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Post by lionwolf on Aug 1, 2006 13:56:48 GMT -5
Hi. A couple of years ago I went through an experience that "woke up" me as a person and not a society-trapped child. It awoke my soul and my spirit, and it hurt, but I would never want to return to the way I was. I met my spirit guardians, a white angel and a golden lion who was one of the 6 pieces of Aslan. Angel lived in a cave of clouds, and Lion in a realm I called The Forest. I just had to close my eyes and I would be in The Forest, or In The Clouds. In the Clouds I would take the form of an angel, when I was in The Forest I would be a silver wolf. Sometimes I journeyed to other places, cliffs and mountains and lakes. Sometimes even the desert. But my true home was The Forest. Sometimes me and lion would hunt, taking down the red deer that lived in The Forest. Sometimes I would sleep on a bed of moss as lion stretched out beside me. I would be warm, i would be safe. One day when i was out exploring The forest, i found a small den. It was starting to rain, so I slipped into it, and to my surprise i came face to face with another wolf. She was fairly young, but older than me. She growled and forced me outside while I slept in the cold rain. Time passed; enemies turned to friends. Me and the wolf lived as a pack, though which one of us was alpha I know not. Her name is Kira. After many months with Kira, Kira took a mate. He was a wolf who spoke no human ad who's name my human vocal chords could not pronounce. Kira became pregnant. In February, 3 healthy pups were born. Angel's evil brother came and took the female pup, and I fought him and brought her back. Kira named the pup Amelia after me. The other pups were Lava (accent mark over first a) and Miro. I accompanied the pups on their first hunt, i visited them every day. But then something happened. I cant go to their world, i cant get in. I miss Kira and the pups and Angel and Lion. But I cant get back. I don't think I ever OBE'd, that sounds different than what I did. But I'm losing My World, just like I lost my other one.
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Post by lionwolf on Aug 1, 2006 13:59:49 GMT -5
Oh, let me explain, about my other world. I remember a place, a place that was my home. It was a world I miss with all my heart. I don't know how to get back, dont know if I can. I dont belong here, thats becoming aparent. This world is throttling me. How can I get back? What happened to The Forest? Who am I? Am I just Crazy?
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Post by osiris on Aug 1, 2006 15:47:59 GMT -5
To retrieve your true nature all one needs to do is dream and learn. This world "throttles" many of us. The ones who love nature and the ones who really dont care for what our leadership does are affected more and more as the noose closes around us. The true nature of theis plane is only realized when you understand the differances in natural law and the laws created by our greedy men that have no immortality left.
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Post by Dancing Bear on Aug 1, 2006 16:43:48 GMT -5
Well Said Osiris.. I also have felt I do not belong to this world! I have done for many many years... I too remember a different life, a life also filled with forest many many more animals.. I also pined for this life for a long time.. I now know i will never experience that world again in this life time. Sad BUT I now try to live as best i can with what i have got. Embrace my memories, hug them tight.. And try to educate people about the animals and their medicine ( without shoving it up their nose of course) try to speak out as much as i can of the destruction of the forests and cruelty to our four legged friends and our fine feathered beauties..I beleive i was given those memories for a reason and it was not to be sad and miss them it is to fight for what we have left...remembering what it was intensifies the fight and passion.. Yes this world can throttle anyone who is sensative to the heartbeat of our Mother Earth.. I have learnt to be in my own world and shut off.. I am not ignorant but console in myself i am making a difference.. I wish you much luck Lion Wolf.. I love the name btw... Lions are very courageous, and Wolves are the Teachers.. Take on their essence and Medicine and make a difference, peacefully just as it is suppose to be.. Ghandi and the Dalai Lama are great examples of this Power.. And I know I have definately missed others who are no less important.. Also lovely to hear from you and welcome to the Forum. Look forward to hearing more ..   |
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Post by osiris on Aug 1, 2006 17:14:30 GMT -5
You said you dont think it was obe because it is not familiar? Could it have been a lucid dream or remote viewing. I so hate to use those words but it is the easy way for us to explain. Or maybe it was another life? That came to revisit you in your dreams?
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Post by ladybleu on Aug 2, 2006 13:33:22 GMT -5
I too feel I belong to another time and place, a forest also. I am one of the fortunate ones that I now live in the forest on a mountain in real life. I know I am home. I wish you all the success in the world Lion Wolf to get back to your place. It sounds wonderful. But I don't have any suggestions to help you.
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Post by bezjak on Sept 7, 2006 9:52:35 GMT -5
You have been given a "taste" of what was, and what will be. Savor it, if your can try to remember how these experiences made you "feel", and attempt to amplify these "emotions/feeling" before and during sleep, or anytime you feel the need to have a piece of home. Most times when "we" are presented with scenes of our "before" time, "we" long for the simplicity and pureness found there, the "feeling" of not belonging on this plane is a common one, but do not be discouraged for you have done something wonderful.....you have remembered and spoken on the subject, know this friend your "pack" is waiting for you to divulge every detail of your experiences to as many "souls" that will listen, fear not and do not be dismayed by those who might ridicule your "truth", for that is what this is......and when all the pieces are spoken and/or written the puzzle of existence becomes more clear to "us" all. Yet who am I......but a mere speck in the infinite realms of existence.-BEZ
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Post by osiris on Sept 11, 2006 20:21:27 GMT -5
Your a very bright speck bez....  |
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Sept 13, 2006 6:11:03 GMT -5
lionwolf I often feel the same as you sweety as if I don't belong here, but something inside me tells me that I am here for a reason and not to give up and that peace will come to me. I think life is too dificult to be honest..I ask myself all the time why Im here and It seems Im always just going through the motions of life..I focus on small things that bring me joy, I hope you find your oasis lionwolf and hang in there because your not alone |
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