Hi.all...

[anu]

I call myself anu, short for anubis and the only reason I call myself even that is because I have always liked egypt. I have read about egypt and the gods and goddesses. I dont have a particular path at this moment. I have known about this place for a while and decided to join because it is a great resource. I have even sent some friends who are of other paths here because I knew they would get help and people who support them and help them with whatever information they needed.

I guess my biggest thing is trying to figure out what I am exactly and I don't know what that is. I have friends who are not of any walk or involved in anything relating to magic. I don't work magic myself and have not tried it. I just am trying to figure out what the heck is me?

I have had people tell me things about myself. I have had people say that I am a healer for example. They told me this after talking with me. I have been told I have a calming energy about me I guess that gives them the kind of feeling that this is what I could do?

I also have people with abilities come to me and some of my friends who thought that people would think they were wacko came to me in confidence because they know I would not do that to them. I always set them on the right direction or send them to others who know how to help them better than I can. I see it as an honor to help people but that kind of thing happens to me. People just tell me stuff for some reason about those things and I always listen.

I have been invited to things that many people have had, i have witnessed in things like circle and even voodoo ceremonies. None of these things have shocked me when I saw them. Its an honor to be allowed to watch it really.

I just at times get a flash in my mind about a person and if I do I call them and instantly tell them whatever I think they should know. Its not even like I am thinking about it, it just happens and I feel things I don't understand and don't know WHY and this as you can probably tell is enough to drive you in any direction. The funny thing about this is that a lot of times they tell me i am right about what I tell them or that didn't know I knew something was wrong. I dont know how it works or what, I just called a person one day feeling something was not right and they weren't ok but said they felt better after talking to me...

One guy c told me that hey, you have a lavender aura. He told me it could be good or evil. I guess meaning that I can cross different worlds or be in different arenas, I don't know. Not sure. He said to me, you have power ...but you don't use it. I was stunned.


I even had a shaman walk up to me and tell me something like hey, you got the power of life and death...

I even had a lady with a pendulum crystal in her hand tell me that the crystal told her I was some kind of healer..

I am getting so much and have people from so many walks and everybody is nice to me. I am welcome everywhere, what kind of being is that? Is there something to me or am I just a person that stands around looking?


What kind of person can speak with so many and have so many like you and be nice to you? I don't know. I dont have dreams though. When I am out I am out.

I even have had people hold back from telling me things and one person held this information back thinking that I was like anubis and they felt me knowing this was something I didn't need to know for fear of whatever...thinking anubis is dark..I dunno...

That's all I have...what the heck ...do I do..

[nani]

Hi anu and first of all very WELCOME here! I can not answer your questions, but thank you for your detailed introduction. I myself always very much appreciate calm energy. I think nowadays most people lack this calmty, btw me too but ok thats why Im meditating and doing all kind of things to channel my energies well or lets say better. To find out what is ME i think is a major question what for i probably will need this whole life time to answer for myself. Though I think the path itself is already the aim, and to enjoy it or even be helpful for others is a maximum of great outcome yet in my eyes.

Im german so I sometimes may not understand all, so how do you mean:
"I dont have dreams"?

Looking forward to exchange and hope you`ll feel home here.

Nani

[anu]

When I sleep I dont have dreams is what i mean..

[Lena]

Welcome to the forum, anu! We have a thread somewhere discussing common dream myths. Thinking that you don't dream is one of them. I have seen a couple of people work through this belief and remember some amazing dreams after a while. So just be open to it.

Be easy on yourself. Finding what you are is good, but also find out what you want to be. That's a better question sometimes I find. More than one psychic or intuitive has said, that people expect their higher guidance to tell them what to do, but your guidance is there waiting for you to decide about that, and then help you along the way. Hope that makes sense.

Feel free to read around

[anu]

Thanks I have read, not exactly clear on myself but I am looking around. I don't know if I will stay around because at times i still feel alone..so if I disappear its nothing personal against anyone its just that I would have felt there is nothing for me here...this is a great resource though and I will hang around a bit..

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

hello anu and welcome to the forums here, um I personally am lost quite a bit an since my mom passed Ibe been struggling with many things in life and this forum has helped and reached out to me a great deal.
I feel that we all need a stranger to talk to sometimes because we can just let things out without being judged really and I also feel that it is a perfect outlet for letting things out that you normally wouldnt.
We are here to listen, and try to understand, this is a profound group of people here that I wouldnt trade all the members on the internet for...its up to you of course, but this place is differant and once you feel comfortable the better it gets:)

[anu]

Thank you and thank you to those who felt drawn to respond. I can only be appreciative of the input. I know this is a family day and everything so to all I hope a positive time and exchange of energy and understanding with all.

What forum should I try on here to get an answer to what kind of being I think I am? What kind of being or is there a name for a being that deals in many different worlds?

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

thank you! and same to you as well!
Umm, hmmm well I would start on a board you have interest in and go from there and as far as being's go you can be all kinds I bet, not sure of the name though.

[anu]

Thank you again

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

your welcome and I would like to know more about the egyptians myself so maybe you can share some of this knowledge with us here!

[~~section8...]

Welcome anu, it seems you have a lot of interesting things to share!

[anu]

I appreciate the welcomes I am getting still...i am honored...

[Lena]

Anu, I'm not sure what you mean by what kind of being you are as that is rather broad. You are a shining star, a Divine being of light, experiencing physical life. That is for certain. If you mean more of your soul history and where you come from, there are different views out there. You could take a look at this book: Soul Mastery: Accessing the Gifts of Your Soul. You can find it on Amazon. You can read the first chapter for free and it might give you some ideas about where to go from there. We are multidimensional beings, so some of us feel more at home on Earth in this physical existence than others. Others maybe more comfortable in other dimensions, other times, other planets, etc. Let me know how you find this book, if you do take a look!

[anu]

Thank you so much Lena for caring enough to try to help me open new doors. Blessings to your world and may great things come your way...

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

oooo I wanna read that book too lol sounds cool and god knows I could use a little help myself!