LETTING THE DAYS GO BY....

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

just wanted to pop in you guys and say horay..things are actually going well in my life atm...."_
I was wondering how all of you have been...??
let me know I miss you alll..what would life be without such awesome like minded minds??...
hope all is well
my mom is almost done with her kemo...its reducin in size so im pleased and waiting for this to be over..which i pray its over soon...because ive never been a stressmonkey like this before in my life...however im learning..constantly learning and taking in everything that is around me..
what ive come to realize is this....do not waste time on petty matieral things you will never have...life is in the now...enjoy this time now...
so as i say im breathing at this moment...im breathin in life to its fullest the green grass the fields the random crap like signs and pot holes or even saying hi to a stranger yet you recognize...
one day i was driving with my mom and she was pointing out all of lifes pleasures..she said those exact words above...she said...look at it all..even if i die right now i want to really take things in..i said omg mom...what are u doing giving up>? she said no...im enjoying life...while i can...
and ya know what at that ver moment i knew my work was done because my mom is a very negative lady lol...and ive been tring to teach her adversity where we fight logic and win with our hearts..we see through this reality like a ninja with night vision goggles...and we see it all...and accept it..and understand it...
thats whats its all about.....SIMPLE YET COMPLEX..but no one makes the rules but yourself ..you can not follow what man has laid on us already...the answers are with in ...............allways have been...
im very thankful greatful...for every thing even pain..because without pain we do not know gain..we created ourselves in our balance i think
..our brains can be misleading..however our intuitive is always there no matter who you are.its the subconcious breaking through ....in fact i see it is you ..you yourself before you even born...hard to explain...but its very simple....we have access to all things..i always knew that..through our own self knowledge....we are crating our self again and gain...over nad over...till we are ready to face the last transformation....
we are.....exactly what we want to be...............have faith because it does exist...we exist...we live on....


life carries on...

[bloodmaple]

That was absolutely gorgeous lilac. I'm happy your mom is doing good. This seems to be a turning point in your life. That's spectacular. *BIG HUG*

I'm doing pretty good. Just trying to live through my honors and AP classes, which are trying their best to kill me right now. Honestly, I should be writing a paper for my psychology class but I am procrastinating. XD Oops. I'm writing a sentence at a time. Unfortunately I haven't been able to practice lucid dreaming or work on OBE's lately, but I'm looking to change that.