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Post by Gav on Aug 29, 2005 5:24:39 GMT -5
Everything blake, anyhting at all that happens in your life that you think may be of interest.
That was a crazy dream by the way and there is some very solid symbolism in there.
Gav
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Post by Blake on Sept 1, 2005 1:51:42 GMT -5
Hey guys. I've been really busy so haven't recorded for a few days. I also haven't gotten on a practice schedule like I meant to. I've kept up with my lifting and qi gong but something had to give for a little while and that unfortunately has been astral projection. I AM going to get on a practice schedule very soon though. That's the interest that means the most to me so I won't miss out much longer.
I'm lookin forward to reading more of other people's dreams when I have more time.
I can't remember all my dreams from 2 nights ago right now. In one I was riding a big wheel and jumping in onto cars without the drivers knowing. I arrived at high school on my big wheel and someone I haven't seen in years took a spin and my mom was there and said someone noticed me on their car so I argued with her. Then I was in school and one friend had prepared a presentation to tell the teacher how hot I thought she was so I wrestled with him to try to get it away. Everyone including me was laughing very hard about it. I woke up laughing. Another was a sex dream that I probably shouldn't go into much. I was just watching some girls on stage, but the things the girls were doing were highly inappropriate. lol
Last night in one dream I was in a yoga class that turned out to be dance yoga so I was like "oh no" but then "well maybe I'll make a friend" so I was dancing with a girl who I made friends with and this one guy kept grabbing her around the waist from behind and she didn't like that so I got her away. The other guy ate some hourdeurves(?) and I said he could have all those he wanted but couldn't have her then he grabbed her again so I picked him up and smashed him down into a table and I told him if he did it again I'd throw him out the window. I think that was the end of that one. Later on the girl I was with had transformed to a little girl with a brother and we were in a haunted house and I was escorting them safely around but the girl dissapeared at one point and I looked and saw a ghost had her and I chased but the ghost jumped into a little porthole and I reached in a grabbed for the girl but only got a skeleton hand. It wasn't scarely or anything, just weird. I think that was the end.
Later I dreamt that I was with my cousin and a guy stood up that I didn't trust so I watched him throw a knife at my cousin so I took off down the street with her and told her to stop screaming because she was only showing him where they were. We ran different ways to not be followed and then got in a river because she had a raft and we made a swift getaway.
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Post by Blake on Sept 1, 2005 19:20:16 GMT -5
No dreams last night. I didn't sleep much.
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Post by Blake on Sept 2, 2005 21:44:28 GMT -5
Ok last night was a little better. I had some APs or OBEs or something and false awakenings and stuff. Sometimes this stuff seems like working out but only to strengthen the dream body. I usually get results from good workouts so to speak so I'm hoping to start practicing now and carry some momentum from this.
Some of my memory of some things is hazy because the dreaming session was very long and memories got barried under other dreams. I'm not sure of some of the order either.
I'll start with a dream as I think this came before most of the activity. I was dreaming that I was next to my bed (though it wasn't actually my bed I now realize), and I was talking to this little kid that was kind of creepy. It was like a kid or a critter I guess. I guess it was a kid but wasn't very nice and kind of hissed when he spoke. It was telling me about death and it told me that it was giving me this information in return for my energy. (I got the feeling it'd been sucking my energy for a long time). I wanted to hear about death so I asked how much energy it was going to take hoping it'd be like 10% but it said 95%. I said "can you make it more like 50%"? It told me about death and I don't remember any of what it said and then I went over to the next room where Gav was. This thing was going to suck his energy too. I just walked by Gav and Gav was actually a woman lol (didn't you dream that you were a girl not too long ago Gav? I didn't read that 'till just now)... anyway I didn't talk to the lady Gav lol I just walked past him and then I realized I was dreaming based off the feel. I think that dream ended there.
Sometime after that I became aware that I was in bed and in a pre-OBE state so I got up and out of body. I started to walk over to my uncle's room and I had a dual consciousness thing going so I asserted "No, I am actually here!" and with that all of my consciousness shifted to my second body. I just observed my surroundings for a minute. I have still only read the 1st chapter of C.C. (I'll read 2 & 3 this weekend) so I thought of how it talks about other worlds and decided to shoot for an other worldly experience. I thought I'd use the window as a mental aid. I said to myself that after I jump through it I'd be in another place (rather than outside the house). It was sort of like pulling a curtain to help with the concept. So I jumped through the window and I was in another place. I was in like a outdoor wide open shopping center sort of place with weird cut trees and porcylin dragons, some were more statues. I just observed carefully and it seemed like I remembered some of the place. That was basically it I think. One more thing though. When I was standing in the hall I was like "oh, I was just doing this" apparently I had an AP or something that I forgot until that reminded me but I still don't remember it much but I know it happened.
Ok, I think I probably dreamt some more for a while and then later on I heard the doorbell ring. I have already mentioned that that initiated another one of my experiences. The doorbell rings at random here for some reason and I don't know if it actually has when it's been at the start of my experiences but it's like my signal to go. It happens (either for real or just in my state) when I'm in the right state but don't notice it. So I get up because of the bell but my body stays down. It's very helpfull. In this experience I got up to get the door and realized when I was going down the stairs that I was actually out of body based off the feel of it. I then decided to end this series of dreams as I felt like it'd gone on a long time. (Ever feel like you're manifesting more fully the longer you're out? That can feel a little unsettling. If I dissapear assume I'm in a coma lol) So I started envisioning jerking awake in bed and after some effort I did wake up.
Somewhere in there (I'm not sure of where in the order) I also had a dream where either me or my uncle had killed someone and we didn't clear all the evidence and the cops came and saw the car we were driving but it was Arnold Schwarzenegger's car so we were hoping it'd get pinned on him. (I really, really, dislike Arnold Schwarzenegger in real life because of how much of my time his weightlifting book and similarly based programs caused me to waste because people like that use tons of steroids and don't mention that in their books and go on to advise non-steroid users even thought they have no idea what works for non-steroid users because they use steroids and have no other experience!!!)
Sorry about that lol. I just really don't like him and thought I'd mention that because I'm sure that's why I was wanting to make him go to jail forever : )
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Post by Blake on Sept 5, 2005 16:09:08 GMT -5
All right. On sunday morning I projected again but it sucked. It seemed like I skipped the exit somehow and then I went to my uncle's room to look around and possibly verify (though I'm sure this wasn't high quality enough to be verifiable), and by the time I was there it was like I wasn't even there anymore but was somehow still seeing. I got snapped back. That one wasn't any good at all.
I haven't had any dreams I remember much in the last 2 nights, but today I projected 3 more times, and had a small part of a lucid dream. These were a lot better than sunday's, but nothing really interesting. I just looked around the house. I'm just trying to get back into it. I need to get reading this book so I can try things in it. In one today I looked downstairs for my uncle but he wasn't here. I was creeping around like a spooky ghost just for fun lol. For example when I went down the stairs I floated headfirst and grabbed the handrail in a handstand upside down and peaked down past the second story wall by the stairs and into the living room. I was just playing around.
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Post by nani on Sept 5, 2005 17:21:53 GMT -5
"..It was telling me about death and it told me that it was giving me this information in return for my energy. (I got the feeling it'd been sucking my energy for a long time).." huuuuu what a scary thing, but it sounds a bit like the "scout" of the book. The scouts also give and help but they also want something/energy in return, but in the book they do sound much smoother than your critter-kid. And I think they dont appear at the first chapter yet, but later. But you`ve not read about the scouts yet? Or do I confuse now something? Maybe also it was the anorganic creatures which do want the energy in return, aah anyways now, at least this dream sounds like the content of the book. Wow and you`re doing so well with your Obes and stuff, so cool, feels like you have lots of control and freedom to do what you want in your experiences, thats really great and admirable. lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 6, 2005 2:42:28 GMT -5
Hey Blake this is kind of off topic with the art of dreaming but I was wondering... I've been doing a lot fo meditation and I end my meditation with about 30 minutes of energy raising much like the Qi Gong that you have described. While doing this I feel my body begin to buzz and by the time I finish my whole body is buzzing very strongly. The question is, is that I do tihs before going to bed but I feel like my whole body is super energized and it's really hard to fall to sleep. Do you have this problem at all or do you not do Qi Gong before going to sleep? I thought by doing this I would be energizing my energy body only but it feels like I energize both of them. Do you have any suggestions at all? All I can think of is to maybe put the energy raising in the middle of my meditation so I can have time to calm back down.
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Post by nani on Sept 6, 2005 9:22:26 GMT -5
existenceisadream, you didnt ask me but I did a short 2 cents reply to this at the lounge.. lgn
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Post by Blake on Sept 8, 2005 0:07:35 GMT -5
I'll post a reply to that in the lounge too.
About the scouts... I read a little about them a long time ago but I've forgotten if it says anything about energy sucking. I haven't read more than the first chapter as of now for our project but I will catch up very soon, I promise. I don't think I ever made it past chapter 3 the first time I was reading it either but I really want to read more now.
I am really tired and on muscle relaxers so I am not going to record much. I didn't practice OBEs the last 2 days, but I did dream 2 nights ago but I can't think of what right now. Last night I had some dreams but the only one I can remember right now was of me talking to a client on the phone but being unable to hear so I punched a guy (I'm such a jerk in my dreams lol) then told another guy we'd fight after I finished the call but the dream ended. I also had a couple fying dreams that were briefly lucid but I don't remember much else right now.
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Post by Blake on Sept 11, 2005 1:37:36 GMT -5
I was on muscle relaxers for a little while so very deeeep sleep. Last night I did have a dream though. I had dreamt that I astral projected and woke up to find that something I mailed during an astral projection had arrived at my brothers house. I then visited the house I mailed it from during the day, after my dream of projecting but while I was still dreaming. I wasn't conscious or anything so I don't know if it qualifies as a false awakening or not.
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Post by Blake on Sept 11, 2005 18:12:12 GMT -5
Last night I had one (or maybe two) lucid dreams. I was in NYC then realized I was dreaming so I thought I'd take off and end up somewhere else by intention. I landed in like a farmland, and then I pretty much lost lucidity and it pretty much ended. In another dream a friend I only know from online came to my door. We hugged and she gave me a christmas present and then we went for a walk with her and her friends and I was sliding on my shoes down the road. I wasn't lucid in that one.
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Post by nani on Sept 12, 2005 18:56:37 GMT -5
Am I too curious if I would ask what was in that present ? LoL Anyways, sounds wonderful, a present is a great symbol! lgn
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Post by Blake on Sept 14, 2005 21:32:25 GMT -5
Hmm... I don't remember... or else I didn't open it.
I have been lazy with practice again but not for much longer. I just need to free up a little more time. I set my alarm for five to raise energy but I just have to get back in bed some days because I know how tired I'll be at work. I'm not sleeping enough.
Last night I did have a lucid dream. I don't remember it all though and my memory is hazy. At the point of highest lucidity I made a piece of the dream dissapear on purpose. I couldn't do it at will just by looking at it, so I looked away and said it'd be gone when I looked back and that worked. It was a plant of some sort.
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Post by Blake on Sept 20, 2005 21:31:11 GMT -5
I became lucid in a dream last night. I began "testing" objects in the setting and found that I couldn't affect it with my mind so came to the conclusion it was "static" material as Gav would say. I woke up unexpectedly after a short time.
Oh, and I also reached the vib's but was disturbed by a noise. Those were the mot significant events this night.
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Post by Blake on Sept 21, 2005 15:25:06 GMT -5
Last night I did squats weightlifting until I was hyperventalating and couldn't sleep because I was still short of breath. I'm still short of breath today. I don't know if it's asthma or what... I've never gotten asthma before. I guess I just overdid it. Not much sleep though.
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Post by Blake on Sept 25, 2005 17:04:45 GMT -5
I did have a highly lucid dream last night. I just sort of examined the situation and examined my surroundings (my house in pennsylvania) and I examined my astral body and felt the fact that I was actually there and not just sort of there if ya know what I mean. It didn't last that long.
My mom's bringing my magic chair here this week hehe. That'll help.
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Post by nani on Sept 26, 2005 9:50:38 GMT -5
oh, "magic chair" what is it? did I miss something? btw: lots of great experiences and results you got whoo hoo, lgn
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Oct 11, 2005 20:14:19 GMT -5
lol...thats pretty funny..
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Post by Blake on Oct 13, 2005 21:50:12 GMT -5
lol, it's just my recliner. I find it a lot easier to project while sitting in that position.
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Post by Blake on Oct 25, 2005 22:12:41 GMT -5
Hey guys. I've pretty much fallen out of this program due to this not being a very good time for me, and my OBE ability has pretty much taken a nose-dive since I got here, but now I think I can practice again pretty regularly, starting this week. I had my first OBE this time around this morning and I thought I'd write about it.
It wasn't a good experience but it was kind of interesting because my expereience started right after a dream with Gav in it in this house, and the experience turned into a dream with Gav in it as well. Ronni was also in the second part. I wasn't really with it... and I don't remember what was said except that I asked if Gav could see me at one point (stupid question? lol). I just thought it was interesting because it was my first one in over a month or something and Gav was pretty much in it twice : )
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