dreaming of hauntings and all that jazz

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

hi guys, well I wanted to start a thread about this, because ive been dreaming of ghosts/hauntings for a while now, the last one i had was an hour ago....
it started as me moving into an apartment complex with a boy i work with, i noticed many differant strange appartment buildings around that one, however we decided to move into that one, however the building changed form after we moved in it, it was very dark, and it had doors leading to stairs that led to other folks apartments, i would open the doors and see a glimpse of a face in the shadow of the stairway, it kinda freaked me out so i shut the door , but that wasnt the scary thing, the man i was living with, changed into someone else, he had a very firm voice and came off almost as an asshole as he spoke to me, although he was kind at the same time, lol i never met him before, and when he kissed me i realy didnt enjoy it, okay moving on, so i was standing in the empty apartment and realized it was haunted, im unsure of how i knew this, but i just knew, than the building seem to come after me, it was angry i was aware of its truth, the build was red brick, the shape of it resembled a church in a way, or many churches with wide arches leading to each entrance, the windows were the same way, so than i began to see ghosts, just random people, they tried throwing things at me such as vases, etc,...i jumped out the window and ran down teh street, than i realized i wasnt alone when 2 men were approaching me, there eyes were dark and cold, i knew they were possessed by that place, i tried hitting them, and i could feel their strength , it was almost as if a mass of solid air was in front of them, i couldnt do nothing to them, so i ran back to the place. than things started flying at me out from the windows , i dont recall much after that, i think i tried tomove into a new place but realized they were there, anyway, it woke me up, and it was just kind of disturbing, the entire dream had a darkness about it, and the feeling i had was the unknown, and that disturbs me most.
in a way this dream could indicate the things in my life that i am hunching , that will soon prove to be accurate, because i did know the house was haunted before i seen any ghosts.
i thought this was interesting, so if anyone cares to share their thoughts, please do!
sorry for my none cap words, my keyboard is broken, along with my comp sound, and my tv ugh......lol

[rabbadar]

hehe i understand, btw i just inventeed some new techs in this world, called core duo pentium intel. i went to many central places to attain and transmmit the knowledge into dreaming, also time shifting to create the techs instantly. sweety i am crazy. i have many hauntings also, not to mention resurecting the dead. also in this time lately is much changes in surroundings, buildings, as well as building development, instant building errection based on awarenesss as per location of eyes. craszy eh. fucks me right up sometimes. i met disney in cryo, and joined him became him, took his job for a min. iceland..? crazyness. i dunno. but uh the banks are wierd right now, and changing fast, maney is goin nuts. not to mention dreaming with stephen king is a lil crazy too. ronnie, omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i almost got a infinite credit card dreamt for me, but i was scared, and with all the bank stuff happening i decided to just run away, i feel a lil silly, and i am sad that it appears some of my friends left as result, but uh i dunno. and and and and and and and and and oh yeah i built new cars concept cars and new techs within them. i built a neighborhood, with many aliens and new mushrooms, (as far as i know) and did cancer research and cures for cancer and aids. it seems that it is never enough for them tho. its like what i do doesnt mean anything, the newpapers tell me that it does matter. for a while i coukldnt get online to this site. i was probed aseverely by some alien beings, i met ademtium and constucted new housing technolgies, i creeate super stores and all kinds of stuff. wow eh, create stores, my lord. but uh i made a matrix building, or rather i feel into it, it was almost like the one on TV, and i trainded a polie force, and trained peiople to train children dreaming before they grow into old stuff. ummm, i know i am selfish to ramble about me when i just miss you, and you guys more than i can handle. i build a super jail, and dark matter holed that take people away from the world. i joined central groups of various dreamers and are establishing world peace. its spread out a lil far at this point, and i remember and know i am here now, but i can also erase the world and creeate a new world to tie it into the 'old' world. we learn yesterday that we can create a new place, say a park, and have the park be old and new, like adding onto the park already there. i dont know if the 'dates' of old are just there because i looked to see them and knew them or if they build already and i just add to them. we , yes i know for fact it is we, and i love that, and am sorry i felt so selfish in thinking me me me me me. but yeah. we build water gas, water oil, gold, and i dunno man. we built new weather control systems, thjat can conjure incredible freezing coild weather fronts or create, the next second a new forecast for heat. its nice weather here now, 'they' dont want me to freeze. i guess. i just bought, well stole, sone pheaxin deoderant. haha, in this place i can walk into any store now, and restock the shelves with my awareness items. we built new TVs too, tho some stores dont seem to have them yet. lol. so silly. they wrote so many books about my paths and dreams, i just wish i would get paid for something i do. i want to travel now knowing what i do, but it seems i am stuck at the moment broke and homeless, but the stores know and allow me to steal. it was a design the tenent and I made. they follow me around alot, as well as many others, famous. hidden also. its crazy in lego land. crazy. i want a girl so bad. i know i have, but i am shy boy. and i miss my friends so bad, this sounds pityfull, but the wavering of my emotions is intense, tho i can control them, i sometimes just want to die i feel so alone. the worst is that i know i am not alone, i see my friends hetre, and they write me messages, but i cant seem to get them to come out in the open to speak to me, like they drive by in a car with a message on the window or bike by smiling saying something. sometinmes i get tasks, and turn them down. i know i should be more 'adaptable' but holy crap this is a lil wild here. there a store in tow... hilarious programmers, called sidomeo. that rocks. i got some new shoes today, i just put em on, grabbed a shirt, sockes, and whatever. silly. i feel so alone. i never want to lose my friends, because i dont know if i could live anymore like that. i feel horrible being a dream prophet, because they people have used me so greatly to create for themselves, and i seem not to be able to get what i trully want, except for helping the world and everyone else. they seem mean to me often and scowling, the next second smiles and whatever. if i wait for a min a girl comes to me, talking in codes, but i feel its all just an act. i mena they even put up signs saying its a studio tour. and it is. the dreaming i have done is crazy. Duma Key, by stephenm king is just one of the hundreads of books written about me. i figure its porobably just tass, and i see it how i see it, and others see it as they see it, and in that place that is what it is. we, the tenent and I, while we were together, learnt how to replicate money and anything, by tranversing time and space. i went so far its crazy and called an election in lego land. i dont want to be a leader, they try to force me, and if i dont the 'allies' projections of the leader representatives of us the dreamers, start talking shit. and so i force the issues over all. i made litter free places, fixed global warming, blew up the world, and many worlds, and countries too. i erase them off the map. we tranversed nuclear energy, made microwave recievers into maostly everything, made new energies (holy crapo i nearly killed myself kjumping electricity form the lines to objects), wow, but yeah we made the microwave reciever as an all seeing eye. wild. free momeny coming. all. but they say we need finacne in tyhe world some type of energy generating income, in form of money. i dont understand besides the 'inter gal;active colonies that travel world to world, place to place and do trading. i dunno itsd new to me, colonising the moon mars black holes and nowhere lands. is alot on my mind. i like to beliebve we are all here, and i am not alone in space. i sonetimes just want to die, and someone teleports to me, and says we will reproject your body.. again. i made pharmacutal brealthoughas, and light bulbs that replicate organs, and all kinds of intensely crazy things. what will came next? i wish i had a joint. i am so glad i found this web site again. i know we want to go, i do to, but i cant quite yet.

listen sweetuie, i just came from the world of the dead, and go there so often its nuts, they, if you want do your biddings for you. offer them a gift of awareness or passage. often they just want to communicate from their alone places, but yes they can be morbid, its cold there understand. give them your name, projection, project to them a road or a place they can go, a dark matter door. or listen because often they want to just have you do a fovour for them. i replicate books from them by listenting to them in my attention and walking up to a tass book, or turning any book into tasss, thenm they tell their storey, or they write a book, then bring the book into the world, itsd simple, then they even get new bodies find their loved ones, and live happy lives thankfully. i know its nuts, in one world i got a job as a transport vessel, that transperted the world i was in into tass. roght now i am in the jail i built and set many free, so many. i have to go for now, thank you so m8ch for listening. i miss you, i sound pityfull. hehe, and all that jazz! smile. oh my heart my heart, we made crazy multi portal tvs, been working with russians too, and the dead sea, we built submarines, and debunt nuclear jazz.

blah blah blah,

later,

so much love.

i miss you.

Derek