Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Feb 9, 2005 18:00:37 GMT -5
I took a nap today and found myself acting as if I were going through OBE stages, my perception of me inside my body became quite claar to me, allthough smething was missing, my awareness was not fully there, I ended up having a strange expereince.
As I layed in my bed observing what the subconscious created a scenerio began to play, it was my mother she was in the hospital, my two sisters were there with her, she was talking about how its okay that she was dieing. I thought to myself " I wonder if Im seeing into the near future"? than a realization came over me that those people were not real, so it answered my question, my two sisters were not really them, they came closer to me, as I watched my mom lay there on her back, I said "Don't come over here, Stay away from me"! to the woman who resembled my sisters.
The scene changed I but I was just ovserving someone dieing and I could see white light surrounded by darkness, the person floated towards the light and it seemed to pull them as well. I just observed this as if I was watching a movie.
All of a sudden I was in my old house, I was fully aware that I was dreaming, I began to try to fly, but I was too heavy so I just sunk back to the floor, I felt something there so I tried to open the door, It was locked I tried to open a window, it would n't budge, than I thought to myself" What in my life is createing these blocks"? I tried to move through the ceiling, I could put my hand halfway through and that was it, I did the same to the door, but same thing happened.
Than I began to float and found myself in the after life.
I knew it was the after life for some reason, I had the feeling it was where we went to study.
it was lke a space ship, but it was more like tunnels, I had a room all the way down at the very end by itself.
I was in my room, when a few people visited me, I seemed to have known them somehow, but I do not in real life.
They could shift shape into other beings, and I must say the feeling was quite heavy of the pull on the body,
we were all sitting around my bed and I said "why is it that the energy does not show here, I mean why can't we see it"? at the same time I was moving my hands in the air as if to catcha ball of energy, my friends just looked at me weird.
The doors to my room were open they were huge two sided doors that slided togehrer to close with a board across them.
My bed was dierectly infront of the doors, and I could see figures moving towards us from down the tunnel, I said "Quik the door, the door"!!! We ran to the dorr and closed it in time so these strange creatures could not get through.Instantly the door changed from wood to cage, I could see through it and I saw the creatures and said" be gone now"!! and I pointed my index finger to them, they dissintigrated before us.
I bagan having strange feelings as I thought of things in this realm, A tingle was showering my brain like someone was caressing it, but it was strange, its as if my thoughts were activated a differant kind of energy and I began to feel that very energy move through my head.
I shifted to my sleeping body in waking life, and listened to myself breath, my body was very heavy , not paralyzed but just heavy, so I shook it to wake myself up, I could here things in the background, but I don't recall exactly what it was, but my conscious was treated the situation as an out of body expereince when it was not, because when I was trying to wake my self , energy and light vibrations flowed over me.
Than I was awake, It was hard for me to open my eyes and it was more of a struggle to even get up out of bed, my body still feels heavy a bit, and I still feel very strange from this.
I don't know exactly what happend here, I think I just could not get my awareness full, so I only could go as far as the highest lucidity possible, but within my subconsious. I don' know why my body was treating it as an Obe, perhaps it was confused, my awarenss seemed right on though, but perhaps it was just lost in the subconscious.
As I layed in my bed observing what the subconscious created a scenerio began to play, it was my mother she was in the hospital, my two sisters were there with her, she was talking about how its okay that she was dieing. I thought to myself " I wonder if Im seeing into the near future"? than a realization came over me that those people were not real, so it answered my question, my two sisters were not really them, they came closer to me, as I watched my mom lay there on her back, I said "Don't come over here, Stay away from me"! to the woman who resembled my sisters.
The scene changed I but I was just ovserving someone dieing and I could see white light surrounded by darkness, the person floated towards the light and it seemed to pull them as well. I just observed this as if I was watching a movie.
All of a sudden I was in my old house, I was fully aware that I was dreaming, I began to try to fly, but I was too heavy so I just sunk back to the floor, I felt something there so I tried to open the door, It was locked I tried to open a window, it would n't budge, than I thought to myself" What in my life is createing these blocks"? I tried to move through the ceiling, I could put my hand halfway through and that was it, I did the same to the door, but same thing happened.
Than I began to float and found myself in the after life.
I knew it was the after life for some reason, I had the feeling it was where we went to study.
it was lke a space ship, but it was more like tunnels, I had a room all the way down at the very end by itself.
I was in my room, when a few people visited me, I seemed to have known them somehow, but I do not in real life.
They could shift shape into other beings, and I must say the feeling was quite heavy of the pull on the body,
we were all sitting around my bed and I said "why is it that the energy does not show here, I mean why can't we see it"? at the same time I was moving my hands in the air as if to catcha ball of energy, my friends just looked at me weird.
The doors to my room were open they were huge two sided doors that slided togehrer to close with a board across them.
My bed was dierectly infront of the doors, and I could see figures moving towards us from down the tunnel, I said "Quik the door, the door"!!! We ran to the dorr and closed it in time so these strange creatures could not get through.Instantly the door changed from wood to cage, I could see through it and I saw the creatures and said" be gone now"!! and I pointed my index finger to them, they dissintigrated before us.
I bagan having strange feelings as I thought of things in this realm, A tingle was showering my brain like someone was caressing it, but it was strange, its as if my thoughts were activated a differant kind of energy and I began to feel that very energy move through my head.
I shifted to my sleeping body in waking life, and listened to myself breath, my body was very heavy , not paralyzed but just heavy, so I shook it to wake myself up, I could here things in the background, but I don't recall exactly what it was, but my conscious was treated the situation as an out of body expereince when it was not, because when I was trying to wake my self , energy and light vibrations flowed over me.
Than I was awake, It was hard for me to open my eyes and it was more of a struggle to even get up out of bed, my body still feels heavy a bit, and I still feel very strange from this.
I don't know exactly what happend here, I think I just could not get my awareness full, so I only could go as far as the highest lucidity possible, but within my subconsious. I don' know why my body was treating it as an Obe, perhaps it was confused, my awarenss seemed right on though, but perhaps it was just lost in the subconscious.
