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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 17:48:47 GMT -5
Asked for clarification of what I should follow at this time and drew the King of Wands.
I see someone in power, but he doesn't look happy. He looks lost and sad. He sitting in a pose as that is to be expected. The wand is being held loosely...just resting in his hand. Looking or searching for someone or something (like in a crowd). Regal yet unsure.
Hmmm...not really sure if this still clarifies things...lol...it seems everything I am pulling is not very good. Maybe I'm just going through a bad period. I have a lot to figure out in my life, but I have put it all aside for now. It is not the time to deal with certain things. Until that time, I am busy becoming prepared for the day(s) that I know will come. Making myself stronger to be able to handle the confusion I've been dealing with and now putting aside.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 17:55:42 GMT -5
hmm interesting, you pulled a court card..usually this is a person in your life or soon will be, If this is a man in your life, at this time, perhaps the cards are telling you to be careful of this person taking advantge of you in some way.. if this is not a man, it can indicate your actions at this time, and your behavior and thought patterns that are similiar to a wand(adventurous,egotistical,selfindulgent,selfconfident,an attitude that gets things done the way they want them to..,does this make any sense at all?? lol let me know if Im on to something here.. because if this is what you should follow(king of wands) perhaps it is the postive trait within him , which is going after what you want untill you get it..,admoration,adventurous,...if it is a person in your life, this person will effect you in some way..
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 18:16:19 GMT -5
I think it has to do with a man. An ex that has been back in my life for the last 6-8 months or so and brings a lot of confusion. Though I do not think the confusion is coming from him trying to take advantage of me. I think it is stemming more from my own confusion about what to do about the situation in general since I've been in love with him for over 14 years and feel a deep soul connection with him. I think that though it does have to do with a man, the second explanation you gave of my own actions, behavior and thought patterns seem to fit better to what is going on at this time. I have to be careful not to make myself my own worst enemy. Lots of internal conflict.
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 18:18:38 GMT -5
I also think this is reflecting in my current dreams. So I am getting it from both the tarot cards and the dreams.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 18:27:03 GMT -5
anise,Im happy to help ya out in any way I can..If I may ask when was your lover born? also Im glad you are making sense of the cards..and yes of course they go with your dreams as well..together they should both help you on an internal/external level..the cards almost always go strait to what we are feeling and struggling with at the time..they show us our fears and hopes as well as dreams..Im sure things will turn out for you.. I think that tarot can help you bring things out in the open with yourself in order to understand yourself more and what is really going on inside..
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 18:52:19 GMT -5
My ex was born 9/29/1969 Mine is 6/28/1972 My husband is 3/20/1963
Therein lies the internal conflict...the husband and the children....and a very long story, which I am sure the cards and dreams are giving clues to as I go...lol. Maybe by the time I am ready to take care of the situation, the cards and dreams will help me figure it all out.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 19:40:55 GMT -5
from what I can see is that your husband is the one causing problems,strife, axiety here..not the other man..but you are being pulled in many directions I would suggest a time out from everyone, if that is possible, I think it would help you..at least it helps me.. usually decisions make themselves in time..and perhaps putting your energies in things you enjoy for yourself would help also.. I see wasted energy here too..wasted, meaning you feel helpless..but ya know I feel this way alot myself and I think its the people around us that suck your energy dry and give nothing in return..well I wish you luck and Im sure youll be fine..I see strength in you..your a tough woman!
Ill have to check up on those numbers for you to get more indepth ..
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 19:51:59 GMT -5
Thank you, Lilac! I think you are absolutely correct in your analysis! My husband tends to suck my energy dry. A very anxious character and I tend to feel things deeply. I am at this time giving myself the opportunity to do what I need to before taking care of the situation. That is why I am going back to school in January to finish my degree. And also working out my own self-discovery. I look forward to hearing what you find out if you are able to check into the numbers more fully.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 20:28:00 GMT -5
your welcome and Im always here if you need an ear!! absolutley ill see what I can find in the numbers for you!! Im going to be putting up more info for the cards..such as the astrological signs and numbers asociated with the tarot..
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 20:45:24 GMT -5
okay this is what I found for you ex- 9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful they need to build a loving foundation.
in the Tarot 9 is the Hermit..this person is a natural teacher as well..virgo is associated with 9's..
your husband- 6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their emotions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot. The lovers in the Tarot..also known as Gemini in astology
and you ha no wonder you have such strength..you are in 8..in tarot 8 is the strength card. 8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grandiose plans and like to live the good life. They are take charge people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to base their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want.
okay first of all I see a problem here, you and your husband are both waters signs,these signs are very emotional..and usually have to be nurtured or accepted in some way that makes them feel appreciated.. perhaps you both are overly emotional,..Im wondering though since your husband is on the border of pisces he may have fire in him..he may have both water and fire and fire perhaps dominates in his personality..causing him to ignore his own emotions and just act when he pleases..hmm..interesting.. also your ex is a air sign a libra..so the balance between you and him are easily matched due to you being a water sign(emotional) and him air(mental)...Im gonna post about signs and tarot soon so you can get a better feel of your cards and what they are saying to you, hope this is helpful!
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 20:51:40 GMT -5
This has been extremely helpful, Lilac! Thank you very much! I think you have it exactly right as it sounds very much like us.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 4, 2005 21:22:27 GMT -5
does it really? great!!! Im happy my intuition is doing some good! I posted a few court card charts for you to learn..but we will be going over every court card in depth..I think we will start with the major arcana and go from there once everyone gets their decks they want to use.
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Post by Anise on Dec 4, 2005 22:16:32 GMT -5
To me it seems these two are butting heads. One wants to take care of the other and the other wants to be in charge and be for free to make their own decisions.
Whereas the "ex" is able to blend and fit in where ever he sees he fits best. It seems that he can do either, take charge or lay back and let someone else take charge.
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Post by andin on Dec 4, 2005 23:37:22 GMT -5
Yes, that is true, but here is the other way where we can butt heads. Though I enjoy being the boss in the relationship/house (and everyone knows I am...lol) sometimes it is nice not to be the only one making the decisions. I also want to make decisions for myself, but for the family it is nice to at times sit back and relax (yeah right!). My husband is indecisive and rules by his emotions. He also needs constant advice/direction with issues. He also analyzes things too much (especially analyzing me)...drives me nuts.
The ex knows how to give and take. He is comfortable making decisions or letting others make them. But he knows who he is and makes no apologies for it.
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Post by andin on Dec 5, 2005 10:07:27 GMT -5
Asked "what should I follow at this time" and drew The High Priestess.
Tells me to follow my instincts. I am on the right path. One column dark--one light maybe meaning there are two sides to choose from or two paths to go. I like the symbol of the moon at her feet as I feel I am a child of the moon...very drawn to the moon. I feel that means I accomplished that knowledge. I'm getting nothing else from it right now. I think I'll look at it more later or pull another card later in the day.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 5, 2005 14:24:20 GMT -5
thats funny you say yiou are drawn to the moon, because the moon rules your zodiac sign lol and in fact your dreams probably show you more than you need to know about your life and what is to come, your sign is great at feelings and intuiton..following what is true within..you know what is true and what do do your intincts will tell you so, and your dreams as well.
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Post by andin on Dec 5, 2005 15:52:38 GMT -5
Yes, I thought that was interesting about the moon. I had always felt drawn to it...I could stare at it for hours if I had the time..lol. But I was not aware that the moon ruled cancer until earlier this year. Yeah my dreams probably show me more than what I need to follow in my life, but my problem is that I get very unsure of my own interpretation of my dreams and tarot readings. I am still new at interpreting both of them so I get uneasy whether I am interpreting it a certain way because that's what I want them to say or what I need to pay attention to. I usually just go with my intuition. A lot of times things just pop into my head when I am reading something...sometimes right away and sometimes I have to read it 2 or 3 times. I really appreciate it when you give me a little nudge and ask me what I think something means (like you did in my dream journal post) because it really makes me look at it and try to figure it out, but I still feel unsure of my own intuition sometimes. That reminds me that I have to put my new dream into my dream journal post....hehe.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Dec 5, 2005 16:00:18 GMT -5
your welcome andin, and I think its cool your trying to learn your dreams and the cards, together I think they can make great sense..learning your dreams is an excellent way of discovering yourself..I think your doing a wonderful job and your on the right track for sure..
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Post by section8 on Dec 5, 2005 19:13:44 GMT -5
Woa I missed alot lol.
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Post by andin on Dec 5, 2005 19:21:09 GMT -5
Oh...I just tend to blab a lot...lol.
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