Post by G on May 12, 2005 15:31:48 GMT -5
Hi everyone 
My apologies for my lack of participation here. I post in a couple of forums and now I see that the topics have been expanded so I will contribute where I feel I can.
I had posted this story on another forum and it fits here nicely so I am re-posting it here. Here it is...
I wasn’t sure where to put this post however it is part of my story. I don’t think I can sum up my story in one brief post so I will give chapters here and there as I get inspired to do so. I have mentioned before that I find the ingestion of alkaloids to induce heightened states of awareness fascinating and thrilling because at times one rides the razor thin edge of sanity. It is almost like a roller coaster ride or for a better analogy riding a rowboat in the midst of a hurricane. When one sits in the trough of the waves the waters are daunting however when one rides the crest, the view is breathtaking.
It was in the mid 80s and I had gone to a jazz concert (Chick Corea) with two friends. On the way in I had brought with me one hit of Mescaline, how one hit is determined is no exact science because the alkaloid (3,4,5-Trimethoxybenzeneethanamine) is extracted from cacti and the amount varies depending on the species. However this was a rather strong dose and I took a leap of faith in myself.
When the alkaloid fully took hold of me I was standing in the crowd and there was a piano solo being played I remember. All of a sudden I was shifted somewhere else, my awareness took a multi-dimensional view and a small part of me...the insignificant part it seemed at the time was my physical presence at the concert, my greater part was in a state where I saw my future, past, and present simultaneously. I was hearing people’s thoughts around me and there was a singer singing at the time and I had read her mind and heard her thoughts as words before she sang. I knew she sensed something odd because I was thinking or aware along side with her and our eyes met from afar several times. There were other “knowing” realizations which I cannot express. Time is an illusion; we are limited by our internal energy and our physical chemistry. The perception of time shifts when one transmutes. I was also having a dialog with some being....multitasking is child’s play when you transmute. Plants have spirits and the being I communicated with was the plant spirit. Mescalito is the spirit according to Shamanic teachings. She is revealing and kind.
When I reconstituted I remember having the feeling of wanting to go back to that awesome place. After that I studied the mysteries with new respect. I had been studying occultism since I was fourteen however it seemed like it was all theory maybe wishful thinking. The experience however crystallized everything. This wasn’t my first paranormal experience however it was one that left a deep impression on my view of reality.
This is a beautiful forum....nice job Ronni!
My apologies for my lack of participation here. I post in a couple of forums and now I see that the topics have been expanded so I will contribute where I feel I can.
I had posted this story on another forum and it fits here nicely so I am re-posting it here. Here it is...
I wasn’t sure where to put this post however it is part of my story. I don’t think I can sum up my story in one brief post so I will give chapters here and there as I get inspired to do so. I have mentioned before that I find the ingestion of alkaloids to induce heightened states of awareness fascinating and thrilling because at times one rides the razor thin edge of sanity. It is almost like a roller coaster ride or for a better analogy riding a rowboat in the midst of a hurricane. When one sits in the trough of the waves the waters are daunting however when one rides the crest, the view is breathtaking.
It was in the mid 80s and I had gone to a jazz concert (Chick Corea) with two friends. On the way in I had brought with me one hit of Mescaline, how one hit is determined is no exact science because the alkaloid (3,4,5-Trimethoxybenzeneethanamine) is extracted from cacti and the amount varies depending on the species. However this was a rather strong dose and I took a leap of faith in myself.
When the alkaloid fully took hold of me I was standing in the crowd and there was a piano solo being played I remember. All of a sudden I was shifted somewhere else, my awareness took a multi-dimensional view and a small part of me...the insignificant part it seemed at the time was my physical presence at the concert, my greater part was in a state where I saw my future, past, and present simultaneously. I was hearing people’s thoughts around me and there was a singer singing at the time and I had read her mind and heard her thoughts as words before she sang. I knew she sensed something odd because I was thinking or aware along side with her and our eyes met from afar several times. There were other “knowing” realizations which I cannot express. Time is an illusion; we are limited by our internal energy and our physical chemistry. The perception of time shifts when one transmutes. I was also having a dialog with some being....multitasking is child’s play when you transmute. Plants have spirits and the being I communicated with was the plant spirit. Mescalito is the spirit according to Shamanic teachings. She is revealing and kind.
When I reconstituted I remember having the feeling of wanting to go back to that awesome place. After that I studied the mysteries with new respect. I had been studying occultism since I was fourteen however it seemed like it was all theory maybe wishful thinking. The experience however crystallized everything. This wasn’t my first paranormal experience however it was one that left a deep impression on my view of reality.
This is a beautiful forum....nice job Ronni!
