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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 21, 2005 5:39:11 GMT -5
Here's a part of an LD that I had yesterday on September 20. I had several Ld's yesterday. I woke from an Ld and as I'm lying on my back(normally very hard for me to fall to sleep in unless right after waking from a dream and remembering it but fall to sleep before recording it). Plus falling asleep on my back always produces either LD's or astral projections.
After becoming lucid I'm a passenger in a truck with my step dad and I see the one mile (a spot that I meditate at during waking life) and I somehow leave the truck. Now I'm walking along side this big creek (but is as big as a river) and I see where I want to be at so I can lucid meditate but it's still pretty far away. I want to fly there but don't(flying normally is fun but sends my LD's out of control and most of the time ends them) I walk aways and then decide I want jump into the water. I'm maybe 40 feet above the water. I jump and land into the water. I make sure I keep my eyes open so I can see the visuals while under the water. It's really cool and I can see the bubbles from me submerging surfacing. I realize I'm holding my breath and then breath the water. I think to myself that being under water normally ends my Ld's and of course with this thought the dream begins to dissipate. As this happens I see the face of a women thought it seems to be more of an angel. I keep this vision back into sleep paralysis and hold it for several moments (not sure of how long). Once in sleep paralysis I can feel the exact position I'm sleeping in (I'm lying on my back with my arms up my hands behind my head). Here I try to produce astral vibrations into my third eye to project but it doesn't work and I then wake up into a false awakening.
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Post by nani on Sept 21, 2005 10:15:51 GMT -5
wow a face of an angel.. I anyways wanted to ask you obe-and lucid guys if you ever did intent to meet your higher-self ? lgn
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Post by zayin on Sept 24, 2005 15:27:54 GMT -5
Wow you've had some interesting dreams and very good awareness. Your trip to the beach sounds very enlightening as well. I think I am going to go to the beach this weekend, before it is too cold. It's funny you mention Taichi helping the assemblage point move, because Carlos has a book call Magical Passes that is just about that. It is much like taichi and uses some of the same moves, and even has a video out. I want to get some Calea to try out, the shamanic dream herb. I use mugwort or wormwood sometimes and that is pretty good. I find gems work very well too.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 24, 2005 18:47:43 GMT -5
Yea my dreams have been pretty out there lately and the awareness have been crazy. I could go on about the trip to the ocean for ever because of how much I gained from it. I'm having a thing where almost every night of the week I'll wake with in 5 to 20 minutes after lying down from either an OBE, LD, or dream. I'm getting much better at keeping my consciousness and awareness into sleep but I'm still having a problem because I'll be in trance or sleep paralysis and feel the vibrations start (which are becoming more and more common now) and I think to myself that it's crazy that I can already feel them without even being in trance yet. So basically I keep tricking myself into believing that I'm really awake and still trying to fall to sleep when in fact I'm in sleep paralysis. I had another one of those the night before last which I'll post next. Plus I've been able to fall to sleep normally with in 5-10 minutes almost every night now which before would take me sometimes 1 to 3 hours. I think the meditation practices are really paying off to be able to fall to sleep that quickly plus like I said most of the time I'm falling to sleep consciously to a degree as well. That's cool about the tai chi. I downloaded a video on it and have been practicing but it's hard to do in my apartment. I think any form of meditation can move the assemblage point but tai chi works a great deal on your balance and "flow". Well I think I make another post to describe my OBE night terror.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 24, 2005 18:55:55 GMT -5
Sep 22 Fri. To bed at 2:20am and it takes maybe 10-15 minutes to fall to sleep and I wake my self up at 2:40am.
I’m half in a dream that I’m swinging on a swing but I have no visuals of this. I feel that I’m still not asleep yet and think this would be a great technique to get out of body by just jumping of the swing. I decide to let go off the swing on the way backwards and I fly right off and I feel tremendous wind at my back like I’m flying backwards but I realize this is my fan that’s on. I kind of freak out and decide to wake up and when I do I reach over and try to turn my light on by my bed but it won’t turn on. I getting more spooked so I get out of bed which is a little difficult and I see my clock isn’t on either so I think that maybe the powers out but I can hear my fan running so I know I’m OBE. I’m getting more freaked out because I can’t see very well because It’s so dark in my room and I can’t turn a light on. I begin to walk towards the door leaving my room and there’s this tremendous pull trying to pull me back to my body. My head and neck are cocked to the left side like I have Taco Syndrome haha (this is from the postion I'm sleeping in on my stomack with my head turned). I feel there’s a negative energy with me and because I can’t see well I want to wake up so I project back to body. Again I reach over and try to turn the light on and again it doesn’t turn on. Now I’m becoming more terrified because I’m sure there is an evil being with me and I just want to wake up. I get out of bed and again walk trying to leave my bed and again the pull is trying to pull me back. Again I end up back in body and basically repeat the same process. I’m not sure how many times this happens but once back in body again I decided maybe if I just relax I can just lose the consciousness and fall to sleep but there’s no such luck because I’m wide awake now in the sleep paralysis and this is when I begin to scream hoping this will wake me. Well I’m not entirely sure if it’s directly right after the scream but I do wake and I reach over and try to the light expecting it not to work but it does. I’m still pretty spooked awake and I feel very nervous and uneasy. Plus I’m angry at myself for being so scared especially because I read about OBE’ing everyday and when It comes I panic but typically only from these OBE’s that I have right after falling to sleep at night and not being able to see anything.
It’s crazy that I believe that I’m not even far enough into sleep while I’m having the swinging sensations and think it would be a great technique to use in the future to get OBE but in fact I was doing it right there and then and when I do get out of body I was frightened. Plus I went to bed with bad negative thoughts so I think this carried over as well. One things for sure and that is I’m getting more and more advanced at watching myself fall to sleep and having OBE’s right away, I just need to work more on my emotions and control.
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Post by astralanchor on Sept 24, 2005 21:48:10 GMT -5
Wow, this is such a good technique. I can't wait to try it. It sounds great. How happy I am that you posted this. That's a great way to swing right out of this body. You couldn't shake the smile off my face for anything right now. A thousand thanks. ;D
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 25, 2005 1:53:32 GMT -5
Ahh no problem astralanchor I'm glad I was able to help. It really surprised me as well to just kind of stumble upon this technique on accident. I was like, man I should have thought of that before. I realize everyday now I am learning so much and that I'm not sure if I could stop learning because there's so much to know. Let me know if you can get it to work.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 25, 2005 2:09:32 GMT -5
Sep. 24 Sat afternoon after work. Really tired with a stressful day but don't want to really sleep so I try a deep trance meditation. I lied down in my bed on my back with my Tibetan meditation album playing and began to slow my breathing and my heart beats became much more strong and intensified and I use this to ride it into trance. I go through many levels of awareness and consciousness but keep getting pulled out of it by outside sounds like my roommate getting home from work and him just being loud. I continue to go in and out of trance for awhile until I fall to sleep and wake into an LD quickly... I'm on the basketball court of my childhood mobile home park. I'm trying to jump up and touch the rim and almost touch it and am surprised I'm coming that close. I gain a little more awareness of the situation but am not fully lucid yet. I try again and the awareness makes it even harder and I don't come close and I let myself fall directly on my face onto the cement but in a way that I know for some reason I won't be hurt. It's like I don't even hit the ground and my body stops a centimeter away. I have my eyes open the whole time and I stay in this position for a few moments and feel someone is coming near me. I get up and now my awareness levels are increasing even more and I try once more to touch the rim but this time tell myself to just fly up to it but again I don't make it but now I'm fully lucid and I decide to just take off flying across the playground field. I go out aways and the thought comes to me that I haven't flown in my LD's for awhile (because it always makes them much shorter than other forms of transportation) and think that I should land so I turn and back where I just came from and begin to land but I feel the dream begin to dissipate. There's a kid of maybe 12 years old walking to wards me and I really want to communicate with him because he seems to be coming to talk to me but I can't keep the dream.
I wake from here and record this and go back into trance states and every time I would come out of them I would want to record but I would want to just slip back into them and finally I become fully awake from my roommate turning his music full frigin volume and I become so angry that I forget everything that I just gained from the meditation except for what I recorded (this sucks because I had so much but was so angry that I couldn't focus on retaining them.
Oh well I always have next time.
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Post by nani on Sept 26, 2005 10:12:56 GMT -5
hey existenceisadream, tremendous progress whoo yeah. Some thoughts of your 24.9 experience: was this not a false awakening, respectively several false awakening - this trying to walk away from the bed and being pulled back to your body? Also, the feeling of the presence of a negative entity together with you being frightened and your attempts to switch on the light reminds me to what R.Bruce calls a "split-problem". At least this could explain the fear-phenomenon, because R.B. says that when we dont split entirely, the (half) splitted double wants to get back to the body and also feels the same frightened as the physical-I. If that would be right then maybe it would be good at such moments to tell yourself lucidly that you`re not splitted entirely and just get back to body and start a fresh seperation - if it would be the reason for the fear in the first place, just a theoretical consideration, lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Oct 1, 2005 1:20:00 GMT -5
Hey Nani sorry it took so long to respond. Been slacking on reading the book and need to get caught back up. A lot going on lately but the dreams haven't let up at all. "Some thoughts of your 24.9 experience: was this not a false awakening, respectively several false awakening - this trying to walk away from the bed and being pulled back to your body?" I believe your speaking of my 22.9 experiences? Yes and no. Part of it I'm aware I'm in vibrations when I'm swinging and feel myself fly out of body when I let go of the swing. The waking and trying to turn the light on and being confused is like a false awakening but each time I gain full consciousness before ending up back in body to do it again. So the awareness is lacking but the OBE sensations are fully there unlike DOM's in which I dream of being OBE. Once I'm fully conscious and become terrified I know that I'm OBE in the closest level to the physical plane unlike LD's in which I'm convinced the energy body is much further away than an OBE's.
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Post by existenceisadream on Oct 1, 2005 1:41:11 GMT -5
Sep 30 Sat. I get off work and am very tired. I lied down on my back listeing to an album called Drum Medicine (awesome, my new favorite album to get into trance). I go in and out of trnace for awhile till I'm too tired and roll over onto my stomach to fall to sleep. I tell myslef I will either LD or OBE after falling to sleep. Next is one of the best LD's I've ever had only because of how calm I was in it and not trying to hurry anything. Here it is... I’m driving by Chico Jr. high school nearing the Morning Thunder Café heading towards Vallabrosha. There’s a couple of guys in front (One is the guy I used to go to Fair View with that I run into often who is married now) of me riding their bikes and they are kind of heaving and then vomiting in front of me onto the pavement. We are all waiting for the traffic light. Watching them do this is making me want to vomit as well and it gets worse to where they are puking a bunch and luckily the light turns green because I don’t want to watch this any longer. I take a left turn and am seeing that there’s people everywhere. People in the little park type area near the creek. It’s like there’s this huge picnic going on. I even catch seeing another person vomiting and this is really gaining my awareness now. I’m driving and almost to the next traffic lights and I decide to go straight through and park in Chipotle parking lot so I can get out of my car and really determine whether I’m in a dream or not. As I’m pulling into the parking lot I think to myself that If I’m not dreaming at least I’m parking in a spot in which I can walk to the post office (I really need to pick up something there) and I can walk in the opposite direction to (I’m not really sure now) another place I need to go. I’m getting out of my car even before it’s fully parked and I’m realizing I must be in a dream because I wouldn’t do this otherwise (but I still put it in park to make sure because I don’t want to let my awareness get me in trouble if I’m somehow wrong). I get out of the car and am now fully lucid. I see many people all heading in the same direction away from the creek and I walk with very calm relaxed movement knowing that I’m in complete control. I think to myself that it’s my movements and actions that control how long the Ld lasts and my awareness levels in it. I look around slowly at everybody seeing if I recognize anybody. I finally decide to make a comment out loud to everybody (I’m not sure of what maybe something like “what is going on”) but at the exact moment I make the comment everybody (maybe 100 people) responds the same answer at the same time so I don’t know what they said. This really amuses me so I try it again and again the same exact thing happens. Now everybody is pretty muched stopped looking at me. This is getting really cool now because I've never had this much attention from my dream characters before. I take a different approach at it. I face just one person and ask him (a red neck looking kid of maybe 15 years old) something like the question I just asked. He responds stuff that doesn’t really make any sense at all and now everybody that was walking away from the creek (maybe 100 people) are all very amused with me like I just arrived here from a space ship or something. I have other people trying to jump in the conversation and it’s becoming very hard for me hear it all. Being very calm about everything I realize that I need to ask maybe in not such a confused manner and I restate my question to “So what’s the occasion? Why so many people here?" Now I’m getting better responses (but I just can’t remember them now). I walk a little further and come across a girl of maybe 13 years old and begin talking to her and now I’m really trying to fit in and act like this is all totally normal for me and not let them in on the fact I’m dreaming. I feel that I’m actually really at a real place and everybody here are real people doing real things. I have decided that as much control I think I have I can’t control these people because they’re real. I talk to the girl for a little and then I ask a question (can’t remember the question) that makes her respond in a weird way and she says something like “no, you can never go back” and she seems a little confused. This is when I feel the dreamscape begin to falter so I begin to back up slowly and I tell her to watch. She’s watching with anticipation and I stand in a Qi Gong position and then bring my arms out in front of me and then up raised above my head as if praising the lord or something all the while breathing very deeply (sort of like I do in energy raising meditation in waking life). The girl tries to say something to me but I ignore her because I’m about ready to do what I wanted to show her. With all of my air out of my lungs and the dreamscape is still surprisingly steady (probably because of my interaction with this girl during this meditation) I breath in and let my body rise into the air but more into a position as if I jumped from a plane and am flying like Superman. I rise from the ground to maybe like 12,000 feet with in maybe 5 seconds all just during the in breath all the while hearing oohs and awes from the girl below and others in the crowd. It’s great to slowly see them and the whole town turn into specks. I get to my maximum height and think to myself that this is when I normally come falling back to the ground and land very hard but I tell myself not this time because I’m tired of that happening and not having any control. Instead right before the dreamscape is fully gone I shut my eyes and let my breath out (half expecting to begin to fall) and just stayed suspended in the air in deep breathing meditation. I manage to do this till I wake from this into a false awakening in which I get up and go to my computer to record what just happened but when I look at my computer screen I’m watching the exact dream that just took place. This is fascinating me and I think to myself that this would be a great way to be able to record dreams.
Well there it is. Maybe one of my most enlightening Ld's due to the fact that I had the attention of at least on hundred people all the while moving and acting with complete calmness not trying to hurry anything. And to top it all of I managed to do a crazy form of meditation for awhile before going into the false awakening. Conversation and meditation are becoming my main goals in LD's. Not too much trying to explore as of late. More just trying to be as calm and relaxed as possible knowing this will bring clarity and more meaningful Ld's. I've been doing this same practice during waking life as well. It's all about lucid living, not just lucid dreaming! I'm working on taking the awake dream (waking life) and the sleeping dream and creating a whole between the two till I've got pure awareness.
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Post by crazycat on Oct 1, 2005 12:58:06 GMT -5
That was long and interesting dream,Existence. About writing down you dream on your dream computer, I have been posting on my dream forum many times this pass year. I just wish I had could have contact with it in waking life. I have a lot of stuff posted there, as well as a lot of other people I know. ;D I went and dug my dream books out after having them packed away. I couldn't remember what vomiting in a dream meant. My book says it symbolizes dumping unacceptable or repressed feeling. Or maybe there is something in you waking life that you just "can't stomach". In your case it was people around you that was vomiting, not you, so maybe your influence is helping those around you to release their repressed emotions, or beliefs that limit their spiritual growth/journey. I got the impression that those people were trying to get away from something (maybe their repressed feelings,beliefs) and you were showing, teaching them a better way by meditating and rising above, how to grow spiritually, rather than going from just one point to another in the lower realm or trying to find their way through limiting belief systems. Showing them a new better, quicker way to reach their destination. Anyways, that was my thoughts. I'm glad you did not fall back to the ground, that would have not been cool.
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Post by existenceisadream on Oct 1, 2005 23:29:53 GMT -5
Crazycat thanks a lot for your interpretation of my dream! I really didn't try to interpret it that much and when I read yours of it, it made absolute perfect sense. It's exactly what's going on in my life right now. I've been progressing and transcending in so many ways and I've been trying to tell everyone I know of how they to can progress as well but no one seems to want to. I don't have a dream dictionary so it's interesting to hear that vomiting can represent letting go of repressed feelings (something that I have been definitely doing in the last few months). Plus how you say it could be something in waking life that I just can't stomach (it's been very much upsetting me to see not just my friends and family but it seems everyone I see still living every day stuck in their ways. With my friends and family it's not being able to let go of negative stuff from the past and in many cases drinking or using drugs on a daily basis to try to cope with it. As I'm beginning to be able to shed away my past mistakes, crutches, and the shackles that have always kept me from progressing I see everyone around me still stuck so deep in their shit and not even caring about trying to get out of it. It's really sad. I know years ago my mom was really trying to help me through a major bout of depression (I've spent many many years in depression and still have a form of manic depression but it's been getting much better) it didn't matter what she or anybody did. I was stuck in it because I was unwilling to help myself. Everybody in the world could try to help but it's up to the individual to want things to get better. So now I'm on the other side of situation and I'm trying to help my friends and family out of from under but no one seems to care at all. Very frustrating. Anyways I've very glad you interpreted this dream for me because it makes perfect sense. Thanks!
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Post by existenceisadream on Oct 2, 2005 16:23:33 GMT -5
October 2 Sun. I'm slacking a bit in reading the book and just finished reading chapter 4 last night right before sleep. I like to read 3 or 4 pages right before sleep so it will carry over into my dream world more easily. I'm sick right now and I drank some thera flu last night before bed and got horrible sleep. I would toss and turn and when I finally slept it would only be maybe 5-10 minutes before waking up. So far in the book the subject that interests me the most is the assemblage point, stalking it, gaining cohesion, and being able to fixate it. I think of this everyday all through out the day. One part I like about chapter 4 is when Don Juan has Carlos gaze at the mesquite tree, then focus on the leaves and by doing this he's ever so slightly shifting his assemblage point. I've been doing this in waking life with things. Today I was at work on a break outside and I looked at a parked truck. Next I took the overall look to one door on the truck. Next I shifted my gaze to just the door handle and then to the lock and finally to the actual key whole. Now I didn't go into a trance state like Carlos and go into a second attention but I did notice how easily it is to shift the assemblage point at will by doing this. Now I've been doing this same trick with many things. I look at the overall big picture of it and slowly keep shifting my gaze or awareness to more detailed parts of it till It feels like I'm looking "into" not just at it. Now I need to do this in an LD. The other thing that I read that interests me is how the sorcerers of now days are more about trying to explore outside of non-human existence versus just outside of human existence. This was the part of chapter 4 that suck with me into sleep and like I said I got horrible sleep last night but whenever I did wake I woke from dreams that were so far out there that I couldn't record them. I mean my waking consciousness couldn't grasp at all how to explain the dream and even now I can't even remember one detail. I just know upon waking that I was somewhere in the non-human existence. Or maybe it's my flu.
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Post by nani on Oct 3, 2005 16:13:14 GMT -5
hello existenceisadream,
your last post is refering to the book-content and would be interesting to discuss about. I have tried to start with some questions about the content of the chapters (in my case it was chapt 6 I was asking about) - so why dont you copy your last post and put it also into the discussion-thread Blake (.."people please read this..") has opened up. It would be maybe more easy to discuss it there, so in the single persons-threads we could keep on interpreting and telling our ideas to the dreams, what do you think? Thanks for your reply to my questions about your (yes lol) 22.9. dream. I have to admit that I really have to read it several times and Im still thinking about it and trying to get it sorted out, LD,FA, OBE - not that I cant differentiate, but it seems there are strong overlaps, what makes it a bit difficult for me to follow you. Besides that I´ll keep on thinking about what you`ve said, I think this expanations of you also would be great in the discussion thread Balke opened until Gav is back.
About your last incredible great LD, wow. Did you never took into consideration that these were dead people, like the girl said - no, you can never go back, and she seemed confused - this just reminds me to people getting stucked in the twighlight-zone, still too near to previous life and not yet decided or ready to go on further into the lighter and higher realms. Dont know, maybe this is totally wrong what I could think of as possible. But there is the question: how do you feel that your LD has converted into an OBE, some do know it, some not, so it could also have been finally an OBE then after the LD, and then you could have reached to a certain near-earth-sphere. Hmm, just a thought, you will tell me! But anyways great LD, your progress is really amazing, admirable.
And congrats to Linda`s helpful interpretation, that is cool and yes the meaning of vomiting as a "set free of repressed feelings" and all that makes perfect sense to me too, as you have told a bit about your surrounding situation before. Wow this is a great group we got here yeah, lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Oct 18, 2005 3:34:29 GMT -5
Hey Nani somehow I never responded to your post After reading you post it interests me to wonder if they could had been dead people but I don't know. I've never before felt so strongly in a Ld that the people in it weren't my sub-conscious. Well I have but this was different. The last time I felt so strongly about people or should I say "creatures" being real in my LD was was in a LD about the future and I was attacked by one of these hooded creatures. I actually have that dream posted somewhere on this forum called something like "Ld turns into Nightmare" or something like that. It seems to me that I know whether I'm in an Ld or OBE because of my clarity and how my energy body feels. In lucids I feel much more detached from my body while in OBE's I have a hard time moving about and seeing clearly but I think this is because I'm so close to my physical body. So maybe by being further away from my physical body it helps with clarity but I just attribute clarity to mean that I'm in a lucid. I had an OBE two days ago that is associated to the book so I'll post it in the art of dreaming discussion thread.
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Post by nani on Oct 18, 2005 15:35:44 GMT -5
"Hey Nani somehow I never responded to your post"
hahaha thats Not true, absolutely not no no lol, you are sweet..
hey sorry, I`ve to catch up on a lot of stuff here.. soon.. time`s is slipping through my fingers lol...arrrgh..
great you did put AoD-related stuff of yours into the discussion-thread.. I`ll jump on that asap hey !! .. oh and thanks for explaining, this is always helpful mentally for me, to get a better distinction. See ya soon, lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Nov 5, 2005 22:24:05 GMT -5
Hey everybody, Not much to report since that last OBE and wrestling with the energy. I'm finally on chapter 10 and will read all of that after this post. My dreams have been pretty disturbing lately but there has been a lot of drama in my life in the last couple of weeks so it makes since. I've been struggling with daily awareness and negative behavior. I'm hoping to get a grip on things and get more focused soon.
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Post by nani on Nov 6, 2005 12:55:42 GMT -5
hi again existenceisadream, just a short hello, nice to se you. Im gone put my dreams from tonight, and Im also going to read on tonight, all the best to you and everybody, lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Nov 16, 2005 14:38:39 GMT -5
I finished the book maybe about 5 days ago. Not too much dream content happening from the book though I haven't been having as good of recall as before but in the last week it's been getting much better and I've gotten lucid 3 days in a row now and had an OBE 3 days ago that pertains to this book. 11/14 After waking I fall quickly back to sleep and find myself opening a package with two Discover magazines (I have a subscription) in it. Both say the word Discover on it but only on has a picture and more writing on it while the other is blank. This catches my dreaming attention and I become lucid and decide to read the one with writing on it. As soon as I become too aware of what I'm doing the writing turns to a blur. Next I realize I'm reading in bed lying on my back and remember that when I fell back to sleep I was lying on my back to with out even thinking I push myself up and out of body. I walk quickly towards my bedroom door feeling the pull from my physical body very strong. As I get to the door I remember something I wanted to try from the Art Of Dreaming. Instead of moving like a human I wanted to turn myself into pure energy and move with pure intent. As soon as I think this a very strange sensation fills me and instantly I'm floating and I float right through my closed door and into my living room and then right through my closed living room window outside. I have no control now of my movement and I can't stop myself and I begin moving so fast the dream begins to blur and fade so I intend myself back to body so I can maybe project again but instead I end up right back in body but I wake up . Notes: This is the first OBE in awhile that i don't come across any kind of negative energy plus I wasn't scared at all in this OBE but I was still looking around to make sure a negative energy wasn't around. The part in which I change into pure energy felt so weird that I can't even describe it but like I said, as soon as I thought the thought of turning into energy it happened at that moment. Plus I don't remember having the thought of trying to fly through my closed door or window so I think because I'm not used to moving as pure energy and intent I wasn't ready for it. I believe something like this happened to Castaneda when he first started trying to move in pure energy and intent. I think it takes some to learn to move better this way because it's so foreign (though I'm sure it's not so foreign while doing it unconsciously ;-) Anyways, my overall awareness levels have been very strong for the last week and I feel I'm totally over my rut I was in for a few weeks and I've been able to focus much better now. I started reading another Castaneda book a few days ago called The Power Of Silence. It's funny but I think I reading the CC books back wards. The art of dreaming and the power of silence I believe were his last two books written but I'm not too sure.
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