Post by zayin on Aug 19, 2005 2:00:17 GMT -5
Errr...Its a full moon...no sleep for Derek...not even the Omm mantra could put me out, nice energy though.
Anyways I've recently been reading about channeling. I've heard it can be dangerous to ask for this, unless you are channeling an angel. And it made remember a time when I was in jail.
I was in the lowest, darkest point of my life. I had noone to talk to, and felt very alone. I was in solitary confinment because my jaw was broken and I need to have wire cutters on me at all times, and so I was not allowed in general population as wire cutters are dangerous. I was bored and I turned to reading the Bible, and read of asking for forgiveness, and asking the Holy Spirit to enter into your heart. I read of this and began to weep with happiness. I began praying for this forgivness, as well as the spirit. When I was let back with the population (the range) I could not stop speaking of this. I was in a very negative atmosphere and yet I was unshakeable. My words were not my own, they would flow out of me without my control. I would talk to the most closed minded people, and even have the answers that would effect them, even if just in the slightest. The spirit managed to use me to get through to others, and some others started to read the Bible as well. My cell mate and I would spend all day in our cell, by choice, just reading and praying. It was a remarkable experiance that changed my life, and I hope other's as well. I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experiance, where there words were not their's? Or seemed to spill out of them.
Anyways I've recently been reading about channeling. I've heard it can be dangerous to ask for this, unless you are channeling an angel. And it made remember a time when I was in jail.
I was in the lowest, darkest point of my life. I had noone to talk to, and felt very alone. I was in solitary confinment because my jaw was broken and I need to have wire cutters on me at all times, and so I was not allowed in general population as wire cutters are dangerous. I was bored and I turned to reading the Bible, and read of asking for forgiveness, and asking the Holy Spirit to enter into your heart. I read of this and began to weep with happiness. I began praying for this forgivness, as well as the spirit. When I was let back with the population (the range) I could not stop speaking of this. I was in a very negative atmosphere and yet I was unshakeable. My words were not my own, they would flow out of me without my control. I would talk to the most closed minded people, and even have the answers that would effect them, even if just in the slightest. The spirit managed to use me to get through to others, and some others started to read the Bible as well. My cell mate and I would spend all day in our cell, by choice, just reading and praying. It was a remarkable experiance that changed my life, and I hope other's as well. I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experiance, where there words were not their's? Or seemed to spill out of them.