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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jun 16, 2005 1:17:23 GMT -5
okay this has been happening to me now a few times a week, Ill be sleeping everything is fine, and all of a sudden I jump out of my sleep and think "oh my god im dead" and what happens is Im awake and I have these strange feelings, i mean I never had these before you guys, Its as if my body is weightless and it has a wierd tingling feeling to it, anway I realize everything is okay Im still alive and than I go back to sleep... now this has happend a few times now at about 3 hourse of sleep... what I feel is happening is that I am now checkiing in my sleep to make sure im alive...I know it sounds strange but that is whats going on here, and these strange feelings I don't know where there coming from... well I wasn't going to post about this because Its rather personal, but I think its happened too many times not to say something now ya know, I don't know what this could be from, perhaps a inner fear of death and its causing me to program my awareness that I need to check my body in my sleep, but another feeling I just remembered that comes oh god this is insane okay so after I say "Im dead " I get this feeling that something is around...in the room..not an entitiy, but more like a odd feeling as if and aura is surrounding the room, or perhaps someone had just been in the room, I don't know but its freaking my out, ..
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Post by nikkineil6 on Jun 16, 2005 1:47:33 GMT -5
do you get any kinda of vibe from whatever it was that's in the room with you. good , bad or anything
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jun 16, 2005 9:01:01 GMT -5
Hi Jeana, well its very hard to explain, its as if my mind is very unclear of whats going on, while my body is feeling just strange, never felt this feeling before...ever.. but thoughts come over me, like Ive had these thoughts before, but its not my thoughts its more like information that I have at the time it happens, its as if I am given this information,oh man its hard to explain big time, because again this never happend to me before, so Im in a way freaking out about it lol hmm, perhaps I can get it down on paper if I sit alone and focus on it, than I will come back and write it again..
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Post by nikkineil6 on Jun 17, 2005 1:06:10 GMT -5
gottcha sorry, kinda like a code u ain't broke yet
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jun 17, 2005 8:17:11 GMT -5
well what happens is iM in a deep sleep, no dreams nothing, and I jump out of it, to check if Im still alive I think, and Im thinking that my subcosncous is testing me,...sounds strange but thats the only answer I can come up with, since a child I was obsessed with death, but I think Ive calmed down a bit about it.. now Im having death nightmares of family members ..and I think its my fears, perhaps even my inner self trying to face those fears..
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Post by riverstone on Jun 23, 2005 12:57:43 GMT -5
HI, Lilacsky. I have to tell you that i do find this kind of funny and you will too once i explain. this is very similar to out of body experiences. when you suddenly wake up, it is your spirit shooting back into you (can be very turbulent in the reentering). when you say you were "dead" again it is because your spirit has left your body (though still attached, you might not know that). As for not remembering dreams, when beginning often times people trying to astral travel don't remember anything, but retain the knowledge that they did. Your feelings of your subconscious trying to test your self very well could be. though probably not to see if you are still alive but if you are ready to get over your fears of it. Here is the part I find funny. when you wake up you feel like there is a certain aura around the room, the feeling I get is that this is what your spirit was doing before hand (the part you can't remember). Like you were walking around the room for the fun of it. this also explains the information you know about. one of the reasons to astral is to get information, it is called Journeying. "now I'm having death nightmares of family members ..and I think its my fears, perhaps even my inner self trying to face those fears.." this is probably right, confronting death to get over it, and your subconscious testing you to see when you are ready.
and if you do feel scared, call your guides, and ask them to protect you. Hope that helps out a little, pleasant Journeys.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jun 23, 2005 13:15:49 GMT -5
hello there Riverstone, and welcome to the forum, your name sounds familiar do I know you on another forum or something?? well I appreciate your insight into this, and well honestly I am usually very aware of my dreams and when Im out of body, practising for ten years now has trained me to realy understand my inner awareness..but again this was something totally new to me, so perhaps your right about that it could be my spirit. yeah I honestly think it was my sub trying to test me, and to push me to getting past my fears of death.. and yeah I agree that we gain knowledge and information through astral, but sometimes do not recall it..however I never leave at night...or at least I am not aware of it..I am in a dead sleep when this occurs..so again my awareness is perhaps strong and waking me up to show me something..
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Post by riverstone on Jun 23, 2005 13:23:42 GMT -5
I have several friends who will astral instead of sleep, their body rests and they are out doing stuff (quite frankly i have no idea how they can manage but it seems to work, and they get lots done), mabie your subconcious is saying you are ready for another level.
when you wake up, and feel the energy, how does it feel?
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jun 23, 2005 13:32:21 GMT -5
well its hard to explain because my body is weightless and my mind seems to be trapped, but in a way of thinking, as if someone just came to me and dropped a bunch of information in my mind than woke me up and left ..lol, but its like I know in this state of mind that im being tested..its odd, its as if I have a knowing that somone or something is testing me, but after I realize im alive I just go back to sleep..lol its just strange, Ive never felt such a thing even with astral projection or anything.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jul 5, 2005 7:19:24 GMT -5
well it happend again..not the last night but the one before it..but this time I woke up and couldn't breath, I was gasping for air,and again I felt death upon me, very close..so this is becoming serious, and I don't know what to do to be honest, it must be my subconscious emerging and bringing my fears to the surface..don't know.I don't understand it myself..I am confused about it because I thought I had a good control over my fears/sub mind..perhaps there is a hidden meaning in all of this..Im not sure..I thought it went away but nope..I know it must be my fears surfacing. I wake up out of a dead sleep to these feelings,sensations and unable to breath..it is real..and it is not from my dreams..I would know..it is stemmed from a deep rooted fear..I bet..but instead of faceing it in my dreams, it greets me in reality..wonder what is realy going on with me..
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Post by akashicbrother on Jul 29, 2005 11:23:11 GMT -5
Hmmmm. I will have to think on this some more. But the feeling I get is that someone is possibly trying to manipulation you with negative thought forms, or perhaps trying to hurt you. I know that when you are astral traveling or dreaming, your body will always protect itself, and immediately call you back if someone/something is negative in your space. Your body will ALWAYS feel this happening, and jolt you back. It could be a spell, thought forms, a double, a spirit etc. Either way your body feels this danger and feels the need to call you back. I know you don't prefer wicca b ut i would do this; first smudge the space with a cleansing herb (sweet grass), then; PROTECTION SPELL Charge a small stone of Saturn correspondence to carry with you as a charm of protection- black tourmaline, Apache tears, or snowflake obsidian. Or find any dark colored stone in the earth that feels solid, stable, and strong to you. Find a quiet outdoor place and sprinkle a circle of salt on the ground, large enough for you to sit inside, and hold your chosen stone. Close your eyes; ground and center, drawing Earth energy within you. Visualize rings of energy swirling around the Saturn stone you hold, building and increasing to surround and emanate from you. Within the rings you are strong, solid, secure, and shielded from harm. In the future, whenever you feel the need for extra protection, hold your stone to assist you. Or even charge an amulet or pentagram for protection.
But i will think on this somemore in the meantime.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jul 29, 2005 11:54:22 GMT -5
wow you are so insightful and helpful!! thanks agian..and yeah I agree that the body is letting me know something is going on around me that I need to be aware of.. and I shall try the protection spell , what about runes and possibley useing the protection rune for this spell... I went to a magic shop a while ago and the owner gave me a black stone with little white lines in it. anyway, he said that it is for protection so I sleep with it above my bed..I have not charged it yet though maybe I will do that soon.. but this expereince was so odd..I never felt such a thing in my life..so strange..it hasn't happend in a while though and Im thankful..lol
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Post by akashicbrother on Jul 29, 2005 12:18:20 GMT -5
I don't think it would hurt to use the r-rune, you know, as a warning to intruders. I haven't used runes before and I really can't offer much help with them. If you know of runes I would be interested to hear.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jul 29, 2005 12:40:51 GMT -5
yes I use runes as well!! but I don't use them often..however I do carry them if I need to for protection/harmony/peace I think I have added some info about runes in the metaphysics board..runes are fairly new to me, and I found them to be accurate in readings, however I like tarot and numerology much more, because combined they are very powerful and most accurate.. maybe Ill try the protection rune..sleeping with it that is..
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Post by michael on Aug 14, 2005 4:16:18 GMT -5
If you can get this from the shop. I reccommend getting one of those crystal trangles is powerful powerful protection. If I got back to the mystic shop I will go buying one for myself.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Aug 14, 2005 10:25:07 GMT -5
what is it michael??? thanks..
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Post by crazycat on Aug 14, 2005 14:09:48 GMT -5
Hi Lilac! As I was reading this thread just now, I don't know if I dozed off or just when into a trance state, but it wasn't but a few seconds and i had one of my flicker things and in this vision I saw someone throwing something and my attention was on the object, not the person doing the throwing. This object, after it left the persons hands went through the tree very fast and high and it looked like it was going to crash into this very large tree, but just has it got there in slow down and stopped and was just suspensed there in the air about 6 inch from hitting the tree. It was like some force stopped it and caused it to just hang there in the air. It was in the shape of two triangles with the points connected. l><l They where black on the edges and blue pattern of some kind within.
I don't know if this would have any meaning to what you're going through there or not. I've been having an increase in these flicker things and they have been just happened out of the blue like this more and more, rather than happening just while I'm meditating.
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Post by michael on Aug 15, 2005 5:06:41 GMT -5
Hi,
Ronni I can't remember sorry.
Linda reminds me of the the dream I had similair to your vision a few days back.
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Post by crazycat on Aug 16, 2005 1:33:35 GMT -5
Hi Michael, could you give me a link to your dream. I would like to read it. I get lost on this forum, it might take me days find my way back to this thread. Haha!
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Aug 16, 2005 6:09:40 GMT -5
lol cc we have book marks you can use!! lol I use them.. well that is strange, I wonder since you stayed up all night the images were just from no sleep, I know when I used to have insomnia I used to see some crazy stuff and they would just play in my mind for me and I would watch...like dreams exept I was awake ya know..but also maybe you are seeing something that influences my life or yours...hmm..don't know but its strange..lol trust your instict on this I suppose if the images meant something you would know, and your feelings will tell you this as well..
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