an accident - though magic

[nani]

with write-off economically, but physically Im quite okay, well my neck and head of course are hurting and swindle, but the doc says if it doesnt get worse then okay, I do hope so, but since the moment of crash it feels more worse only. It happened the night before yesterday so I think its natural that it first gets worse, Im taking homeopathics now.

This event was very magic though. An awareness-postponement I would say. I was suck up into a timeless-space, not judging, not thinking, just not anymore of this m-world. All what happened short before, in the middle and after was connected, felt like one whole painting. It reminds me to the film "the trueman-show". I did perceive everything in advance, like deja-vu, or like all would happen at the same time.

as I was driving a little piece of a highway I wondered whereto this nerving drive-against me madhead had went suddenly, as if he never would have existed, he suddenly was out of all mirrors and out of sight. Then 500m further I was standing at a flashing traffic-light (which means no must to stop, but of course one should) to let pass a pedestrian to the other side. Suddenly Beng Crash from behind. I stay sitting like I was, just doing nothing, for a long while, then I open my door, but keep sitting. I hear the woman coming and saying: its good you stay sittin. After some more time I get out of my car, look directly into a police-car coinincidently passing by, hear me saying: ah here you are. Go towards the policeman who yet suddenly appeares out of his car coming towards me, Im saying: no problem, we can arrange everything on our own. I see a crown of people baffled and shocked standing at the sidewalk not dare to cross strest. I show with arms and hands that they now can cross the street without danger. One man of the crowd does shake his head vehemently, I can not hear him really, its kind of echoing, but see his lips mooving and saying: I do stay, I have seen all, Im witness! I tell him again with arms and lips moving that he can go, that I`ll have no problems with this woman, cause obviously she did wrong. The communication-look to this man then gets very intense und highlighted in my perception, like the world around stops to move, like we both are in a channel of a special certain time cube, only him and me, intensively. I first later realized that this exactly was the man, whom for I had stopped. Still I felt like a constable regularise the trafic with arms and lips, but then got distracted by the woman who was chatting a lot at me. I proposed to move the cars away a bit, we did and started to exchanged formal things, then she said: I can not read. But she did wear glasses. And I just had come from the opening of a new "blind-dialog-cafe".

all this felt like a staging, we all played some role in this little show. But the "I" was left somewhere. Many people, also such who dont know about metaphysics or Obes, know this kind of perceptions in extreme situations, but they just call it shock. Sure its a shock, but only a shock for the "I", which is pulled into the back of nothing, and then first the real I, the higher I, higher self, can turn up, this is it what has all knowledge, all sense, all power and all and everything in its hands. The normal I in such moments just can lay back itself save into the nothingness and let IT do.

Thanx for sharing, similar experiences or comments are welcome, lanani

[ladybleu]

My goodness, praises that you are ok and will recover fully. Sending healing energy your way.

As to your magic, shock does bring out things we normally would be unable to do. I think its like meditation kinda.

[dman]

Lanani, byw I love that..lanani...hehehe.

But anyways, that is so super cool, and I can totally relate. Especially when you mention the Truman show, but I won't go there, often. lol.

That is a powerful state to stalk into, but I can find it sometimes maddening. For me, it can thrash any ideas I (used to) have about reality. Thoughts come to mind about interspirit communication, or conscious links, to all that is around. A knowing of what is.

I know what you mean about feeling like a constable too, I have found myself regulating things on the street, projecting into people, saying things into their spirit, and watching them manifest instantly. Very good, I find, for helping people avoid 'troubles' like fights, falling, drug abuse, etc etc.

The problem I find in these states is, I can not often differentiate between predicting, or creating what is happening. I will know, for example, what one is to say, or a cop coming, a girl coming, etc etc, then it happens, so I can be scared of my thoughts then, I have created dangerous situations for myself, in these states, and so I can panick quite easily at the thought of a fear. I could go and on about the interspirit communication, and the power of will, while projecting into another, but it is insanity..

Thank you for sharing this Lanani!

[nani]

thanx a lot ladybleu for your good and better wishes. It does so good to can share all
kind of things with you.

animal, hey I know what ya mean, thats is all very reasonable what your saying. "I
can not often differentiate between predicting, or creating what is happening." and
what you say here is really something Im too thinking and meditating about often.

I`d like to come back to that later with some thoughts and questions, just had an
obe-dream-mix-what event, I will try to get that written and translated, as long as it
is fresh.

Many thanx to you my friends for sharing this with me, makes me feel such warmth,
lanani :-)

[osiris]

Yesss the truman show....very interesting but do you have to be soo dangerous to prove you are powerful?? lol Was there slow motion involved? It sounds like you were not in shock but so controlling of all your faculties that you will if you choose be able to re-call every pebble on the ground, every name, every persons clothes.


Sometime in July 1996. Early one morning on my way to work. Its a nice day just a very slight chill. Im riding a 600cc motorcycle through/over the hampton bay bridge in Norfolk Va. As i pass over the end of the bridge i can see the carrier im stationed on and all the minor activity on the deck. As i pass over the bridge into the next corner is my exit i take the exit and follow an s curve that ends at a traffic light and the area that im to park in. at the light as i sit i see an older black women a bit over weight and she has a pitbull on a chain. I turn back and see the light is still red. i see my friends up the next block parking and walking in to the base. I glance back and the women is staring at me. I feel like ive intruded so i turn back to see the light is green. I push my left foot down dropping into first gear. And twist the throttle hard (showing off a bit next to my friends) glancing back up NOOOOO the light is still red but its to late im in the inner section a van to my right and feet away slams on the breaks. Every thing hazes over a bit i feel it coming.. Slow motion... the van is closer now. If i hit the gas there i see another on coming car from the opposite direction it is blue and has and older driver. Slamming the right foot break down and squeezing soo hard with my right hand on the fronts i lock it up everything is soo clear i see the women in the van scream she was going pretty fast. But i also here the vans sqeeling as it locks up. My back end lifts off the ground ever so slow. i raise with the bike hoping to only get hit not rolled over. For some reason i glance back at the women she is smiling and her dog is totally calm. Her eyes flash an unnatural feel through me as i know death arrives. Just as fast as it started my bike falls back to earth and the van is sitting with the bumper touching my knee. the women is histarical and i feel the relief and satisfaction that my heart still beats. I never look back but i feel the presence of the priestess that i just encountered.

[nani]

hehehhaha Osiris you are funny, I didnt want to proove anything, or? LOL. And yes lots of slow motion, the tunnel-look with this pedestrian, the policeman coming, but it was not entirely shock, but absolutely perception-change. And the driver at the highway before I got to the trafic-light, I guess He was my messenger, he looked so weird and frigthening and his sudden disappearence was not comprehendable, maybe he was a hallucination, just for warning me, who knows.

But God gosh whatya telling!! I got goose bumps and real shiver when you tell about the look of that woman arrgh, thats like whats called "the psychopompos" the messenger of death uuuuuuuhhhh, such things make me feel so ant-like-small lol. But then what great relief, how precious lucky and guarded you are!!
Im not sure if I do understand this sentences right: What you mean by: "I never look back but i feel the presence of the priestess that i just encountered." ??

Thanx a lot for sharing your experience!

[osiris]

The area i lived was filled with southern voodoo. That creepy women was a voodoo priestess. I never realized it until i started on my path but she was definatly out to do some harm. How easy a target i must have been at that age. I really thought no way but than i had the true use of the evil eye ability explained to me, and how easy it would have been for her to make me see the light as green for just an instant. I actually did not believe it until i look back on how she looked at me. Like it was funny to her.

[crazycat]

)))) Nani (((( OMG! I'm glad you are OKAY.

I have not watched the Truman Show to know what that is about, but I have been in five of those being hit from behind wrecks and I, too, did know seconds in advance that it was going to happen in all of them.

The last time it happened was the worse of all. I'm pretty sure I did lose consciouness in that one, but I'm not real for sure. Hehe! I didn't get out and direct the traffic, but I was concerned about it. Even though I was not out in the busy interection the light kept changing but people were not going. When I finally did get out and looked behind me there was no one in the vehicle that hit me. Then I had another blank spot, because the next thing I remember is truck that hit me was gone. I heard some one far away telling me to move my car out of the road, but I knew I couldn't drive right then, so I just stood there, the traffic was moving now. Then I got back in the car and was thinking this was totally tooo weird to be real and was thinking it must be a dream. Some one finally came over and ask me if I was Ok and I said I didn't think so. They then wanted to know if I would like for them to drive my car over to the parking lot. I said, I think I should stay here until the cops get here. He said the cops where over in the parking lot. I got out and looked and they were. An ambulance was there too. Then I was thinking that the boy who hit me must have been hurt worse than me. So I told the guy to drive my car over there. I was still thinking I was in a dream, because this was not the way a wreck was suppose to be handled. The cop finally, which seemed like forever came over to talk to me. It sounded like she was far away even though she was right there only a foot or so away from my car. I guess I wasn't answering her questions good enough because she had the paramedics come and examine me. I was still feeling like I was in a dream.. seemed like we were there for hours. The boy who hit me was not hurt at all. I found out later that the boy was driving the truck without permission and was too young to even have his driving liecene. The way this cop handled the wreck was real strange and she wrote on the papers that my car was not damaged and I was told that the people who owned the truck did not have insurance. So I had to go through my insurance to get my car fixed, but then later it was discovered by my insurance company that they had lied about not having insurance. So their insurance took care of it after all. Something was fishy about all that.

It took me several weeks and many trip to the chiropacter to get over that whiplash.

Another time, I knew way in advance that the car in front of me was going to wreck. She were going to slow in the wrong lane talking on her cell phone. I was not about to pass on the wrong side, but someone from behind got impatience and decided to and sure enough just as they got up next to her she pulled over right into them. I kind of felt bad because if had of thought quick enough I could have pulled over into the other lane and kept both lanes blocked, so no one could have tried passing her.

Anyways, I am sending you some healing light Nani. I'm so glad you are going to be ok. I can tell you that I have healed from a whiplash without the help of a chiropacter and with one and it was a lot easier getting over it with the help of the chiropacter.

[sxy]

glad you did see some good out of a crash .but OH MY GOODNESS NANI <<<! ...Are you OK ! ..?


I hope you are Girl ! .....keep talking so we know for sure ,..I am so glad for your safety ,friend .


heal that head of your's and send more news of your recovery OK !


LOVE
~SXY~

[nani]

hey SXY, Linda, Osiris and friends, thanx for your concerns, its getting better, not that fast as I would wish, but its healing, Im currently sleeping like a cat around 15 hours per day lol, so that should make me better soon.

Osiris, thanx for explaining, boah thats so uncool uuuuuuhhhh cant believe it, yes I do believe such things of course, baaah wwhy dont such people make any better use of their abilities, I wonder. But so great you could recognize her and her f`n thingy. I guess that finally the main point of ssuch power-games is that all is depending on an inner power and inner self-awareness, godthanks you have it!

Oh Linda what a crap, lies and weird things in such moments of harm, unbelievable. And I agree absolutely about such dream-feel one has. And sooo great that you could heal after such a big track-crash.

I hope you all are well, its so comforting for me to share all this with you, my kind of "bad luck" (although I only believe in determination) but also so important for me is to share with you all this magic of life, may it be pleasent or not, that feels so good, and with whom else I should share it. My friend does listen yes, but he rather feels dipleasing ith all this magic-stuff, so I dont bother him too much.
AAAAAhhhh again and again I just can say: its so great to have found you :-) :-) :-)

as I have some problem with my pc-keyboard, some letterss only work when I hit them like a mason lol, the s and w and p and some, so I`ll stop here for today, maybe just read on a bit, till I go back to bed. Seeyasoon soul-siblings, thx lanani

[crazycat]

Hehe! It good to hear from you agian today. I'm glad you are feeling somewhat better. will send more healing light your way.

Believe me your pc-keyboard will probably get better too, once you get to feeling better. On days I don't feel too good, I have problems with my keyboard acting up too.

[ladybleu]

Glad to hear you are on the mend! Blessed Be, sending more healing energy your way. Take care my friend.
Faith

[daphne]

Wishing you a speedy recovery nani - that was some expereince!


When i read it, I was reminded of my own car accident some 10 years ago.
I was driving on the highway, was fairly heavy traffic but going smoothly, when suddenly there was this car in front of me - like came out of nowhere. i was in the fast lane, though not going to fast, about 110km per hour. I swerved and breaked to avoid crashing into him. My brakes locked and from that moment it was kindof like slow motion - went into what felt like a no-time zone, encased in a bubble of 'space'. The car skiided across the highway, rolled 3 times, and ended upright on the offramp. Was a total write off the car. Didn't hit any other cars though. It felt like a moment of choice.. extended, I was totally aware of everyhting, very heitened, and also that the choice of the outcome, for some reason, was mine. It wasn't like watching something happening, but being in the happening sd totally. Was actually quite awesome in a strange way. I din't feel discontected or anything, actually felt more connected than ever. Was one of those moments that i expereinced a 'shift' - had happened quite a few times to me.. as if some lines are crossing.

Well, I got out the car. there was a friend with me, though i'd been driving. We lloked at each other, at the car and just stood there. other cars started stopping. I was fine. So was she. We all looked at my car. Then the police arrived. they asked me where the body was.. they though i was a bystander who had stopped there. U nearly laughed because they looked at me with such disbelief. Then the ambulance arrive, someone had called on seeing the accident. They stoof around kindof not knowing what to do. they had expected injured body or more.
Anyway.. car got towed away, police took us home.

It's an expereince i'll never forget, being in that bubble and being aware in that moment of a choice, to stay or go. Obviously I stayed ! Lol
But for some time after that, i wondered whether I had gone and was just sort of risidual 'living'. Perhaps it was 'shock'? I don't know.. but it took me to further and deeper explorations of 'life" and 'death', consciousness, 'parallels' and 'other' realities.. bubbles within bubbles.. etc etc... while I tried to figure out whether I was alive or dead. :)

I've had other expereinces like that, though not in accidents. very strange it all is!

Thanks for the opportunity of sharing!
And many blessings to you, nani!
Sending you light and love! :)

[nani]

daphne oh that was an intense one, like you say with a feel of no-time and also no-judge, like neutral, just being without personal emotion, I know what ya mean. Funny how the police was searching for the bodies and getting confused by seeing you both so healthy after such a thing. Its really weird and mostly not reasonable what happens to whom in such accidents. I also once was rolling 3x down a hill after a crash. We were 6 friends in a little bus and we were shaked like a hot drink. When you say you felt like in a bubble, maybe a decision-bubble, I can say I felt like in a dice-cup, it did sound like I was in one, the dice-cup of god, but I definitely knew that I have no choice at all, I knew I and we 7 would survive (in contrary to the one who had crashed into us) but I also just "knew" lots of changes would happen for all of us. Funnily and fortunately the hitchhiker (who got into our car just some minutes before ohlol) and 2 more people, had not one little scratch, like you both too. The rest of us had to suffer and cure for more than a year. But all was just so very intense magic, though a heavy part of divine magic, but the presence of higher power appeared in every following second for a long time.
daphne, please let me know where you`ll put your other experiences if you`ll post them.

hey Linda, thats so true, I myself could very often observe the coherence of energetic-physical and techniqual things. So its all better now, you see hehe !! :-)) The left little prob is that I have no car and have to hunt the assurance-agency now lol.
thanks again friends for your powerful healing/recovery wishes - so finally it really did cure fast. :-)

[daphne]

nani said:

daphne, please let me know where you`ll put your other experiences if you`ll post them.

Hi lanani!

I am still going through the different threads and boards and sub-boards... and and and... so many there are, and all so fascinating!
I am not always sure where to post some of them.. so mostly have been adding them to other threads (by feel - Lol) and not an 'own' thread.
My dreaming journal and poetry is 'current' - other stuff (like this) relates to my journey over the years.

[osiris]

nani glad to here everythings starting to heal. Now dont scare us like that again! and ill promise not to post up anymore stories about bad voodoo women...lol