Post by petal on Jul 15, 2008 14:41:55 GMT -5
the interplay of light and shadow. i met some beings with shadowy bodies, they cast projections from a distant place. their eyes are set far away inside their head, as if a hollow light exists far behind them, within their hollows. the light is dull and mesmorising. it seems almost immobilising. the relationship between waking awareness and dreaming awareness, provides an understanding of the relationship between the twin positions. to reach a position of awareness in waking awareness, and falling asleep into dream, and reaching the same awareness, and again falling asleep, makes the awareness position stay put. the being can then explore the possibilities of that position, as awareness and perception. its like some say the dreams recap the day of the being, going over and assimlating the information. thats one knowledge of dreaming, passed down from the 'ancient ones' who set this dreaming position up. we placed a cell in every atom. blah.
in this position i have found that light retains shadow, and shadow casts light. the interplay of the two cast projections, as well as knowingness and unknown.. however the relation between the two within attention provides many possibilities. gazing at the energy of an object, locking the gaze onto it while looking at.. say the grass around it, as a pinpoint location. the object dissapears, becomes projected grass that spreads over it. the light of the object becomes shadowy, and cast grass. the object dissapears completely also, and the ground beneath the object, or though the building, becomes visible. also, two pieces of wood side by side, can convert the space between, into a bridge, that units the two objects as one. i observed in this location the attention of the dreamer can easily split to focus onto another dreamer, plant, ... to cast projected 'chamelion' of the light within my attention (the being observed). sound of voice, manners, appearance etc. the shadow beings i meet, i have also seen as chamileons within the environment, as if they are just 'behind' the environment. makes alot of sense also as to the origion and creation of the actual chameleon reptile thing.
time is like a camera, it takes a picture and retains the image within light. light then retains everything it touches, past, future is present in a beam of light, and also is the shadow.
now other beings i meets are like a mirror image of my own light. this light is cast from a circle, like a ball. and depending on which way i focus into this ball, makes the picture, and 'absorbion' i recieve. both + and - results are the same, and serve the same purpose. its like a light shining thru a fluid, the result is my attention focusing on the fluid, and i see what i see. rearranging my juice gives me a different spectrum. however running away from an aspect, or overindulging in an aspect, is to live off balance, and can run a danger in hooking attention. life and death, positive and negative, run throught the same point, just like the line between a true zero. 010 teh most negative 'entorpic pattern' can exist for reason and purpose, and what is the purpose? why would one choose to see that into attention? i can then either give awareness to my death, and recieve awareness of my death. the result is.. well who can really say?? we can watch tho, and listen. my death gives me fears and doubts, they are in my attention!!!!!!!!! it is my job to shine light into that darkness. that darkness, gives me new light.
the field then is a field of particular absorbion of energy, between particles, and the the field itself also a generator, and reciever, of the particular information channels. lol. the attention one shines, the intent and direction of that light, attracts, to a position within that field of 'light' attraction. if attention is focuesed on a being in a certain position, then the being speaks, channels, recieves, and generates also, information. the mysteries in the field of absorbion, are 'massive', i cant even say. the shape of the field itself, is dependent on the awareness of that position of absorbsion. the field as an 'every action has a equal and opposite reaction' makes possibilies endless. the simple act of having a thought in 'that' realm or speaking any word.. this particular field then is often 'guided' as 'plotting and cueing'. from the moment itself!! their are guardians and hunters within that field, waiting to align to attention, 'whispering' into those positions, with whispers that are within attention, and realised, as the whisper occurs. as they whisper their way in.. the way in however, or the way out, atleast one way out, is like the shine in an eye. a light, that travels through the outer layers of molecular cohesion, and reaches that point in the center, when the two units are the same. recognition occurs. it 'strips' (hehe shhh), and realligns cohesion. it mixes up the juices of the 'casting' 'troupe'. producing ? many things there. i wont look at many of em right now. now i see Stars coming, to reach again for the Sun.
the old ones, bubilt the world form knowledges from many worlds, worlds they built in dreaming, and they set up the world as a 'conglomeration of knowledges, that reflect truths, of dreaming. the thing is the old ones, were indulgers, and they wanted to hold onto everything, they found something and set in the world to stay put. they became aware of a moment, and madew into perception the reflection of that knowledge, that awarneess, and tho that moment should have flowed onward, or atleast could have, it stayed because they loved it so much, and decided to look at it again and agian, exactly where they placed it. now i hear a song, it is singing of my exact dilema, word for word it understands how i feel right now. do i keep in the world? will i hear it again? or will i be gone tommorow, thinking different things, hearing different vibrations? its in my attention, on the outer limits. yet will whatever be created, be founded and stamped into a position of assemblage, within the point itself. yeah. and so we act for no reason at all, and we create new reason at all, that creates potential. freedom, and chains. chains are part of freedom too. retaining awareness is a chain, yet i always wish to remember what i learn, thus far. it wasn;t always this way though. to jump from a position of immobility to another position of immobility produces fog. its just part of the way of immobilising forces. big secret here. what is a secret? where do they come from? how do materialize? i mean i took the picture, and yet that damn tree was in the way, i couldnt see behind it. its vibrating, intense, but the trees in the way.. i ripped a whole trhough the tree and drank from it, do you know what was behind it?
in this position i have found that light retains shadow, and shadow casts light. the interplay of the two cast projections, as well as knowingness and unknown.. however the relation between the two within attention provides many possibilities. gazing at the energy of an object, locking the gaze onto it while looking at.. say the grass around it, as a pinpoint location. the object dissapears, becomes projected grass that spreads over it. the light of the object becomes shadowy, and cast grass. the object dissapears completely also, and the ground beneath the object, or though the building, becomes visible. also, two pieces of wood side by side, can convert the space between, into a bridge, that units the two objects as one. i observed in this location the attention of the dreamer can easily split to focus onto another dreamer, plant, ... to cast projected 'chamelion' of the light within my attention (the being observed). sound of voice, manners, appearance etc. the shadow beings i meet, i have also seen as chamileons within the environment, as if they are just 'behind' the environment. makes alot of sense also as to the origion and creation of the actual chameleon reptile thing.
time is like a camera, it takes a picture and retains the image within light. light then retains everything it touches, past, future is present in a beam of light, and also is the shadow.
now other beings i meets are like a mirror image of my own light. this light is cast from a circle, like a ball. and depending on which way i focus into this ball, makes the picture, and 'absorbion' i recieve. both + and - results are the same, and serve the same purpose. its like a light shining thru a fluid, the result is my attention focusing on the fluid, and i see what i see. rearranging my juice gives me a different spectrum. however running away from an aspect, or overindulging in an aspect, is to live off balance, and can run a danger in hooking attention. life and death, positive and negative, run throught the same point, just like the line between a true zero. 010 teh most negative 'entorpic pattern' can exist for reason and purpose, and what is the purpose? why would one choose to see that into attention? i can then either give awareness to my death, and recieve awareness of my death. the result is.. well who can really say?? we can watch tho, and listen. my death gives me fears and doubts, they are in my attention!!!!!!!!! it is my job to shine light into that darkness. that darkness, gives me new light.
the field then is a field of particular absorbion of energy, between particles, and the the field itself also a generator, and reciever, of the particular information channels. lol. the attention one shines, the intent and direction of that light, attracts, to a position within that field of 'light' attraction. if attention is focuesed on a being in a certain position, then the being speaks, channels, recieves, and generates also, information. the mysteries in the field of absorbion, are 'massive', i cant even say. the shape of the field itself, is dependent on the awareness of that position of absorbsion. the field as an 'every action has a equal and opposite reaction' makes possibilies endless. the simple act of having a thought in 'that' realm or speaking any word.. this particular field then is often 'guided' as 'plotting and cueing'. from the moment itself!! their are guardians and hunters within that field, waiting to align to attention, 'whispering' into those positions, with whispers that are within attention, and realised, as the whisper occurs. as they whisper their way in.. the way in however, or the way out, atleast one way out, is like the shine in an eye. a light, that travels through the outer layers of molecular cohesion, and reaches that point in the center, when the two units are the same. recognition occurs. it 'strips' (hehe shhh), and realligns cohesion. it mixes up the juices of the 'casting' 'troupe'. producing ? many things there. i wont look at many of em right now. now i see Stars coming, to reach again for the Sun.
the old ones, bubilt the world form knowledges from many worlds, worlds they built in dreaming, and they set up the world as a 'conglomeration of knowledges, that reflect truths, of dreaming. the thing is the old ones, were indulgers, and they wanted to hold onto everything, they found something and set in the world to stay put. they became aware of a moment, and madew into perception the reflection of that knowledge, that awarneess, and tho that moment should have flowed onward, or atleast could have, it stayed because they loved it so much, and decided to look at it again and agian, exactly where they placed it. now i hear a song, it is singing of my exact dilema, word for word it understands how i feel right now. do i keep in the world? will i hear it again? or will i be gone tommorow, thinking different things, hearing different vibrations? its in my attention, on the outer limits. yet will whatever be created, be founded and stamped into a position of assemblage, within the point itself. yeah. and so we act for no reason at all, and we create new reason at all, that creates potential. freedom, and chains. chains are part of freedom too. retaining awareness is a chain, yet i always wish to remember what i learn, thus far. it wasn;t always this way though. to jump from a position of immobility to another position of immobility produces fog. its just part of the way of immobilising forces. big secret here. what is a secret? where do they come from? how do materialize? i mean i took the picture, and yet that damn tree was in the way, i couldnt see behind it. its vibrating, intense, but the trees in the way.. i ripped a whole trhough the tree and drank from it, do you know what was behind it?