healthy projection, healthy result..

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I pondered for a long while on the nature of realising that our body is a complex projection. I realise this for any transformative effects. Personally i have condemned the world of man`s sciences, for they have failed me and my life. I still do, however, allow the world of science to conform to the world of me and mine. Meaning while i do not hold to the world of man, i do allow it, at times, to catch me, and ultimately to catch up!!!

A break thru i want all here, in this loverly forum, to hear and if desired applied to their way of llife.

I was having a heart attack and all the knowledge i have aquired form the world about the heart told me i was going to die. In my habitual earthy awareness, there was nothing i could do except invest my faith in the hospital`s ability to save me. I hated this and so quickly changed my way of thinking. I saw that my body`s knowledge can be converted, transformed, and projected from my inner state of being, by my inner consiousness. I stated out loud that while my heart may stop my projected body can continue, and my mind can project the healthy results, regardless. I realised that any circulation that the heart has been made to produce can be created by my mind itself, projected to the areas needed. automatically. I stated my intent that i can survive without a heart at all. I stated my command. my heart was racing and i intuited that it would stop very soon.. GAAAASP!!!! the nurse hooked me up to a machine hert reader, and as she measured the gasp came and the machine went flat-line. i was dead. the doctor was an inorganic being, and he said to me that i was now dead. I am alive i stated. and with will power alone, and the knowledge of flow and alignment, i restarted my heart. the machine complied. over the course of the next few hours i learnt to start and stop my heart at will, and did so about 20 times. every time it stoppped i pre-projected that the gasping and breathing would become easier as i learnt. everything in this position of life is a projected pattern that can be transmuted, and projected. the mind`s eye becomes the painter of life, and master of destiny. I believe that if i had accepted man`s knowledge of the heart i would be dead, but since i harnassed my will, and my knwoledge, i created a new pattern for myself. science has just discovered a pulse-less heart, in the science magazines they state that this new heart produces circulatioon with no pulse. the problem with this way of technical evolution is that it requires a machine to do the job that the minds position of consciousness can provide for itself. i know that with the correct knowlegde, and the correct position of thought one can and does dictate the form we exist in. it has the power to manifest any pattern of knowledge imaginable. and yet the world of man is or was so heavily bent on destructive patterns, and entrapped themselves into believeing that only one way exists. personally i am an adept researcher and can uncover the truth of my findings, even scientifically. the world, the potential, is unchartted. in fact in one possible way, it is not even formed yet. this is what i call, a way out.

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I want to add this experience to this thread also, as it relates with personal power of choice and health.

Once upon a time I believed in the power of medicine, and naturally believed in what the doctors said. I went to the hospital for a cough and went out diagnosed with emphysema. Every morning afterwards my lungs burned on fire, and it was getting difficult to breathe. I started to wonder about the patterns of disease and thought, and i reached the transformative realisation that a diagnosis contains a pattern of expected results. I wondered actually if the pattern exists at all without the diagnosis. i focused on my pain and thought of dissipation and moment existing only here and now. the pain lessoned a little then, just as i projected it. I realised that the pain is the essence of my attention, and as i changed my mind of it the pain would change to match. Everyday for about a week i excercised this prjective fusion with my body, lessoning my pain, and i even began moving around the pain. At first i would envision the pain to move a little bit in a said direction, and then i would watch it move. Everytime I commanded the pain it would move. I started to voice my words with it, initiating and developing a commanding awareness. I started even at this point to percieve the pain as a living spirit, and sure enough it fashioned a perceptual awarness to match. Finally i reached the point of accumilative power to transform the symptoms with a simple command. I said to the disease, you are not emphysema, but are more like a muscle cramping. Sure enough it transformed yet again, and became a simple cramping in my lung region, no more pain! Well not burning at least. I ended up walking the cramp all the way into my armpit, where it stayed. I wondered to myself how can emphysema of the lungs be a simple cramping in my armpit!! I have to admit that my faith in traditional medical sciences failed me then, and the power of dreaming, intent, and selective attention (fusion) became much more ... in the spot light. I no longer have emphysema, burning, or even cramping anymore. well... the occasional cramp does resurface, but less and less it does. it has been over a year now since i jave had any burning sensation. the message here is to not listen to diagnosis` from a doctor, especially detrimental ones. it is better to diagnos yourself, there is no such thing as terminal disease. the human body and mind can cure any ailment. and the power of bodily transformation exists, and is within our minds reach.