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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 20, 2005 12:42:47 GMT -5
I have had an odd feeling in my dreams for years now, and just last night, I figured it out, I don't recall my dreams exactly however the strange feeling was always left after the dream, the feeling is very hard to describe, its nothing Ive ever felt in the physical world.
Its kind of hard to say exactly what this feeling is, all I know its very strange and I usually try to ignore it when I do get the feeling, and lately Ive been having it alot....
but I am starting to wonder if its me getting glimpses of the after life, and the feelings associated with it, I beleive this since it is such a strange feeling, kind of like all emotions rolled into one, but its more intense, and it leaves me feeling a certain knowing deep within me, I usually have dreams of my childhood and family with this feeling, and even death dreams,
does any one know of such a feeling? Or is it just me?
I can't help but wonder why I still have these feelings,
Ronni
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Post by nani on Mar 21, 2005 10:29:06 GMT -5
I know that too, a lot of times in my life a awoke and felt so odd that I almost couldnt paticipating in real-life. At times my dreams were a kind of overfloating me so heavily that I couldnt differentiate if my frustration and feeling strange and alone in this world did come from the daylife or from nightdreams. Thats why I stopped to write a dream book for a while many years ago (since some years writing again) cause that was just too much feel-information ..
I truly believe that we deeply suffer under the seperation from our higher self from time to time. But the only thing which is standing in the way is this thing called Ego, but thats an illusion, but at times that knowledge neither doesnt help..
Why do you refere it to After-Life?
Nani
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 21, 2005 12:20:51 GMT -5
Great way to put it Nani, I love the way you speak!!
I agree about the ego as well, but for me, I try to live with a balance of ego and selflove, we need them both, it is ego that gives us strength sometimes when we need it, I think I do farely well as balancing the two, but these feelings I say are afterlife, because I sence they are from the afterlife, and not in the physical, its odd, hard to exspress as well, its as if, I can feel what I would feel when I die, becuase along with the strange feelings I also carry a sence of knowing,..why things are,.does that make sence?
I get these feelings every so often, but I've had them all my life, they are very distint from reality, they just have a weird feeling to them also accompanied with familiarty..
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Post by nani on Mar 21, 2005 14:09:43 GMT -5
yes! for me at least.
But you know what, I assume behind such feelings a kind of "guilt-thing" (speaking for myself only now) and wherever it comes from (I did a lot of analysis, but Im tired of it) I now rather treat it like a kind of neurose or complex lol, yes really laughing because Im fat up with that thing and according to advaita vedanta: our truly selfs are anyhow save and all the rest only is "a come and a go".. at least Im becalming and sometimes truly freeing myself with that..
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 21, 2005 14:37:25 GMT -5
LOL, Nani your funny, yeah its a pain to sort these things out, haha, we can only introspect so much untill we just get so confused we don't wish to figure it out anymore, but I find that sometimes its best to not try so hard for this can bring us to be hard on ourselves, when we quite don't understand these things it can leave us feeling lost perhaps, though I find that letting things become clear and just letting them come to me they tend to answer themselves, when the time is ripe..
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