Post by serenitygarden on Jun 28, 2006 20:49:46 GMT -5
It was a few years ago. I had really begun to see a lot of weird shit around me.
At night, there was this one specific guy that would come when I was almost asleep. He scared the hell out of me.
Because I could see him coming like a translucent ghost and feel him getting on me. He looked sorta silvery/blue with really long arms and legs, he was the same shape as a man otherwise though. He'd come when I was almost asleep and lay on me and like hold me down.
It felt sometimes like he was wanting to rape me, i know that sounds weird, but that was the feeling I got.
It got to the point where I was sleping with every light in the house on
and staying awake as long as I could afraid to go to sleep, knowing he would come.
At first he would just come when I was alone, but after a while even started showing my when my bf was there.
My bf said that he could tell soemthign was happening because my braething changed. But otherwise I didn't look any different. Sometimes he'd have to shake me, to wake me up and make him go away.
To me what it felt like was that someone was on top of me and I coulndt move or breathe. Felt like I was trying to scream but nothing was coming out.
There was a point, back then when he came into my room every night for five nights straight. Each time hed hold me down, and i could feel his body on me his legs on my legs and his hands around my wrists.
At this point, after about 4 nights of it, I had told a freind of mine, cuz i thought I was going crazy. It was suggested that I was making all this up in my head, perhaps just a dream, maybe just sleep paralysis.
The next night, the fifth in a row, when he came he was very forceful and i was getting braver. We fought and i told him to "fuck off and leave me alone" as loud as I could with my mind. He left after some struggle and I thought perhaps I had won, he had gotten the msg.
The next morning, I woke up with bruises all over my wrists. They looked exactly like finger marks. Right where it felt like he was holding me.
I showed my friend then and thats when we knew that I wasn't imaginin this guy. He was real.
He didnt come back that night. And so I thought i Had gotten rid of him. I was very relieved but still reluctant to go to sleep. Still left all the lights on in the house.
On the seventh nihgt of that week, tho he came back.
And he was extremely forceful I was scared shitless.
I couldnt breathe, couldnt move couldnt scream. Felt like i was going to die.
Suddenly though, somethin came over me, a calm. An idea.
I knew that he didnt want to hurt me, somehow. I knew he wanted something from me though. So I asked him with my mind "what do you want? What do you want?"
And to my surprise he let go of me, stood by my bed, kind of kneeled and said to me "Help me, help me"
Right at that moment, w/o even thinking I knew what he wanted and what he needed help with. So I made up my mind to help him.
He faded away, kind of got smaller and I never saw him again after that.
Phew!
At night, there was this one specific guy that would come when I was almost asleep. He scared the hell out of me.
Because I could see him coming like a translucent ghost and feel him getting on me. He looked sorta silvery/blue with really long arms and legs, he was the same shape as a man otherwise though. He'd come when I was almost asleep and lay on me and like hold me down.
It felt sometimes like he was wanting to rape me, i know that sounds weird, but that was the feeling I got.
It got to the point where I was sleping with every light in the house on
and staying awake as long as I could afraid to go to sleep, knowing he would come.
At first he would just come when I was alone, but after a while even started showing my when my bf was there.
My bf said that he could tell soemthign was happening because my braething changed. But otherwise I didn't look any different. Sometimes he'd have to shake me, to wake me up and make him go away.
To me what it felt like was that someone was on top of me and I coulndt move or breathe. Felt like I was trying to scream but nothing was coming out.
There was a point, back then when he came into my room every night for five nights straight. Each time hed hold me down, and i could feel his body on me his legs on my legs and his hands around my wrists.
At this point, after about 4 nights of it, I had told a freind of mine, cuz i thought I was going crazy. It was suggested that I was making all this up in my head, perhaps just a dream, maybe just sleep paralysis.
The next night, the fifth in a row, when he came he was very forceful and i was getting braver. We fought and i told him to "fuck off and leave me alone" as loud as I could with my mind. He left after some struggle and I thought perhaps I had won, he had gotten the msg.
The next morning, I woke up with bruises all over my wrists. They looked exactly like finger marks. Right where it felt like he was holding me.
I showed my friend then and thats when we knew that I wasn't imaginin this guy. He was real.
He didnt come back that night. And so I thought i Had gotten rid of him. I was very relieved but still reluctant to go to sleep. Still left all the lights on in the house.
On the seventh nihgt of that week, tho he came back.
And he was extremely forceful I was scared shitless.
I couldnt breathe, couldnt move couldnt scream. Felt like i was going to die.
Suddenly though, somethin came over me, a calm. An idea.
I knew that he didnt want to hurt me, somehow. I knew he wanted something from me though. So I asked him with my mind "what do you want? What do you want?"
And to my surprise he let go of me, stood by my bed, kind of kneeled and said to me "Help me, help me"
Right at that moment, w/o even thinking I knew what he wanted and what he needed help with. So I made up my mind to help him.
He faded away, kind of got smaller and I never saw him again after that.
Phew!
It is not polite to pin someone down when all you want is help.. 
