really need help with this one.

[Dancing Bear]

I went to bed last night not long after i logged out of this Forum. The story of Micheal has really disturbed me a bit.I really do not want to get involved too deeply other than sending Love his way.
While i was asleep i dreamt of a room with a list of names pinned up on a board, my name was on it, but the name i am not famliar with. I could see people through this wall and they were peering back wondering whether I could see them. Then i realised they were all passed on. A bit weird. Next i am flying Searching for Micheal, (not wanting to either) I found someone a girl who was near Micheal, i got the feeling she was alive and well but pretending to be a really nice person, All of a sudden her eyes turned black and she was about to show me how nasty and manevelant she could be. it was so frightening. I swore at her and told her to go away. I quickly searched for ancestors of my family who had passed on ( 1st time i have ever done this and didnt think i could do it) I found My GGgrandfather standing in a doorway. I just said to him i needed help and protection. I was so surprised by what happened next i was enveloped in the most warmest safest feeling. It was like a wave washing over me. It was definately female too!! I then had the strength to envelope this horrible creature in a blanket and wrapped it up so it couldnt hurt me or any one i knew. I dont know whether it helped Micheal as i do not know him or whether this was related to him. But he was the initial reason i started to fly and try to find him.( i did not want to do that either) I found this horrible creature in a locker room/ bathroom, like you would find in America and would be used by football players. We dont have them like that here in Oz.(that i know of) so i was somewhere foreign.

Can anyone shed a bit of light on what happened here.Personally i generally think it was just a nightmare to do with some of the strange stories i have read lately, not necessarily from this forum. And also probably a bit of a new series that has just started up here called the supernatural, (Really creepy)
Was the flying an OBE?

Dancing Bear

P.s I do not beleive in these type of creatures that i experienced in my dreams,They only exist in movies, so where it came from is probably the movies.
It was like watching a horror flick!! I beleive we manifest our own reality, And they are not part of my reality. So i am guessing the post "i'm really scared" had a huge influence on this dream.

[bezjak]

Dancingbear....the "God(s)" our forefathers worshiped are still around, you might not "want" them to impose upon you, but it is in their nature to do so. Their presence can be seen through our dreams, and sometimes our actions. They will try to feed off of us if given the chance, or worse they will try to enslave us as they did before. It's good you "remembered" how to find your family for strength. There must be someway to bind these "bad seeds", so we can fly free!

[nani]

hello dancingbear, first of all I wonna say, whatever it was - it can not harm you. That is what I`ve learned here, from this many very advanced guys on this forum. Read around more and you will find many stories like yours, may it be a dream or an OBE. Possibly it had to do, like you`ve said, with the Michael-post, you just liked to help, so your intension was great. Im someone who does believe that we often do obeing while dreaming, but I have no prove for that, anyways. I think in any case your experince was something very great, to meet your deceased relatives wow, and to be such guarded and protected, this is something very beautiful, a gift, anyways if it was a dream or obeing.
But wait till some of the great guys here surely will reply too and give you some more deep answer and releasing explanation than I can. I just say: congratulations to such a great deep experience, lgn

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

hi dancing bear, I see your dream as a symbol of perhaps you own inner struggles not neccesairly micheals, however micheal is a possibly a symbol of your own battles, I think dreams/astral projections are more about what we reflect to ourselves not what others are.
but of course we are effected by many things, however the dreams/experiences we have are mainly for us to see our own weakness's/strengths..j
I also think we all have these negative dreams/experiences to show us another side of something perhaps we do not see, maybe of ourselves are our lives around us.
dancing bear I think your awareness is pretty strong and I would encourage it to grow for sure..
and I agree about the monsters, I think they are only symbols in our dreams as well.

I think you did alter your awareness in this dream, I think we often do in dreams, however on the subconscious deep levels I still say it is a form of leaving the body because my beleif is we dont' ever leave the body anyway, we just transport our awareness through consciousness if that makes sense, and in your case you managed to land inside the depths of your subconscious..which can be very dark/mysterious even negative..
I say don't let this take over your positive outlook! because we all expereince negativity in our dreams.

[ladybleu]

Hi Dancingbear, I am not familiar with the Michael story but I agree with the previous posters, dreams manifest our intentions in ways we don't always understand. Family is always a good source of protection whether they are here now or not. Probably just talking about your dream/OBE will help you understand and find ways to dispel negativeness. This is all new to me also but I am learning as you will also.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

by the way I have not heard from micheal in a while I hope he is okay..Im sure he is, I think his surroundings are negative, however he uses adversity to fight negs off well..plus he is still young and learning. Im sure he will be fine he is very smart..

[Dancing Bear]

Thankyou all for your advice and concern. Some very wise words were spoken.
I have sat back for a couple of days now and evaluated this dream as i beleive majority of our dreams are trying to say something, and always there is a positive out of a negative. This dream made me evaluate my beliefs and myself. This nasty girl in my dreams was more than likely me. I have been through a rough chilhood and still bare the scars and am very angry with a particular person. This Frightening girl i think was showing me how angry i was and it frightens me.I do have wicked thoughts sometimes which also frighten me because i am by nature a soft gentle person with so much love to give, it is infinate. I am trying to feel love instead of anger and trying so hard not to hate this person. I think I dreamt this dream with the help of outside influences, to show me it is time to let go of my past, embrace it and move forward to a more spiritual life. Even though my life is very spiritual as it is, it is time to step forward and completely envelope myself in healing and Love. I have been working on past life spreads as well trying to understand and help me with this lifetime. Some of my memories in this lifetime are too painful so the pastliftime spreads are easier to look at, less painful. I think i have worked out how to read them now with a little help from a friend. I think all of my endevours were leading me to this dream of realization. I am now at peace with this dream that affected me to the core. which signifyed to me it wanted to taken notice of. I feel i am blessed in a lot of ways and am happy i can turn a negative into a positive.

Thankyou all again for caring enough to reply to me, forever grateful.
Love to all
Dancing Bear

[ladybleu]

Blessed Be Dancingbear, you are a wise person.