burned out!!

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

lately I have been realy burned out, and I have been trying to get a job and it just feels like I have no more energy to put into anything, do you guys ever feel this way, and what do you do when you feel that if you must try more, you can't summon the kind of energy it takes to get what you want??
Im serious, this has been the most frustrating year ever...even though spring is here,and I can feel changes for the better coming, I just need to see results soon or I don't know what Im gonna do..

[existenceisadream]

Hey Ronni I know how you feel. I feel the same but instead with me it doesn't matter how much I work I can't get caught up or ahead at all. I have to double my income somehow to really get caught up.
I'm sure you put a lot of energy into these forums and your web-designing so it's a shame you can't make a living at that "yet". I hope you find a good job that you like soon so you'll feel better. I know I've been a little stressed lately but I tell myself this is the best part of the year because the weather is perfect and I feel so alive so I'm going to try to just get outside everyday while I can and enjoy it.
I know what you mean though about getting a new job. I hate it. It stresses me out so that's probably why I stay at jobs for as long as I can stand them, just so I don't have to find another one.

I hope you feel better.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Thanks Derek for understanding, yeah its just a pain for me, its seems like Im being blocked here too , as if something is trying to tell me, I need to move elsewhere, my time is up here ya know..
yeah I would love to make money designing websites...however it wouldn't pay well and not many people are willing to pay for it, unless im marketing for a company, which I have been looking into , but these days you need a degree to get anywhere, or you must know someone, and I don't have either lol, so Im on my own here, but Im thinking of trying to get finacial aide to go back to school either for teaching or for comp graphics, or even massage therapy...so hopefully once I find a job I can get this started, its like everythings on hold ya know, I have to get established first than I have to go after my real goals, and in the mean time work my butt off....I hate it, lol...

[nani]

oh hey Ronni, I can understand you.
Me too I was many times in that circumstance and I truly can not be proud to call me accountant working day by day with humorless numbers only lol. But ya know, after all my struggle about self-imployment Im grateful and quite happy to have this 5-hours-a-day job, so I can pay my rent, car and living. I often even love my job, cause the more I can feel free to do my music and spiritual practice without depending on anybody liking it, I can do all my favourite things without any pressure. I dont admire anymore my professional musician friends, they have hard work to survive. I take a job for a job, nothing more, I dont feel anymore identified with what of Im earning my money, its just only that what I owe my physical existance.
So if you could get (or have) a 5-6 hours job that would be best. More hours is not good because then we start to identify with it too much and of course get into a idealistic crisis.
Of course I would not do any job, like one who harms men or animals or the natur enviroment, but as long as it is justifiable, it is good enough for me. So what I want to say is, I took away my concentration on finding "the right" job, I just do what my body needs and the rest is for free and fun and purpose.
Also I think, even if I would have become a doctor, what I previously once wanted, I would be bored some day, bored of only doing the same, even if it is the most idealistic thing I once desired. But okay Im only speaking for myself.
For sure it will be great challenge, fun and satisfaction to study again (I will do it once too maybe, why not), with the great abilities you have already It should be very fortunate.
Ronni I wish you all the best for whatever you decide, foremost I wish you confidence. You are great!
Nani

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Thanks Nani you are the sweetest, I feel a bit better,I feel something good is coming..although I feel I have to make the exstra effort I have to beleive it is worth it, yep money gives us freedom and thats just how it is..

[blake]

Maybe you should get a physical and have your hormone levels checked, like your thyroid level. Low energy is a symptom of low hormone levels. Starting to work out would also increase your energy provided that you do it regularly enough. Maybe you need to listen to more heavy metal. Megadeth rules!!

[Summer]

Hey Ronnie,
Sorry you're feeling this way - I know this feeling all to well. I just got a full time job (finally!) 2 weeks ago. But even before this, for about the last year- I have felt extremely low in energy. It's sad really, because people mistake it for laziness...and it really bugs me, because I remember being "full of energy" a few years ago. Perhaps your chakras are imbalanced- and there's an energy leak? Your guess is as good as mine though, because I haven't even come to a conclusion for my own low energy.

Something that helped for me, was to "imagine" drawing up energy from the ground. Like, sit in a chair, with your feet planted on the ground- and imagine energy being pulled up from the ground, to your feet, and reaching your crown. It might also help to imagine this energy as a "energetic color" - maybe a bright yellow- for effect. Try this daily for a week (maybe 5-15 minutes a day) & maybe you'll see some improvements? I hope it gets better.

I also wonder, if Earth energy changes are causeing this - perhaps some big changes are on the way, resulting in less energy to draw from?

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Hi Blake and summer, yeah I think working out some would increase my stamina, and give me more energy, and yes I will listen to heavy metal, just now Megadeth lol just kidden..
its good to hear from ya summer, Im happy you found a full time job, Im still looking, but Im sure something will come up soon,also I think I will try a new approach, with perhaps balancing my chakras, and eating better, sometimes I think eating habbits has alot to do with it.
yeah summer some people call it laziness, however I don't see it that way at all, since Im trying so hard to find success ya know, maybe Im just pushing myself too hard, but I feel if I don't I won't get what Im after ya know...
maybe its everything as well as the earths changes...