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Post by nani on Aug 28, 2007 9:31:39 GMT -5
I wanted to obe, used my "energybody-extend" technique before sleep and got into a very intense and deep dream/dom:
Im at a feast with many spiritual people of all directions and times, old friends are there, we are laughing and enjoying our connection.
Im standing right up at a flight of steps, looking into the entrance hall and suddenly see me myself - at the age of 16/17 - standing there.
I go down the steps, place myself right in front of her and
I say: hello!
she replys: hello!
I see curiosity in her eyes but also there is some critical attitude.
I say: can you imagine that you are me, but in young?
she does not seem so very interested in this, but stays open
I say: can you imagine that you once will decide this&that.. ?
her eyes are flashing now, although she keeps control (Im wondering abit about the long eyelashes)
I see&understand her (feelings&thoughts empathically) very well
she is baffled and also a bit annoyed that she not yet did consider that herself, she doesnt like so much to be told by another one
but I also see recognition&acceptance in her
I love her
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 28, 2007 16:32:41 GMT -5
WoW !! what a Awesome experience Nani... have you changed much Nani ?   Take care DB xxx |
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Post by nani on Aug 28, 2007 17:17:01 GMT -5
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAA
DB you are great and right, the answer is, I guess that..
NO
no change at all
LOL
loveya!! :-)
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Post by crazycat on Aug 28, 2007 18:17:03 GMT -5
That is a super cool experience, Nani. Did you go back into time and talk to your younger self or did you bringing your younger self to the future? Hehe! What does it matter..which. Right?  I got to agree with Dancing Bear. That was awesome.  |
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Post by nani on Aug 29, 2007 7:49:03 GMT -5
thaaank you CC, so great to see youuuuuuuu :-)
and hey Linda, I think thats a very good question.. really.. I guess it happens in a mutual way, like "as well as" , though I hope I`ll find out something more about it.. and at least it was a kind of integration-process, god I was crying of love afterwards, loveya :-)
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Post by BenHangen on Aug 31, 2007 8:33:19 GMT -5
Nani when you were 16/17 did you ever have a dream where you met your higher-self?
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Post by nani on Aug 31, 2007 14:28:16 GMT -5
Hi Ben, nice to seeya!
I want to answer this honestly, but dont know how exactly I should say that. When I was 12 I found those spiritual books first, like paramahansa yogananda and such, so I started to read and work with this and also astrology in this age. Around the same time I did start to investigate my dreams and already there I was looking for my HS in dreams and life. So I felt more often like I have met my HS- in different forms in dreams, like in old women who where explaining and leading me i.e. from below earth till up to the sky and such. But what your question now did, is, I now remember that around 16 I did my first meditation, I mean an inauguration by a master. And this teenager-I which I met, was like I was at this time.. so maybe.. this dream also happened because I now have the feeling that my journey has come to a good point or end- I mean this as I have started a totally new kind of meditation, Im not searching anymore, which I did since last august.
Hey Ben, very good question this is! One sentence and I go along in thinking and talking like a horse lol..
Thank you! love&joy, Nani
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Post by BenHangen on Aug 31, 2007 22:40:22 GMT -5
You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink. Are you saying you see the possibility that seeing the higher-self at age 16 could have been the person you are now looking back!  |
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Post by nani on Sept 1, 2007 16:30:03 GMT -5
You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink.
>>haha, great said, and very true!
Are you saying you see the possibility that seeing the higher-self at age 16 could have been the person you are now looking back!
>>hm.. really difficult question, and deep.. I wanted to answer No.. but in a certain aspect it even might be so.. somehow. I try to explain better: I do not think that I have become my HS, but there is some synchronicity, Im at a certain edge-point. I think that life for each one has a kind of several edge-points where a decision can lead to this or that, kind of free will for "choose different posssibilities existing within several subjective-parallel-possibilitiy worlds", and my dream-meeting with my youth-I rather was a kind of getting conscious that all this&that-choices I did in my life of course will have certain effects. And I guess that this dream was a kind of re-accurance that all decisions/choices I did are okay for me as a whole (soul), independent from time-development or life-periods. Pouuuh in english thats really difficult to explain what I assume or feel. Though I will let sink in what you`ve said.. there is some insight for me connected to.. I just not yet can grasp it. Thank you! love&joy, Nani (I first wrote Nanni- that was my youth-I lol ;-)
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