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Post by Gav on Aug 21, 2005 3:32:49 GMT -5
(First record for the night of Sunday 21st of Aug)
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Post by existenceisadream on Aug 22, 2005 14:29:46 GMT -5
I'll be starting a day late meaning recording tomorrows dreams. I just finished a book I had to finish before starting this one so I'll start the book today.
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Post by existenceisadream on Aug 31, 2005 19:27:21 GMT -5
I haven't been able to participate in this project due to things going on in my life right now and I meant to post this a week ago but here it goes...
August 25th read one chapter of the book. Here's a few interesting things that happened in a couple of dreams...
Dream 1 I'm in a dream where I'm with a bunch of people from elementary school and I'm back in school but at the same time It's more like I'm back at a job I told myself I would never work again. Now I'm in a house with several floors or an apartment with sveral floors. I'm here with people from my old job and from school. I'm walking down a hallway and I have to go to the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom and there's water leaking through from the ceiling above me. After using the bathroom I walk back into the huge hall and round a corner. I turn around and see a guy name Chieng from my old job and I tell him I've been here before. I get a really strong feeling of deja vu like I know I've been here before. Then I tell Chieng that I have been here before in a dream. I'm sure of it. I've been here several times in dreams.
(Well that's weird because I'm in the dream thinking this but this type of thing happens to me quite often where I'll be in a dream and know I've been to whatever place I'm at before in a dream.)
Here's the next part of the dream...
I'm in a big assembly room at some school with lots of people here and I can't find an open seat. I walk towards the wall and see one but it looks like a statue of a dogs head but I sit on it anyways. There's two people sitting close to me on my right and I hear that they are Om'ing. I look at them and they are kind of hippy'ish. It's a guy and a girl. Now I can smell them and they have a smell sort of a mix of B.O./ incense. Like the smell of a hippy. I think to myself it's weird that they are Om'ing here and I think how cool it would be if everybody at the assembly would do this.
(This was weird because I don't normally remember too many smells from dreams and the smell was created by seeing the hippies Om'ing.)
Dream 2 (All the dreams of this morning feel like the same one because it seems all the same people are here. I wake and fall back to sleep while remembering a dream so it's like I put myself back into the dream I was in but a little different)
I'm on a beach and there's hundreds of people in the ocean and it's a lot of people from school. I start to swim out into the ocean and I see someone doing a trick like a dolphin would do using there feet like fins to keep their whole body out of water and the person is moving back and forth. There's judges who are watching from the beach. I swim out pretty far and realize it's going to be my turn soon to do my trick. I realize that I'm not with my "Ka-tet" though and that they are across maybe a couple of hundred feet away from me though I cant' see them (and I'm not even sure of who they are) and that I'm not going to be able to make it to them before we have to do "our" trick. I try to swim anyways but I don't make it.
(This is funny that I think I have to get to my "Ka-tet" because this out of the book I just finished two days ago called "Wolves of the Calla". It's the 5th book of the Dark Tower series by Stephen King. It's crazy because I use so many terms from this book like Ka-tet which is the group in the book in search of the Dark Tower.)
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Post by zayin on Aug 31, 2005 19:37:37 GMT -5
That cool. I just love to see the use of the word Ka-tet (group gathered by fate who share the same goals). I love the Dark tower series too. It's soo cool. But the word also has other origins, thats the cool thing about Stephen King. He usually uses truths to his stories. Like Insomnia, relates to OBE's, and the astral.
I am actualy going to get my school to Om chant together. I have communications 2 nect semester and I have to do a presentation on something that teaches the class. So I am going to do meditation and OM chanting, it will be cool to see the reaction from the audience. Also to hear the togetherness of the OM will be great!
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Post by existenceisadream on Aug 31, 2005 20:30:54 GMT -5
Yer-bugger! Yea getting further into the Dark Tower series I'm noticing that Stephen King is linking most of his books together. It's awesome. My favorite book of his is The Talisman. That would be so cool to get your whole school to chant the OM. Awhile ago got a hippy friend of mine into OBE's and organized an after school OM'ing group though he said there would be alot of people who would walk past them and talk shit to them but he said it didn't bother him at all because he realized he was at peace while doing this. I've never been a part of a huge OM'ing group though it sounds like an experience.
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Post by zayin on Aug 31, 2005 20:48:50 GMT -5
LOL. Thankee-sai. The Talisman is a killer book, I have the second but have not read it yet. I wonder if we have twinners out there. lol Hmm sound like your dream of the hippies chanting. It's great to get people into spiritual things. I try to push my meditations on people lol. I even have led a small group by talking calmly and going through a meditation. A nice experence.
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Post by crazycat on Aug 31, 2005 22:10:19 GMT -5
Hey, I'm a Stephen King's fan, too and "The Talisman" is my favorite one as well. All his books are linked together. There is a book title "Stephen Kings Universe" and different books are divided into different worlds. Right now I have it loaned out and can't remember who the author is. It's kind of neat how this guy realized that and wrote a book on it. Even before I found that book I was thinking the same thing, that they are all connected somehow.
My son-in-law told me the other day that Stephen King was thinking about making a movie (more like several long movies)or a series out of Tower's books.
I enjoyed reading your dream. I'm not any good at interpreting dreams, but it sounds interesting. I know in dreaming of a house, the house represent your self and the floors different aspects of yourself.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 2, 2005 2:50:28 GMT -5
I heard somewhere that Stephen King may be making a movie of the Dark Tower series too. I'm actually not even done reading the series because by the time the last 3 came out it had been years since reading the first 4 and I have so many other books on my list to read. I've never heard of the book "Stephen Kings Universe". It sounds interesting, I'll have to check it out. I read the Talisman when I was young and I remember being completley absorbed in the book as if I was Jack. Long book but when I finished I wish it could just keep going because it was that good. Incubus, the second book "Black House" is very good as well but really dark. Ties in nicely with The Dark Tower series. I bet we do have twinners out there. I'm a Gemini so I already feel like I have two complete different sides of me. Sometimes it's hard to work with.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 2, 2005 3:16:05 GMT -5
August 31 Wed. morning
I go to bed at 2:30am and wake at 2:45am from this frightening sleep paralysis into semi accedental OBE...
I think I’ve woken but I can’t open my eyes and I’m freaking out. I try to get out of bed but can’t. I’m trying to yell to Freddy (my roommate) to wake me but I’m not sure if he can hear me. I feel like I’m kind of having a seizure. I realize now that I’m in sleep paralysis but I’m still kind of freaking out. I try to in vision the portal in my third eye (the way I normally project) and it’s starting to swirl but I feel like I just don’t have enough energy for all this. I try to float out of my body but it’s not working. I finally crawl out of my body but I have no energy and it takes all of it just to get me moving a bit and I still can barely see anything. I’m trying to crawl to Freddy’s room so he can wake me. The whole time I’m yelling for him.
This happens to me on occasion where I'll fall to sleep and find myself in sleep paralysis right away but very confused because I think I'm awake but I can't move or open my eyes. During this "bout" I realize that I'm in sleep paralysis and can kind of relax but at the same time because of having no astral energy and not being able to see I get scared of what may be with me. (when I was younger I had a thing that when I was in a house by myself I would have to sit in the corner of the room so I could see all the entrances so "nothing" could sneak up on me. I was never thinking of human like things but creatures and paranormal type stuff. This actually lasted all the way up through high school. Probably becasue I read so much Stephen King during those years hahaha). Even after I realize I'm asleep I feel like my roommate will come running into my room to wake me because of my screaming. When I wake from this at 2:45am I feel silly that I was so scared and stupid that after I realized what was going on I still couldn't get hold of my fear. In 95% of my LD's and OBE's I'm never scared of a thing but it's these being caught in sleep paralysis feeling like I have no energy like I'm really drunk and being confused of what's going on when I freak out and start screaming for someone to wake me. When this happens I always feel like there's some really evil entity with me but I can't look to see so this scares me even more. Weird.
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Post by zayin on Sept 4, 2005 13:37:13 GMT -5
In a book I had, it explained Obe/Sleep paralysis, but unfortunelt that is a book I lost in friend of mine's recent house fire. But this is what Robert Bruce mentions about it; Some degree of physical paralysis is a sure sign an OOBE is IN PROGRESS. It shows the mind split, in some form, has already occurred. The physical body has varying degrees of difficulty animating itself when the mind split effect is active. Even though they may not be aware a projection is in progress, a projector's physical/etheric body may feel total physical paralysis, or some degree of lethargy and heaviness and disorientation in their physical body. The degree of this depends greatly upon the strength of the projection and how much energy is being used to maintain it. Strong sensations like these point to an OOBE being in progress. The degree of paralysis shows the 'strength' of the projection. A full powered Real Time OOBE will cause total physical paralysis (full waking paralysis) while a lighter level of projection can still allow the projector's physical body to stumble to the bathroom - albeit mumbling incoherently and feeling like they are walking on pillows, body fairly numb and fuzzy - but ambulatory all the same.
Waking paralysis (often called sleep paralysis) will also occur where the real time body has been generated 'inside' the physical/etheric body, but actual separation or full projection from the physical/etheric bodies has not occurred. This means a partial projection has occurred, albeit internally, and is causing some degree of waking paralysis. The real time 'projectable double' in this case has not projected completely free of it's physical body. If this is suspected, the projector should relax and let it happen, or use a projection technique like rope. A full projection can then occur if it has not already happened.
Note: Many people are plagued by waking paralysis, and it can indeed be a terrifying experience, capable of causing psychological damage. Waking paralysis can best be broken by concentrating on a single big toe and trying hard to move it. Concentrate 'everything' on moving that big toe. Once this moves, even a tiny bit, full physical movement will be instantly restored.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 4, 2005 18:45:31 GMT -5
Thanks Incubus, this sounds interesting. I think that there are many levels to go through during OBE and the level where it's hard to move or see (and I often see entities in this level) is the closest to the physical plane. This is where if I could gain more control I could view real waking life events as they unfold. Plus I've gone from this level to where it slowly begins to turn more into LD'ing than OBE'ing. I think this is when you're able to keep consciouness but be so relaxed with it that you're able to creep from this level into deeper levels till it's more like normal dreams. I just get angry with myself that I let myself get so terrified when If I entered the same state knowinly I would be much more calm and ready to project. After all my studying, research, and experiences I don't think I should still be having this problem. I did calm down at one point during this "bout" and tried to project out the third eye like I had explained but I was still in fear that there was something evil in my presence and I couldn't see anything well enough to know for sure. Normally I love to find myself in sleep paralysis becuase it means OBE's but sometimes it just catches me by surprise.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 4, 2005 18:57:21 GMT -5
I had a very hard time falling to sleep last night (or this morning). I tried to go to sleep at about 1:30am but by 3am and no sleep I finally get up and read the second chapter of the art of dreaming. Now this is the second time reading this chapter because I had read half the book a few months ago and this time the material made even more sense than before. I finally get to sleep maybe by 5am but I have to wake at 7am for work (I hate the weekends) so I not much dreaming or any time to record. One thing that did happen though (from being aware of the falling to sleep process) was that I would go under so far and I would be in the book with Don Juan telling me things that I cant' remember and I could hold onto the moment for a little before becoming too conscious and waking back up. The last time of doing this before falling to sleep was the best and I woke from this wanting to record but I realized I was screwing myself for sleep knowing I was only going to get a couple of hours in. Another thing I took from the book is that I need to work more on intending my energy body to become aware of falling to sleep or that I'm dreaming verses trying to tell myself over and over agin that I will. Like It needs to be more relaxed intention so I can actually fall into the sleep versus being up for hours trying to feel myself falling to sleep.
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Post by nani on Sept 5, 2005 10:40:00 GMT -5
"I would go under so far and I would be in the book with Don Juan telling me things.." hey that sounds interesting.. it sounds something like we could participate in the book, this is an amazing idea, maybe to concentrate before sleep on meeting the actors or scenes of the book. On what do you concentrate directly before sleep? Finding the hands? Your Higher Self? On the breath? lgn
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Post by zayin on Sept 5, 2005 17:14:01 GMT -5
Thats great about rolling these concepts around in our heads while falling asleep, into a higher state. That way our higher-state, like you said, will give us more understanding, even if we do forget it upon shifting back. We keep this understanding in that awareness level untill we gain the necassary energy to keep these insights. For me, knowingly fall asleep is difficult, at least when I am first getting to sleep. If I wake up, it is super easier to re-enter sleep. I find the only way I can fall asleep knowingly the first time, is by achieveing a higher state on my own, by either meditating, doing chants, or slowly enter into a trance. By then I have the necassary energy, and a very nice calming tingle that gives me the comfort and relaxed state to accept myself slipping. Good progress you have going.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 6, 2005 1:13:34 GMT -5
I guess it all depends on what I'm going for. Rigth away normally I focus on my breathing and try to make it as deep as possible. For me the first 5-10 minutes or longer of lying down to sleep is meditation. Once I forget about the breathing and am still breathing deep then this is like the first gate for me of falling to sleep. If I'm having trouble getting past this stage I will let myself concentrate and remember a dream I had maybe the night before or a dream I would like to re-enter and this sometimes lets me drift off much more. As of late as I'm trying to slip of into sleep I try to go over the art of dreamin material as much as possible so hopefully it will carry over into my dreaming. I think I'm going to go at this a little differently now though. Maybe I'll still read the book before going to bed at night but I think I'm going to start doing the wake back to sleep technique after about 6 hours of sleep but read the book during this time and then go back to sleep focusing on the material just read. This way the body has slept enough and I'll be much more comscious in the sleep and will remember what I dream and learn better.
One thing that's bothering the hell out of me is that I just can't seem to monitor myself falling to sleep the way I want. I have to have the perfect level of awareness or else I'll just fall right into sleep or I wake from the sensations of falling to sleep. I wrote this in a post awhile back but it's like right when I get to that perfect level of going under, where the dream is starting to form and if I can ride it out just a little longer I can go into a W.I.L.D. (wake induced lucid dream) but instead I become too conscious and wake back up but when I do this I'm filled with this feeling of adrenaline pulsing through me and it makes it even harder to fall to sleep.
I have a feeling my dreaming is going to take on a whole new level of awareness in the following weeks.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 6, 2005 16:46:57 GMT -5
Wow I had massive dream recall today and woke after only a few hours of sleep from a very emotional dream that I spent about 40 minutes recording before returning to sleep. Plus I thought I worked this morning so I got up at 9:30am and went to work to find out I work at 3pm today. Oh how dumb and disoriented I felt. I decided to go out to breakfast and went home and slept for about another hour and a half in which time I had a really long LD with great clarity. So I basically did the wake back to sleep technique today with out even meaning to but it does wondres for LD's . I don't have the time to record my dreams here now but will when I get off of work tonight.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 7, 2005 5:17:37 GMT -5
This dream is a long one. 9/6/05 to bed at 1:30am recorded between 4:55am to 5:35am. I’m at 569 (where I used to live with my grandma) in the living room with Jerm (best friend) and maybe Freddy (my roommate) and they’re playing a video game. I believe my grandma (who's dead) and my mom are here. I walk back to my old room nearer the back yard because I want to go to sleep. When I walk in here I feel weird because it was my dead grandma’s room (it actually wasn’t). It’s very cold in here and there are fans going and I turn them off. There’s two little Mexican girls and their mother in here and she’s putting them to bed. I think to myself that I have to find a different room to sleep in. I’m looking on a dresser or something a I’m finding weed. A black guy comes in and he’s my servant who’s been my servant since I was a kid (I’ve never had any kind of servant). I have a bag of this weed now and he wants to look at it. I feel like he’s taking some of it and this is making me mad. He wants to smoke with me and I feel like it would be wrong to do this in front of the children but he insists that it’s fine. Now the servant lays down with the children as if he’s telling them a bedtime story and I have a flashback to when I was a kid and he was my servant. In this flashback I’m in the other room nearer the road and the servant did something really bad to me but I’m not sure what (I believe something like molesting me or something really horrible). This flashback makes me really mad and I leave the room. Now I’m in what it feels to be a different house I’m not sure like a mix between 569 and 1245 (where I live now). I’m lying down to sleep and Sarah is here and she lays down with me. I feel like I’m a virgin a virgin and I’m excited. Sarah seems really drunk or is acting weird. I think we get up because Sarah is keeping me up. Twinky (an friend from awhile ago) walks into my room and says something like “You’re about to get some huh”. I say no not exactly. He sits down in a chair across from the bed. Sarah gets up and she’s naked except with a towel around her but her ass is still showing and walks over by Twinky. Now there’s a couple of other guys in here sitting down closer to my bedroom door. I feel sort of embarrassed because of Sarah. I’m lying down and I look back at the two guys and they have two identical looking puppy dogs and I get all excited and call to the puppies. They come running to me and jump up behind me and are both lickin my head and ears. I’m so happy. Then I let the dogs go back over to the guys. (here’s where things go crazy) One of the guys gets really mad and stands up. I’m not sure of what but they both leave the room and I follow to see what they’re going to do because I feel they’re headed to my roommates room and I want them to leave. Freddy is here now and he’s mad and wants me to make everybody leave and takes me to his room where he thinks the guy is but when I go in he’s not here and I believe he turned into a broken down cardboard box. I show Freddy this. We go to the outside balcony and see the people down in the parking lot leaving but now there are more people around. I’m getting mad and am freaking out so I start to spit on the people below. I can’t seem to spit far enough so I spit in my hand and throw it at the people. Now the people are back and I have to fight them. I now have a sword or katana blade and I’m going to town on these people. I jump down the balcony and am just hacking away and stabbing people. The problem is, is that I should be cutting people in half but the people aren’t being hurt at all. There's no effect and these people seem to be mocking me because I can't hurt them. This is freaking me out so I decide to make a run for it. I run out of my apartment complex and out to the Esplanade. I ditch the people but come across some people who are wearing running shirts with numbers on them. Two of the guys in this group decide to chase after me. One is wearing a red shirt and the other a blue one. I can keep the people about 10 feet behind me no matter how fast I run. I gain awareness here because I’m running and instead of controlling the dream I just try to run faster to ditch these people but this doesn’t help at all. I think to myself that my legs are going to be tired after waking from all this running. I decide to turn the opposite way and run right past these people and it works right away because they just run past me and they turn down a different road. I see a side road I can take and think I can ditch them down that road. I look back and see that they’ve turned around an are back after me. I run down the road a little and decide I should hide before they can see me again and I dive feet first as if sliding into second base into a yard behind a truck and this is when I realize it’s night time. I think I should try to jump the fence leading to the backyard but I don’t. This is when I realize that hiding won’t help because they can sense me and will be finding me any second so I decide to abort and wake myself up.
When I wake I feel intense emotion from this dream. I almost fall right back to sleep to go back into the dream to resolve it but decide if I do this I won't be able to record this dream with as much accuracy. I'm not sure of what this dream is about but the servant part is very weird for me. I get the feeling he may be from a past life of mine. It really felt like that upon waking.
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 7, 2005 5:23:55 GMT -5
9/6/05 recorded at 2pm. This is the LD I have after I go to work but find out I'm not supposed to work till 3pm. I come home and go back to sleep after being awake for about 2-3 hours.
I’m in some kind of mall and I go into a movie rental place. I walk towards the back trying to find the x-box games. I see where they are and there are people all around. There’s these three kids that I think I say something to. I become aware and lucid but on sort of a low level. I grab a game and something else and begin to run through the store. An employee begins to chase me and I tell him I haven’t done anything wrong yet because I haven’t left the store. Right before getting to the front doors I throw the stuff I took in and keep running out. I run and walk through this mall till I get to a big room that has a skate park in it along with a shooting baskets. There’s lots of people in here and there’s like food places too. I consider shooting hoops but decide to go over to the skate park area which is like a big bowl with a few ramps in it. There’s skateboards that are in position sitting on the edge of the bowl ready for some one to drop in on. It’s like they should be falling into the bowl with no one having their foot on them. I want to drop in but am scared. One kid comes up and drops in and has to swerve to not hit this metal pipe that’s in the bowl I believe there so people can ollie over it. I think it’s kind of a stupid place to put it. I decide to take a board assuming someone’s going to come after me for taking it but instead someone says that the board is Jacobs (not sure If this is the right name) and tells me to take a different ones but I take it anyways. I skate it towards where the basketball half court is and there’s a little ramp I try to ollie off of but I fall off the board. I leave the way I came in and One of the skaters (probably Jacob) comes after me. This makes me happy that I can cause some fun drama plus that I can skate through the mall like I know I’m not supposed to do. I skate through and eventually get the other side where I was at earlier and I turn the skate board sideways sliding to a halt before getting to some double glass doors to what seems to lead to the administration part of the mall. I go into here and find a door exiting the mall. I believe the kid is still after me and I skate out of here but eventually forget I am being chased. I skate around and the looks of where I’m at feels like a place I’ve never been I see people walking around. I think of the book at of dreaming and try to take quick glances around at everything so not to lose the clarity but I don’t think it matters how long I look at things because the clarity is remaining great no matter what I do. I see a big building that looks sort of like a church or very old library or something and I walk up the steps to it. It’s very dark here and it’s very hard to see the door. I think to myself that the door is most likely locked but tell myself that if it is I’ll just walk through the door. After I get to the door I feel it’s so dark I’m going to lose the dream so I turn to g back down the stairs. I believe this is when I lose the dreamscape because I think about losing it but I believe I gain it right back. Now I’m not sure whether I’m still on the skateboard but I’m mobbing like on 4th street heading past the parking structure area and arriving onto Broadway. Once again I think of the book and take quick glances at things. I see a tree or bush that has leaves at arm level and as I pass my then I reach my hand out and lightly touch the leaves as I skate by. This is the first time that I feel I’m actually in Chico but where the central park is it looks totally different than normal (It actually is in the process of being developed). This is when I remember to look at the trees to see there aura’s and energy’s. I look around at all the beautiful trees and soft focus my eyes. Instantly I see a glow around all the trees though I focus more on just one. My dreamscape begins to fade on me.
Not sure but I believe the dream ends here. I think I lose the dreamscape several times and end up in SP but am able to easily wait it out till I arrive back into another dreamscape and gain lucidity instantly. I’m not sure if this next part was before or after all of what I just wrote. It’s hard to tell because of coming out of the dreamscape and then back into it several times. I’m going to call it all one LD for now.
I’m somewhere it seems around downtown Chico and I just become lucid out of nowhere. I believe maybe running makes me lucid. I believe I’m around the Wall street area just outside of downtown. I’m on some steps leading to some building and I walk down and want to start running but I stop myself. I remember to look to see what time of day it is and it’s day but seems to be a little dark. I look at the sky and it’s a dark blue like it’s early morning. I look at the road and it’s wet as if it had just rained. I begin to walk towards downtown.
For some reason running in dreams makes me aware and I become lucid.
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Post by nani on Sept 7, 2005 11:51:49 GMT -5
wow what dreams and what clarity, lucidity-amazing!!! The first (servant) dream is really something special, probably you are right with the past-life-theory. Sometimes I feel that certain things we`ve experienced (in this or previous lives) just does come up again in dreams so that we can digest them again and entirely. Still I do think that as long as we run away of something in dreams we did not yet work that out, digest it or forgive it or however we most positively "should" respond to it. This I feel is expressed in your sentence: "..This is when I realize that hiding won’t help because they can sense me.." I can not explain well, but for me generally this weird- and nightmare like dream contents do represent inner aspects of us (may they be remains of other incarnations or from this life) which are still not integrated, not yet understood and not yet made friends with. But though I think anyways what ever bad happens in a dream its a good thing, either to just train to bear it, which is a relieve itself or to change it into something positive! Me myself I could change such occurences rarely, especially because Im not lucid, but I`ve had similar situations in which I suddenly turned around instead of running away - and this already was a solution. But you as you are so well doing in LDs, you should have much more possibility to relieve such "old patterns" or old experiences by deciding to turn around to these people and ask what they want and who they are. Surely you have done this already in other LDs. Did you? And when you`ve asked your dream-persons - how did you feel afterwards in comparison to the (horrible) LDs when you didnt ask, like in this (servant) dream. Here the solution was just to awake (which btw for me is difficult enough lol and I first of all have to learn this, to just awake when I want to). Hmm sorry Im just talking abstract, surely I dont have truly helpful things to say, but its just very interesting. Have to leave now fast but later on it would be very interesting to speak about the "servant" which, if he was not a past-life-person, is a meaningful symbol. lgn
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Post by existenceisadream on Sept 8, 2005 3:51:03 GMT -5
Thanks for the reply Nani. It's weird but upon waking I really felt that the servant was from a past life but I don't have any experience with past life exploration. Very interesting though. I just know I got so mad at him when I had the flash back and had to leave. Plus I was getting mad at him because I thought he was stealing my weed lol. I really wanted to go back into the dream to resolve what had just happened but the only thing that really stopped me was that I wanted to record the dream so I could get all the detail in it. Normally when I go right back into the dream I have a hard time seperating the dreams. I'll get them mixed up.
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