positions of awareness

[petal]

reality is a position of awareness. what one is aware of is what they meet in alignment. a person is a position of awareness also, and that person is met to the seer as also existing within their position of awareness. what i mean is that when i meet a person i am aware of what that person is, at that moment. in essence a person with awareness is not seperate from anything they are aware of, what exists is one inseperable unit - perception and awareness. only seperated for description, and communication. now actions a being performs can become habituated in manner that is to perform in that specific awareness. which means that every action performed has intent within it, to be performed not only for the desired outcome, but also for the world it is being performed in. awareness of the actions one performs enhances the awareness of freedom. shamans discovered, and this can be seen as an 'action reaction' unfolding, that when a being performs actions with 'altered' energies (awareness), or intent, or perform actions for no reason whatsoever that the position of awareness becomes more fluid. the actions being performed no longer fit into the awareness previously held, and the result, or reaction is naturally altered. martial artists have observed that every action one performs is a reflection of our inner state. it is not limited to this either, the inner state of our being, our inner awareness that is projected in our actions, also aligns to the infinite, and positions us accordingly to our state of intent. here is the 'law of attraction', which are not words, but a desrciption built from an understanding of an absract nature, in this case an awareness of travel. sorcerers developed from this observation a system of behaviour called stalking awareness. though stalking is a large area of awareness in itself a key point is self-awareness at all times. this knowledge led dreamers to realise that by placing awareness on their internal self they could rearrange what they held in focus, and dump away what they did not want to meet at that time. by positioning internal awareness this way allows the dreamer to 'set-up' their 'future' unfolding moment, simply by walking out into the awareness they are keeping in focus. hence many many different 'gaits', or ways of walking set-up to bridge the being into the world. a walk for different worlds, tho its not needed is an excercise in controlled awareness. any beings encountered, perceptions seen, actions observed, etc, are all met from this internal state of awareness. every action, feeling, thought, etc is a result of the position of awareness right now, and thus anyone a seer meets within their awareness, acts from that position. it can be seen then that we observe judgements of people, and reality, and that reality and people then act out from that position of judgement without exception. in reality there is no future, it simply doesn't exist because all that exists is right now. now is the point of creation's unfolding, and what unfolds from now, is whatever is in awareness, and the expectations that follow. so suspending judgment, is to suspend time itself. to suspend judgement on anything does stop time, and what then occurs is the new unfolding alignment of time, the new judgement that takes its place, or the new interpretation system that is met in awareness. when the judgement of reality dissappears, that reality dissappears, because the energies that weere invested within it, have failed to maintain the form. the energes become unlocked and very naturally, according to the intent of our body, reallign themselves. its a natural direction of our intent's path. a natural example i can give is when a newly awakened being, one who has religious awareness, suspends judgment on a person, realising at that moment that reality is a hoax or a dream, and realsing freedom, may very likely witness their friend with the same awareness, that of an angel, perhaps the manifestation of saint peter, ect ect, you get the point. the new direction taken is a result of our awareness and intent. their are so many positions of awareness i can not fathom. personally i am interested in one position, and though i see other alignments i am mainly interested in one. it has been called awareness of the dreaming position. i find it amazing that we can use words and desriptions, to position ourselves from them. alligning to helpful scouts of awareness. at times i find i am a scout, pulling others with my awareness, and at times i find myself a fool being pulled by the new awareness encountered. when i am a fool, my ego has been dissolved, what i know has been shattered or proven 'wrong' by another state of awareness. at this point i realise i am alone within my awareness, alone with creation. i find at times nothing sweeter then realising i am a baby in an aware and awake world, that is creation. i think it is an accomplishment to obtain and maintain the joy of infinity. now what the hell am i talking about anyways, and who am i talking to? whew.

[petal]

Infinite history.
how can i talk of this!!?

well my body, the body of awareness, encompasses 'two sides'
the known 'side' and the unknown 'side'
in actuality the sides are one
meaning that both the unknown and the known
are within perception right now
occuring right now
the unknown is simply not focused on and thus not comprehended
understood.. interpreted
so it is not 'registered' within perception
even tho it is there, it needs to be acknowledged
then converted into the known awareness
now as i examine my past awareness
my entire life that is past
i see that the awareness i have become aware of was always there in my field
i can't explain easily where i am going next in my text...
however seeing creation.. creation occurs right now always
even when we are re-examining our past
we are still in the moment NOW, with creation.. the past
with the awareness and the direction we are looking to
creating
everything i become aware of i can remember in my past
basically what i am saying is that i dream the past
a dream occuring now
with the observation and awareness that i possess now

[petal]

I have a responsibility for being in this moment right now. I am aware of what is around me because I can listen, and that is all it takes. It is not a matter of believing, it is a matter of having to believe. I always believe in something, and whatever that something is, is there. Programming the moment of reality starts by listeing to what is in attention, initially the moment is pre-programmed, meaning it in unfolding already, because of what has been habituatedly formed into attention. When I walk to the store to get a drink of pepsi i know the store i am going to, and the parameters of what that store is. As soon as I waver from that belief anything can happen. I then go out to get a pepsi and now I don't know what the people are inside of the store, or what they are aware of, or what they see. Everything in the world has been given to me with a value attached to it, an interpretation of what to expect. Claiming responsibility for myself, through acceting that reality is an interpretation, a value given in dreaming to manifest a projected form, means that I can alter the values within my dream. As soon as I realise that a certain value is not locked or is much more that I have come to realise, then I have already started to reform my energies, and can await the shapeshifting, or redeployment of the energy encased in that value, or belief. Belief is a funny word, it already suggests more than 'what is seen'. Belief is open, meaning that it already is not 'for sure'. After a time of seein gthe changes manifest, the values redeployed, one gains confidence of infinity, or rather they develop their dreaming attention. The definition of belief is altered now, and becomes knowingness. Since the dreaming values have been given to us already by the people, teachers, and various attention around us, our dreaming attention becomes naturally hooked to the fellow man's dreaming positions. Already learned is the ability to pass information and perception on to others, and from others to ourself. What is learnt next is the ability to unhook, or detach, from other's dreams. This ability is learnt alone naturally, although help can be offered from distant dreaming positions, or distant values from detahced teachers or beings. However no matter the help, the ability to detach is learnt alone, and must be so. Convincing is a huge part, once one is convinved of the other dreaming positions, then the gate is open to venture into the unknown alignments, creating for oneself their interpretations. Alone we already are, and are always. Sooner or later, through examination of our connections, our actions in life, our acceptances, and experiences, one begins to see that it was and is always their intent, their choice. Perhaps the choice was made for you, while you were simply unaware of choice, yet looking in the past will stilll show that as the choice was made, reality conformed to fit that choice(convincing). This is what sorcerer's have called the recapitulation, an examination of the past in order to witness our intent, as it was made throughout life. Any alteration of belief, is met as a change in reality, this is simply true.

The word 'gaze' had been given as description of our dreaming eyes, the intent within the eyes, or the direction one is looking to, now, that unfolds reality's expereince. A dreamer develops their gaze, and as the gaze upon something with their dreaming attention, that something changes forms, before the eyes. A dreamer learns control through the practice of glancing at the items of their dream, using their dreaming attention, which is fluid. The object changes form, changes values, interpretation, and then the dreamer moves on to another item, and then back to the initial item, and initial form. I sometimes gaze at the skies(i am an indulger in the skies) and as i gaze the directions changes intitially, and then the values of what theskies are chages. I then see the skies are spirits flownig into pictures, and they are spirits, with volitoin of their own, and forms of their own. Then I see that they are projecting messages, in picture form, depending on what is in my attention, helping me to heal or to learn, or make decisions. Then I see that the sky is nothing I thought it was, and it becomes a plate in the sky, that projects pictures on it, like above that plate is Acadia, or some land, or an alien ship, or holographic holodeck. Maybe i was kidnapped, or maybe I am being observed and studyed, and am never really moving anywhere, but am simply in a small room that prjects my ideas on the 'wall'. Not far from any truth here, and you see what I mean. Then no matter how far I go, I return to the initial form, and then the skies are clouds again, moving in the wind with pressure systems and such. At t8imes it has taken me years to return. The intital change in the values, as you can see, can 'leak' into the other items in the dream. For example if I stay for awhile believing I am on an alien ship, then naturally when I go to the store for my pepsi, I will encounter alien beings, that fit that interpretation and speak from that position of awareness. And as i venture further into that world, dreaming with my dreaming attenmtion, then the interpretation grows bigger and bigger as I learn of that aliens and the ship, and the purpose etc. Now I am building a dreaming position, that is real as any, and exists like everything. The act of venturing into the position and developing it further, is the art of stalking awareness. Whereas the art of entering into that position intitially, as a new position, or one I have already become aware o, is the art of dreaming. Really they are one and the same, connected and equally important, one does not exist without the other, and both are always practiced.

Programming the moment at hand, is always at the fingertips, meaning ttha treality is always now, and is always an interpretation that is accepted and seen now. Whatever is occuring in perception, can be met inside to match the realisation of dreaming, and altering what is unfolding. hmm how do i explain. The police are at the door and want to arrest me, I panic, and hide, and I hear them yelling my name, saying I know you are in there, the yenter into the house and begin exploring for me. I focus inside, away from my helpless panic, and listen to the knowlede that i know, that I am dreaming still. I know that reality hears me, and conforms to my interpretation, and so I listen and the Police are now dreaming police. They are no longer in the house, and never were, they are at the door, being very poilte. I have given them my knowledge as well, of dreaming, and they say thank you for your time Derek. I listen inside to the idea of leaving, which is an energetic reaction, I just think of what I would feel if I wanted to leave, and I listen for that, and they say well i guess Im gonna leave. Reality, is a joke. Just to make sure I dissapppear and become invisable. I walk outside and start sliding on the ground, as if my feet are rollerskates that slide every which way. I focus to an ite of the dream, a tree, and start to roll to it. wierd. just an example.

Further in stalking, is the use of dialogue within the dream, the words being spoken around me. In a normal setting, in the past, I had made a value that stated words and things were unimportant, and so naturally i didn't listen very closely to what was being said. In red positions of awareness, I realised that harmful things were being said, and in blue I realised that healing things were being said, in gold I realise that incredible knowledges were being spilled, and I realised that everything said was dependent on my position of focus, or attention. Wherever I 'am at' in life, and my intent in direction, my purpose, everything said is speaking to me. Red may hurt and offer bad directions that I know, whereas gold or amber, would be speaking what I know that i need to hear and listen to. I realised that focusing inside myself on a question and then directing my ears to the sounds, aligns to me thhe answers I intend to here, no matter where I am. I learned then that i do not need to align to red anymore, and that was merely a habituated fear in alignment, still intended but not controlled. I realised that the dialuge in dreaming awareness, was direct an now occuring, and that no matter appeared to be on the surface, dsay a normal conversation between two elderly people having a cup a joe, what hey were saying was still alien, absract, and somehow was still being said to me, about what was taking place inside me. I found i could listen to hear them inside me, as if they were them, or I could listen to hear that they are speaking to me. I learnt that the intent of listening was dreaming attention of sounds alignment. Any idea I then become convinced of, then aligns to my position, and I begin to hear the result of that idea. I was not merely limited to 'speaking to God in things', i can speak to anything at anytime i want. Or i can listen to scouts, that are outside of my dream, far off, in some distant inconcisveable place. Somehow the messages of thair awarenes, can still be met in my dream, and by listening to that way, I could allow the osunds, or dialgue to slowly bridge us together, and afterawhile the sounds change my awareness, and I meet them. So Basically I realised that sound, just as images, or anything is infinite. And that the direction we listen is the direction we recieve. Listening with intent, at that point, became important, and no longer was anything mundane, or simple. The responsibility is great. I learnt also that I can listen to everything within myself, manifesting into the dream scenery. As if reality is a narrotor acting out my position of awareness. and that by focusing on a negative feeling, would make soeone cry, or by feeling joy, children would laugh. or.. on and on. This responsibility led me to control my awareness to the highest I could concieve of, controllingmy focus on dreaimng knowledges, and allowing the knowledge to spill out into the minds of the dream. waking people up is what I perceived myself doing. Once I realise that everyone in my dream is aware of my attention, and my feelings and everything, I realised I was a fool again, and that i always was. I was the one who did not know, and they were the ones that were merely acting, and waiting for me to catch on. They are all amazing dreamers I realised, and so as I practice my gaiting abilities, walking down the street, I meet other gaiters, in a world for practicing gaiting, and they are great gaiters, and I am a fool. and so on.

The bottom line here, is that the gaze is a programing inside our eyes, which are not really eyes at all, but perception. By focusing the gaze in a direction, makes that direction align to the eyes. and so if i think people are stupid and unaware, i meet them in my eyes, and if I think the same people are dreamers and have something to share, then i listen and meet that. sometimes, I wait a minute, while I hold the idea in my attention, and my intent is always met, and when it is I see it as my intent. and it is a knowingness, that builds in intensity and boom, its there, and I know it. its always there. At times I have found myself in judgements of reality, like stupid people, and yet i know they are not stupid, and they say then 'i am not stupid ya know' and the we laugh, alone.

[petal]

'Stalking' people using the knowledge of alignment.

People are wonderful souls, spectaculer creations, marvelous beings, hollow creatures, and soooo much more.
They are the perceptual manifestation, in alignment like a mirror.

Whatever it is you believe people to be that is what they are, or what you'll see.
And at the same time, always, they are also everything else.
Thus what we believe people to be, is a lie.
Whats true is that people are a creation that is aligned to.
Knowing that alignment is true, means that one can believe that people are anything one wants them to be, or discover that they are.
The images, or forms of man, mean that creation can interact and be aware of each other, so that one can experience creation as awareness.
What one becomes aware of, is then aligned to, and experienced as 'perceptions', or actions.
The action-reaction, is the result of awareness and perception.
Which has been called alignment, within the all encompassing form that is there at every moment.

And so by seeking an alignment one merely sustains an idea of that person, and meets the idea they are holding in awareness.

By holding an alignment in awareness, and meeting that alignment, one is commanding the moment of reality's 'unfolding', to an already known dreaming position.

Flowing with the moment to meet an unknown aligment of reality, in this case beings, one flows and allows to slip in - the idea of unknown presence... which then unfolds naturally, and is meet as awareness entering into attention, being observed. in the case of unknown alignments, the position of awareness upon entering into the unknown is fear and awe, excitement and sobriety, alertness, and preperation for death!!!

Reality in the blink of every eye, you are someone else and I am still right here.. Thank you for this moment, I will always remember it. Love to you!! Right now, before you disappear!

[petal]

people, reality, animals, everything is equal!
its like i came here to build a relationship with creation.
and now is always creation, and the relationship is always now.

[petal]

I am in a position of awareness that integrates the knowledges and awareness' I have encountered, into rationality. Moving between position of awareness', the silent knowledge of awareness to the position of rationality. Shamans have been coined intermediaries between the otherworlds and the human world, integrating and weaving the world with their awareness. I don't call myself a shaman, or an intermediary, as I have become aware that there is never 'going back'. However.. I can still allow my position of awareness to open doors into the dreams of people and other awareness' in order to convey understanding in the ways the other beings convey awareness, so we can commuincate the same language(sound silly huh?) which can be different for diffferent forms. i don't really know much of all the awareness' that are out there, just some. I don't think i could become aware of all the many forms created since the time itself is all encompassing and infinite. I can only journey and learn, and integrate. Maybe I can smultainuosly become aware of every entity out there, and I have focused my gaze in that direction, and what I saw I turned away form, atleast at that time.. maybe some other time.. hehe

The position of creation is where I started. And from this position I learned that I create reality as I become aware of it, and as I become aware of it, it then unfolds from my awareness. I saw that it wasn't merely observation, observing reality as it was handed to me, meaning that whatever 'unfolding occurance' was happening did not have to trap my attention until the result, I learned through witnessing that there is choice and it is mine. Afterall, there are incredible things in the human form, and among those awareness' is conception, creation, impermenance and permenance too. So many ideas are already concieved of from this point on. Hooking attention to any idea, allows it to manifest into awareness. Hooking attention to the source, to creation, is to become aware that we are creators, creating the world around us. Its been called the big bang, and attraction.

An interesting awareness stemming from creation unfolding now, fluid, and using that awareness to destin or devine a path, using the direct unfolding of attention now, to align to the destined outcome. i call it a 'devine position'. Here I can allow my moment around me to align my senses, my lines of attention(my body), to synchronicity that is devining, at that time, what i am pondering. meaning that every sound and every sight, word, action number etc, is devining to the path I am pondering. I can then focus on a person, or purpose, a world of awareness, or anything i wish to devine, and allow the moment to manifest the answers, or the outcomes based from that idea. That formation of attention in that position looking to another position. Kind of like saying if i were to go to 'this place' with this idea n mind, and these feelings, (which is really this position of awareness) what would be the outcome? then whatever is falling into my senses(aligning into perception) is aligned to present the outcome. If the outcome is undesired I can alter my energies and judgements, and look again to see what would happen then. It is strange alignment using creation and time. Its not needed really, because the outcome is already in attention, or it would not be being met in perception(meaning I dont need to see the result affirmed in reality to know the result that unfolds from inside myself, created by me), however I enjoy it because it is great bodily energy work, that is met in perception. Also the 'problem' with using the world and body as tools for divination is the awareness that shows directly we create reality now. To devine a future is to pass now, realising the future is to miss the moment unfolding right now. It places attention in the future and not on whats around us, our freedom now. Freedom is now, not in the future. On a path to a specific outcome, manifests the actions on/towards that path'goal, and so it can limit the ways out of that path. Lucky however that humans have impermenance, and redirection, choice, and so one can at any time alter their path, and change their decisions. still fun tho, and I practice myfreedom in many ways, this is one of them!

[petal]

i see it..

like this...

life is like.....

dreaming with creation.

cohesion on awareness....

within..

infinite dimension........

fluid awareness flowing...

in position, inter-beingness..

cohesion on awareness...

knowingness.

~ninjastylz.

[petal]

sweet angel maker
beauty makes us into angels

[petal]

in observation of great awareness' in dreaming, is learned the ability to hook onto 'another's' awareness current, in seeing the direction of that awareness, the individual essence, at that time, that is patterned within their configuration of intents, within that said moment/being. This being so, these beings, see not just one truth, but can ride between the many. And so riding the current of another, allows becoming, mergence. then the interbeingness that is between all the individual aspects of awareness, allows the being to again become 'inter-being', detached from the truth of the last moment in awareness. this way of experienceing the seperat aspects of awreness, individually, and then moving into interbeingsness, is a way that is hypocrytical. it is to temporarily enter into someone else's way, to become merged with that way, while still remaining individual. the awareness of the way explored at that moment, is not bound, is not wrong, is not right, and is simply one section within infinity. in reality i am interbeing, while i may see and enjoy different levels, planes, of awareness. if one wishes to call me a 'hypocryte', or a lier, that is their own awareness and their own perogative. i am awareness of interbeingness, and freedom, detachment. thus any judgements, are merely one judgement within that awareness, and does not exist within interbeingness. whether that judgement is placed on governemt, the sky, the birds, you, me, us, anything for that matter, it is merely existing within that plane of awareness, interbeing allows removal of my own judgement and awareness, to be free to explore the other judgements of reality, that make the many many many many, concievable and inconcievale patterns, or forms, that are within the endless forms of eternity. simply because i can see a researcher's awareness, the pattern they were intending to see, and then the solution, does not mean it is real, and yet it is real within that 'convinced' state of awareness. all awareness is convinced, and yet interbeing is to remove convincing, to allow a new formation to take place. all is real, and all is unreal in that way. within the concept of the 'infinite number of individual paths' that are out there, contradictions must exist. one sees this, and they are right, while another see that, and they are right also. all is right and true.

Ascended Master, is a perfectly acceptable definition, ofa being tha thas reached interbeingness, and is immobilised on the positio they have attained after their last state of awareness. that is acceptable for one who wishes it, and does not actually affect another, just the immobilisation of their own awarenss on a new posisition of reality. I prefer to be fluid, as opposed to be cohesively immobilsed, this I am fluid.

[petal]

to see outside awareness in our field, is to suspend the judgements, the interpretations that are being held, so that the awareness that is being observed can be experienced and seen. if one is holding to a judgement, then they are merely holding to their own form, and not truelly seeing what is in front of them. their attention is placed on their judgement, and not the energy that fluidly infront of them. that is in connection to an 'ascended master', who is no longer open to expansion, or new ideas, and is merely open to themselves. however, being honest, is to realise that we are all ourselves, aligning to ourselves. in this way an Ascended Master realises their own totality. in this field there is no such thing as a lie, or dishonesty, one can merely be closed to what is front of them, themself. the only lie is to llie to oneself. there is no intent in a lie, there is only what is. there is intention in a lie, because that intention does not exist within the accepted awareness of that moment. a being, a fluid interbeing, can speak of their experiences of past moments, and other awareness' while not holding to that awareness. thus everything is merely a lie, or intention, while what remains true, is the awareness of truth in that moment of awareness alone. everything else is intention, a lie, that does not exist in that field, or at that time is not accepted, is not brought into alignment of awareness, now. the past does not exist, and thus it can only be a lie, or felt as intention, with awareness of what is true. now, being in the moment with awarenes that everything is true, means that all possibilities are occuring and true, thus to speak of any concievable awareness, to see and experience any concievable awareness, removes lies completely. this awareness opens a being to experiencing anything, and or everything, while not holding to one specific truth. while the idea of a lie still exists, it exists outside the accepted awareness of that moment, and exists for reason of seperation. experiencing the different aspects of awareness, selection and choice.

[petal]

while i could easily act out for being called dishonest, a lier, a judger, i have to take responsibility for where i am, in my current awareness. my intent is to resolve the awareness of interbeingness, the paradoxical awareness of lies, the awareness of freedom. as such, being fluid between realities, results from a feeling of dubiousness about oneself. that is great!!! it helps me die. not surprisingly then, in allignmetn with my intent, my communication at this point has been directed back at me as being dishonest. the ability to let go and expand to the solution of my awareness within a field of 'infinite aspects within 'seperation'' (which is not seperate at all, and temporary), allows me to reach a solution of my own awareness. i could not possibily be upset for the communication i recieve, for it is the communication my awareness intends.

humbly thankful.


~ninjastylz

[petal]

what is it to experience the regions of awareness that are unknowable?

~it is to learn the intent of being unknowable

[petal]

in a black field all around,
from behind, from beyond
a Sun approaches,
spread all around.

united in agreement,
home is seen,
fussion of awareness,
with infinite source.

[petal]

aware of nothing
always existing as everything
twilight's position
between the Sun and the Moon

[petal]

for what is a person?

an inhabitant of awareness within
for purpose of experiening our awareness
any moment given
a reflection in a mirror
the Night that knows intimacy
the Life that shines awareness
a mystery
a channel
a perceptual manifestation
interpretation
a program of an infinite nature
experience and choice
an explanation
sources
of creation
planes
of exploration
you
me
and everyone

lives.

[petal]

the Sun and the Moon
the darkness touches light
together they bound
in the twilight
the wrestle and the fight
harmony and control
Life and Death
finally seeing
eye to eye
one eye
seeing perpetuation
self-sustaining
Death gives the Light
the Moon shines the light of the Sun
perpetual motion
eternal life
the edge of the twilight
from one cell
expanding creating all
spreading eternity
into infinity
fusion and fission
together as one
provide perpetuation
into infinity

the bright Sun's Love of Creation
and the Dark Sun's Love of himself
seeking each other out as one
shining over every cell within the body
to the middle
to see themselves as one
as they always were
fusion of Life and Death
ends all time to begin
as one mind seen to solution
resolution of eternity
a New day is seen
as all the others
balanced
and free

[petal]

Man is Love of Freedom

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

all I have to say here is listen...........

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

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