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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 14:27:19 GMT -5
Oh Lilacsky honey,
I'm sorry that you are having problems. I know you were proud of all the avatars that you managed to get for us and we loved them too. I'm sorry that all your hard work was lost.
I'll keep my fingers crossed that you can figure out the problems you have had.
Love and light,
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 14:31:51 GMT -5
Hiya Lori, Yet another painter!! I think all you guys got to the front of the que for the artistic tallent and there was none left for me. ;D Maybe in my next lifetime Hope you are ok, speak with you soon. Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 13:49:12 GMT -5
Hi Michael,
I think you'll find that quite a few people have read and enjoyed the Seth books. I've got my first at home so as soon as I'm home I gonna be reading it.
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 13:54:46 GMT -5
Hi everyone,
How's it going? When Lilacsky first set up this forum I dodn't think I'd have time to post on two forums because I normally post at work. But, since I've been in hospital and got my laptop, It kinda helps with the pain to keep busy so I'm very grateful for the two forums.
Linda, Yeah I picked this avatar because I thought she looked like me too! Red hair and small, although I don't think my head is quite that big though! LOL
Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 9:03:36 GMT -5
Thanks Ronni, you have some great avatar's on here. I chose this one because she has red hair just like me ;D
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 8:57:34 GMT -5
Hi Guys, Thought I'd just come over and show my support for my friends! Great forum Ronni, Blake and Gav. Good work. Well just in case anyone doesn't know me form the WB board, I'm Megan. I live in Scotland. I love to listen to music, run, read and have OBE's. I would love to be able to paint but it doesn't seem that I was at the front of the que when artistic talent was getting handed out! Well, I'll come over and post when ever I get a chance. Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 5:39:01 GMT -5
Rob, I can't believe we missed your birthday. Belated birthday wishes to you honey!
I'm sorry that you are feeling down, I hope you feel better soon. If there's anything I can do, if you fancy a chat or something just let me know.
Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 5:53:21 GMT -5
Oh look at me sulking now, I was probably sleeping while you were all chatting on here. Wonder if I can do like a vampire and sleep through the day and come and play on a night.
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 13:46:48 GMT -5
Hi Ronni,
Great to read a bit about you, but you're only telling us what we already knew ........... that you're a lovely person who tries to help everyone! ;D
BTW, what do you use to do your fortune telling?? Tarrot cards or anything? I'm quite interested.
Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 13:38:39 GMT -5
Hi Linda, I love your crazy cat, it's very cool! Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 5:58:59 GMT -5
Hiya Sandy,
I wish so much that I could paint, I once tried to paint a cat but it looked a bit more like a giraffe! ;D
Do you remember ages and ages ago you posted a link to a friends website that had some of your paintings on? Would you please be able to post it again, I remember really liking your pictures and I would love to see them again.
Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 5:55:22 GMT -5
Hi Martha,
Yes, we all have our stories to tell and right now is my happy beginning. As you know! ;D
Love Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 10, 2005 6:02:36 GMT -5
Hi Marilyn,
How are you? Speak to you soon.
Love megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 14:02:08 GMT -5
I didn't realised that you had sneaked over here honey! Hmmm born in the Amazon eh?
See you soon NightRunner. (How long has it been since I called you NightRunner, might do it more often, I love that name!)
Love Meggy xxxx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 14:41:58 GMT -5
This is my OBE that I had while I was been attacked by my dad. It has taken me a while to write it because it brings back some nasty memories as you can imagine. I wanted to post it though because it has changed my life forever, I know that much.
When my dad chucked me down the cellar stairs I heard a big crack and felt a pain in my leg, when I hit the bottom everything went black. I didn’t know at the time but this was when I hit my head and was knocked unconscious. At first I didn’t realize that I was out of my body because I remember sort of laying on the floor thinking to myself ‘actually, that didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would’. I looked around and it was dark at first and then it went grey and then just cloudy until eventually I could see around the cellar. I saw my body lying at the bottom of the stairs with a lot of blood. This frightened the hell out of me because I have never seen my own body during an OBE and I was convinced I was dead. I just sat there watching my father come down the stairs towards where I was laid and I because aware of someone beside me. I looked over and there was a woman with me, I asked her who she was and if I was dead (telepathically I think). She said her name was Nut (?? Crazy name I know!) and she was there to help me. She was dressed in a thin white dress a bit like a sheet and she had very dark hair and very dark eyes. She was very beautiful in an unusual sort of way.
Usually when I an out of body I feel a tugging to come back to my body after a while but I wasn’t experiencing this, I asked Nut why I couldn’t go back to my body. She said that my physical body has to go through this ordeal because it was part of my plan and is a major part of my spirits learning, but my spiritual body does not need to experience it. I was no longer feeling afraid and even though I could see the horrible things that my dad was doing to my body I was watching in a kind of detached way, it wasn’t upsetting me at all, which is strange because when I think of it now it does upset me. After a while Nut said to me, ‘have you seen enough’, I said yes and she took my hand and we flew straight up through the ceiling and through the roof out in to the sky. It was dark outside and I could see the shadow of the mountains and the moon reflecting in Loch Long, it was very beautiful. We flew higher and higher and through the stars. The sky seemed to be getting lighter, I thought we were flying in to space but the sky just got lighter and lighter until it was a brilliant blinding white. We just seemed to be shooting upwards going faster and faster and I know this probably sounds strange and it’s hard to explain but I seemed to feel myself breaking up. My mind and body seemed to be expanding but breaking up at the same time and it was like I was little particles of light and I didn’t even have any thought, I was just light. It really was the most amazing thing and I can’t even begin to describe how fantastic the experience was. I seemed to be evaporating and becoming one with the light and then I could feel an energy building like electricity and running through all my particles and then the next thing I knew I was waking up in a hospital bed and it was nearly 3 days later! From the time I came out of my body to the time I woke up in hospital only felt like at the most, an hour. But in reality it was so much more time that had passed.
It has taken me about two days to write this, I have been writing it in small sections and resting in between. I’m so not afraid of dying but I now totally understand about choosing my life before I came here. How can one spirit truly understand another’s suffering if we have never experienced it for ourselves. That is what we are here for, so we can gain knowledge of all the different emotions and feelings that human beings experience. So that our spirit can grow and truly understand all that there is to know.
Love Megan xxx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 14:25:16 GMT -5
Hi Lilacsky,
I met an entity while I was deeply unconcious (unconcious for 3 days!) quite recently. I could copy my post from the other forum for all your members to see if that's ok. Also, should I post it on this thread?
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 14:18:52 GMT -5
I've had that in a dream before Lilacsky. In my dream I really needed to pee and I would go to the toilet but as soon as I came out of the toilet I would need to go again. When I eventually woke up I was busting for the loo!
Also once I was having a dream about a police car but when I woke up, what I thought was the siren was actually my alarm clock.
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 9, 2005 14:14:35 GMT -5
I totally agree with the not dying for real if you die in a dream. I don't know about the other things because I havn't experienced them. I once had a dream that I was at a bus stop and I got shot in the stomach. I fell on the floor and my vision started closing in from the side until it was like a tunnel then I felt like I was sinking in to the floor then I woke up.
And I wasn't dead!
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 18, 2005 7:28:12 GMT -5
I think a Reiki attunement is something that you have done when you want to start practising reiki yourself. I think it is a hands on thing that a Reiki master does to attune you so that you are able to do it.
I've never had this so I might be wrong but I think I heard that somewhere.
Megan xx
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Post by megmac on Feb 21, 2005 6:57:14 GMT -5
Lilacsky,
I just wanted to say a big thank you for your chat room. The network here at the hospital won't always let me access chat rooms but for some reason it lets me in to yours and thanks to this, me and Rick got to chat instead of just e-mailing at the weekend.
BIG THANKS TO YOU!!!!!! ;D ;D ;D
Love Megan xx
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