the level i have for myself.. I have come far since the begining of this thread, and I am so glad that i have taken this journey, i will keep posting with my progress as i feel this is just the begining, and i have much to learn and to share DB xx p.s If anyone her in OW is interested in developing their psychic and medium skills further please feel free to join us in the circle, just pm me..
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Post by avatar on Aug 14, 2007 15:31:35 GMT -5
Hi Dancing Bear, thank you for the response.
Personally I see nothing wrong with channeling, perhaps because of the knowledge I use to define the word channeling. I find words mean different things to different people, based from their own understanding of what channeling is meant to represent, for them. The Spirit is eternal, it does not die, and so in my idea Spirits have not only had their time, but are continueing to have their time. I see that our body is merely knowledge that we have formed into existence/perception, in some people's case this knowledge is 'physical'. I see Death as the transformation of knowledge, which creates the body, our existence or where we are existing. Both Death and Life exist in the moment, Life I see as sustaining our knowledge, Death I see as tranformation or completely allowing old knowledge to die, to become inactive, with a new reality built from new knowledge surafaced. Spirits that have died also live, their knowledge and understanding is built from their experience. Who better to learn of Death than from one who has died? Death for everyone is personal, just as is their idea of what channeling means, it up to the individual alone to explore what this means, seeking out the path of knowledge right for them. In my idea channeling IS possessing knowledge, in a way we have channeled from existence knowledge, this knowledge then shapes our body, and our dream, and all knowledge comes from the source. I could look at it as traveling to another place in time, with my own body, another parrelel existence, and never effecting the person who is channeled. The lost memories, if there are any, is due to my own transference of energy, into another time, and not the other person. I would see this as gained experience, or time, on my part and not anyone else. Time is not linear, the world is not flat nor round, but both and everything else too. From my experiences with dealing in spirit realms, with the totality of my awareness present wherever I am, I have learnt many different things from the beings who have lived many lives, and are free from the physical world. I am merely projecting my appearance, the ones I have learnt, wherever I am. I know that the world is raw energy, that is transfered into perception, based from the knowledge we have attained. As I see it we possess knowledge that is channeled into our moment of living, in any and every form that is present in this moment, from the source that is everything, or anything we wish. How can pssesing knowledge be wrong? Or learning? We are already encased in knowledge, and we have free choice. I think it is not possesing knowledge that is wrong, it is what we do with the knowledges we find, which is also our choice. For example you yourself use your communication to help others, there are many different ways to use the same knowledges. In my idea if we believe something is wrong or harmful we should simply not do it, and if we see that it is helpful in this or that way, we should, if we choose to. I find we can do anything we want, and with our choice all things are possible. We can always know the consequences, if there are any, of our own actions, since they are our own. Building a paradigm that entails 'harmful' consequences in our own personal choice, so we do not need to have anything be harmful. That is our responsibility alone, to judge another's actions as wrong or harmful, is merely the judger's own idea, for their own dream, and not the individual being judged. To judge another's actions as wrong is the only thing that is wrong. Judgement is a form of black magic, the consequences exist in the judger's dream, and theirs alone, from their lack of knowledge. Though judgements make up existence, it is up to us to use them appropriately. In my idea this is done by seeing what is.
When I am present in a world with Spirits, I also mirror their perceptions, just as a child is taught to see colour, i am taught to see Will, and whatever I am learning. This is done the same for me, through mostly psychic means. Just like a physical person sees with their eyes, I see with my senses, using the conscious link of my will, connected to my surroundings. I see in this way channeling, it is done to teach children our world, and other beings to teach their own. I like the movie K-Pax, where the alien being says humans are unevolved in their parenting, on K-pax we learn from everyone and everything, not from one person or family.
Deception I find is fear based, and often from lack of understanding. A poor paradigm. Deception is an attempt to hide, or shield from the truth, yet the truth is always there. Deception can never prevail, because the truth is, and always will be. Just as the clouds part revealing the Sun, and the Fog lifts revealing what is behind.
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 22, 2007 4:24:43 GMT -5
Hi Dancing Bear, thank you for the response. Sorry for the delayed response but alas i have found a bit of time to sit still for a moment and think about your answer to me. I totally agree, They have had their time in the physical they are now having their time in the world of spirit energy with no matter( as in body),, I aslo agree there is nothing wrong in channelling, it is just not for me personally but i have no qualms whatso ever for anyone else to do so.. I sort of channel at times, but not fully and do know how to, but choose not to..(just a personal choice tis all) This is where we differ slightly.. I see us and spirit as Just energy, energy in form and not in form. form as in body matter... I see our knowledge passed on with our Soul (energy) not physical matter..Unless you see body as diffrent to I LOL!! Yes I agree we have created our existence into reality, as in we have chosen a physical life this time round, but it is real..we bleed, we hurt, we Love.. Spirit still feel, but do not bleed, to not break bones etc... to me that is the difference to this state of existence to spirit energy form.. I believe our knowledge is sustained whether we are energy choosing physical form or choosing non physical, we learn continuously whether in body matter or not... I see us accumulate knowledge as we go...it does not go anywhere where we pass over or are reborn, it is always there always accumulating, it is whether we remeber our wisdom accumulated or not.. some dont even remember last week,LOL!! I will have to disagree here, I dont see the death of our bodies to be the death of our knowledge at all, we actually take our new found wisdom with us, I feel this statement and the above state a bit of an oxymoron, (no offense at all) Unless you see the life of spirit energy different to me..?? Or i have read this through again you are speaking of reincarnation and the knowledge of our lives,,, in this then i can see where you are coming from...If Reincarnation is what is spoken of here, we do remeber the Major lifes lesson but not whence they came...We do not remember the minor detail of previous lives because these are earthy insignificances, what really matters are the Major lifes lessons we are here for, Compassion , Forgiveness, patience, Love, etc etc.. these are teh knowledge we take with us, this is all that matters, ..Yes I agree while we are here the minor details lead us up to descovering how to aquire the Major lessons, but to bring all that memory form life time to lifetime would be too much on the old noggin for the best of us, this is why many of us who do remeber past lives only remeber the significant bits that led us to our light bulb moments...or we remeber the essence of who we were and surprisingly the inner essence is not much different to This life time...Just our way of thinking and perceptions differ... I agree everyones path is different and experienced differently, and therefore perceived differently.. So please quopte me if i am wrong here, but i am understanding this as your spirit realm that you visit is in the Astral realm , and you get there not through your mind but leaving your body like OBE to visit?? Sorry if i am getting this wrong. I do agree! I completely agree,I have also learnt much including from my own passed lives.. I am sorry can you please explain this, I am not quite understanding, and would like to... Yes! It is not! 100% agree! again totally agree There are always consequences to everything we do or say, it is whether they be good or bad that is up to us and our perception of it all... again I agree, to an extent..., But if we do not judge we also do not learn either... If many many moons ago we did not judge those who raped , pillaged and murdered, we would not have said hey wait a minute this is wrong what you are doing, it must be stopped... to be human is to Judge... No-one on this planet has not judged, even the Dalai Lama, sits and judges someone even to come up with his answer let them be, and they are young..and it is not my place to tell them what to do... we all judge....It is whether we actually try to start telling someone what to do, and preaching them into what to belive adn how to live their lives, this is what is wrong through our judgement, the need to control others through our own perceptions/judgements.... I accept a lot of others beliefs and points of view, I do not necessarily agree to it all, but i feel that they are doing ti for good reason of their own....But I do judge in silent...we all do!! For some reason the wording "To judge someone" has a bad thing stigma to it, to judge someone can be a good thing too... how do we know we like someone "We Judge them" we know we dont like is because we Judge, it can be a survival mechanism too... So to Judge is a good thing to not only survive, but to learn, Some are too quick to Judge, and can be wrong, Some judge and then try to manipulate someones point of view..The Latter two are wrong, Some through experience have seen before, and are savvy now to certain characters, How? Through judging, ... So I think Judgement can be a good thing..too!! Not if they are doing harm to themselves or others.... If they are just prcticing their own belief system and harming none then i totally agree. this is a matter of perception..and judgement,, I dont know whether it is through lack of knowledge, i feel it is through a different knowledge base, judgement is made...we are all different and perceive life and how it is menat to be differently, I feel this is where we all succeed in is tolerance and compassion towards each other, to accept we all are different . to accept that people do judge us, to be strong enough not to worry, and continue on our paths regardless, in the persuit of inner peace...and if along the way we can help others we may choose to do so... I feel working with spirit energy is for me fulfilling and rewarding in many ways..for myself and others... as i feel you do to, we just go about it differently which makes neither of us right nor wrong, just individuals doing the best we can to the best of our knowledge... Yes this happens to me too! Yes the same here too! Cool Movie and agree!
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Post by BenHangen on Aug 26, 2007 19:16:22 GMT -5
WOW! DB looks like you are over working, want me to have Arnya, a Celtic Herbal Woman unplug you for a bit? Might be time to rest and assimilate some of this. The ancient Celtic art of using herbs had other uses besides healing. The applying or using of herbs is just a bridge of the real source, her ability can be used to clarify and connect.
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 27, 2007 3:01:51 GMT -5
She has been helping Ben.. I have had the strongest urges lately to have aromatherapy baths, and relax twice a week... soaking while studying New decks more indepth has been so nice... But I do agree I have been over working, most definatley... i have been burning lots of Lavender oil...
To be honest though Arnya eludes me really.. I dont feel her as strongly as I do Bill, and another in which i drew for you, has decided to help me out too! he has appeared within the last 2-3 or even 4 weeks..He is buddhist, which puts the pieces together since i have had a sway towards some buddhist teachings..and the Osho Zen tarot..
I know Arnya is there and I feel her at times and i know when she is trying to help.. I really would like to meet her properly, Even in Meditation she stands back.. One day maybe when it is time..
I would love for to help me clarfiy and connect Ben, it would be nice to get to know her more..so I also know how to look after myself while doing this work, physically, mentally and spiritually...
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Post by nani on Aug 28, 2007 17:25:19 GMT -5
oh nice to see you Ben and DB, and talking about the right theme for me.. do you have a tipp or hint for me? I got problems with the arterios, maybe not yet an arteriosclerosis, but something similar.. I get acupunctur, and of course I do sports like a mad one, but maybe I also could take some herbs which could help on top.. ? do you have an advice, guys?? thaaanx, loveya :-)
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Post by Dancing Bear on Sept 11, 2007 16:24:33 GMT -5
HI Nani I am sorry to hear you have this...the things that actually cause this as you would already know are, High blood pressure, High colestrol and nicotine.. If any of these causes you have i would concentrate on that... High blood pressure, salt is one thing to avoid, alcohol, and nicotine..excercise is a definate bonus..this gets the heart rate up and reduces cholestrol if this is waht caused it.. Omega 3 is one thing that is suppose to lower cholestrol.. I use fish oil for my high cholestrol.. I have had a copmplete diet change to reduce any high cholestrol causign foods..Nicotine is another factor, If you smoke then i would highly reccommend not to...I know it is hard, but worht it in the long run... I dont know of any herbs that would make arteries more pliable... there would be some herbs to to avoid if you have hardening, Basil is one herb to avoid especially in high doses,, Like in Essential oils, I know people who use basil oil in their baths..as I do.. so I would recommend to avoid it.. I willl search my herbal notes and filter out some more herbs in which are good or to avoid for you... will be back a bit later with the results of my search.. sorry havent replied earlier
You take care my friend...
DB xxx
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Post by avatar on Sept 17, 2007 14:26:24 GMT -5
Hello Dancing Bear, nice to see you again. Sorry for the delayed response, I have been away for awhile from a computer. I really need to get my moniter sent to me!
I totally agree DB, that neither is right nor wrong, I think right and wrong are an illusion, as all things are, not that having these morals are wrong, but i also see that many of the things that have been deemed 'wrong' have been deemed so in a limited way, a way that can limit people, or even endanger them, if they believe in the dogma that contradicts what they are practicing. personally I beleive that no one should ever deny themselves the power to do what it is they feel they should do, I see the universes are huge and numerous, with everything at our fingertips, and in another place, just around the corner is another place where the place we are now, is unimportant. Always unimportant. I agree that there are sooooo many paths, and sooo many different beings, and there is a path for every being leading to ascension.
Please forgive me in that I am replying from a base of knowledge, knowledge that I have encountered on my own path. This does not mean i wish to, or that I do harm to otehrs in any way. Actually I set my intent to not harm others, even in my ignorance (which I am very very ignorant, in every world i do not know). I see that in some worlds, to judge another as harming another, to see another harm another, is what places me around that being to begin with. I mean to say that the power of bodily placement within the cosmic All is in our eyes, our ears, our senses alone, and thus are our responsibility. Our choice of freedom is not attached to another, it is alone inside us, and that choice is ours alone, and at any point we find ourselves on a path without heart it becomes our responsibility to stand up and leave that path, even if simply seeing that path in a different arrangement of light. In my idea, which has been greatly influenced by the lineage of sorcerers from don Juan Matus' party, 'seeing' is knowing that reality, or the world is merely a description, a description that holds within it all the little tiny descriptions, that hold us in place, within the descriptions we have accepted. To change these ideas, these descriptions, to any other arrangement, is to teleport the body to another world, the world being perception. I know these things are widely known already and I just ramble, I have seen very alien worlds, obscure or intensly bizarre alignments of reality, within my normal everyday continuem. Worlds where people are nothing but an idea of what to expect of people. Worlds where the communication is nothing at all like words, but where the communication takes place within our body, telepathy, or even worlds where the communication takes place soley from within the moment, the signs, the numbers and sounds, the pictures, everything, and somehow in these worlds the people also seak 'moment' with total understanding of not only what I am seeing and saying from my moment, but what they are also. I suppose these helpers have helped me to learn this way. I have heard it somewhat described in the same way, as lizard sorcery, and I agree, it is like setting up a moment outside of reality, a moment of divinatation reality, where one can ask any question and see the answer right there on the cereal box in front of them, yet then the sorcerer can look again at the same question (if they do not like the answer) and see a totally other alignment within the flexable moment. This nonordinary reality has taken me to see the end of the world, and the end of other worlds as well. Now I hold no importance on these things, as I know the moment is fluid, and every path exists. Yet within this lizard world, I have seen total ascension of what seemed to be every being in the world, standing together, ready to leave, or abandon Earth. It was terrifying for me to witness, and also I saw another thing there as well, a tempting lil thing, that appeared to me as Death, which is also tied to ascension. I Death that entails not only the discontinuation of reality, but the discontinuation, of all realities. I saw this thing and I saw the paradox involved in it, I saw that it was fear driven illusion. And I walked away, back home.
wow a ramble and a half!
Sometimes the things I say can be seen as an oxymoron, surely!! i attribute this to being a man of knowledge, which intails a fluidity within reality, or knowledge. I mean in some worlds the knowledge supports completely what the oerson is seeing and experiencing, yet also existing is all the other alignments of reality, using different bases of knowledge that can often contradict other ideas. I try to not venture to far from my knowledge, which as I see is a knowledge of knowledge, yet to talk of other worlds, and other places, I need to be flexible enough, as well as understanding. Some things I have seen or experienced I do not agree with presently, I have travelled down too many dark paths, without heart, totally ful of even demonic beings laughing at me, following me, and other things, some paths i have needed to abandon completely and not accept within my world. Now some people do not even believe in demonic beings, or beings that would want to hurt another, and that is great, because every being at thier core simply wishes to be loved and not be hurt, and this realisation can be tapped into to see, thus changing the idea of the world, or the moment that stands before/inside of you. I see these momentary realisation like flickers of light, that are on the energy body, to make a realisation active is for me like lighting up another part of my body, often reality flickers, sometimes like darkness, sometimes like lightning, sometimes like a hazing blur, or just a sharp sound, blah blah, but then the realisation is active within my dream. I see it as the difference between philosophy and sorcery, a sorcerer believes totally thru experience, and not simply thru pondering ideas without no repercussion to their reality. Allthough, ofcourse, a sorcerer can do both!!
I agree as well! Let me clarify a lil. I see our physical body, as well as the body of the moment we are living, is within us, within our knowledge, and everything else is in a way outside of us, waiting to be learnt or to be 'gotten to'. I see that while ones awareness of the world grows, the transend many realities, untill the point that the reality they have come from is so far away. This beginning reality, seems impossible to travel back to, totally, because of the newer knowledge that has been experienced and implemented into the new forms adopted. Sure one can travel back into other sets of knowledge that they do not hold to or believe to be part of, yet they then are no longer part of that realities paradigm. I see it as what djm says, that many people find freedom at the moment of their physical Death, while sorcerer strive to find this freedom, this total awareness, while they are living their pysical life.
The physical vessel I travel in has been modified many times over, and as I see is merely a form that is projected into perception. How I see my face in the mirror, allows other to see me in the same way, only if i believe they will see me as I do. if I believe others see me in pure energy then i can bet I will meet them soon within my dream, actually i find many many beings who see my body in near completion, meaning they can look apon me and know me inside out, my progress, my failoures and troubles, seeing directly my knowledge, like experienceing directly my life. Anyways, not to get off topic, but I see that my vessel, needs no vessel at all, and one can be without form within the world, or without form in the formless world. Then.. one can be back to having form again. hmm, I guess to say that 'physical' is based from a set of knowledge, and that when hunting the physical form, one learns other lil things to add to that idea. Eventually the word physical hold another set of knowledge faaaar far away from the original idea of physical, and really is no longer physical at all. The other day i reached inside my head, thru the top of my head, I had no hand and no head. it felt odd because I was still looking in the mirror, i lost all sensations, because I have been learning about traveling in a formless state of awareness. luckily my ally is very nice to me, and takes it somewhat slow, so i can lern the procedures ( i like procedures) without jumping away so fast. Another thing hunted in the movement of the physical body even down the street, i move differently now, often, in that I dart form different speeds, just watching the surroundings move and not my body, some beings have called it jet-walking. that was wierd, but i love to learn new travel. i find it like observing the world from my senses, or from my body, outside of any physical restraits. I can zoom onto something, way down the street or a sound, and still be within what appears is my physical body. Another thing i have been working with is something that has been called obfuscating, which is basically streching out appendages and such. Scary!! i am a baby, so i take baby steps! lol. but hunting these things leads my to storing power into my ideas, and eventually, I can perform incredible feats, more and more incredible, simply because I have stored enough power to witness the feat i wish to perform. ofcourse one can jump completely to teleportation, or complete transformation into an animal of a wall, whatever, yet i prefer baby steps, so i can know easier. lol. In my idea I have botched a couple times on some magic i wanted to perform, landing me in bizzare places, so nowadays I move slower, so I can know the possible outcomes, or botch effects before handing the power directly, this way I cancel out any other possiblities, by knowing them, and what to expect.
Crap!! i am out of time!!! WIll be making back soon for more computer use!! what a world .
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