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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Jul 29, 2005 9:11:57 GMT -5
well last night I had a nightmare, and I dont want to go into too much detail because I know the overall meaning of it, it is dealing with my insecureities..something I am constantly facing over and over in my dreams..and Im rather tired of it lol..because there is no reason for me to feel this way..I am very confident in who I am and I also love being me, I dont' understand why these dreams are always coming to me..and I always feel abandoned in them..yep due to my insecureties.. does anyone know why this may be a constant struggle or perhaps ways of dealing with this in waking life rather than being confronted over and over in my dreams..  |
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Post by astralanchor on Aug 1, 2005 23:08:54 GMT -5
Soak yourself into a different mood even if it takes an apple struedel to do so. I was just feeling a bit down. I have a lot of decisions to make and I'm not sure which path to take. A friend wanted me to do karaoke, but my soul wasn't in the mood. I told them I would go for dessert afterward at Mozart's Cafe. We had such a great time in 2 hours. My best friend said that I make him creative and I feel he does the same for me. Another friend, she went to the bathroom, and we told the waitress that it was her b-day. We sang happy bday, meanwhile her b-day isn't until Nov 27. Now I'm in a different mind set and I'm sure my dreams will be adventurous instead of gloomy. Insecurities need to be chipped away little by little. We all have them, but it's all about mind set. I'm not saying I'm able to get rid of negative thoughts all the time, but with practice we can eliminate many of them. I'm a big dweller. It's something I've been working on over the years. It's all about training our minds to work the way we want them to work. I took some pics of us at the cafe and we all had white auras around us. I had white light on my crown, my friend on his forehead, and my other friend, it was on her eye. So maybe this place had ghosts in it, and they stirred up some good old fashion fun. Bless those angels.
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Post by astralanchor on Aug 1, 2005 23:15:17 GMT -5
One more thing. The waitress was from Australia, really cute accent. I told her that I could listen to her all day. She said would you like me to read the menu. My friend asked her if she believed in past lives and she said yes, that she was egyptian and then she turned to me and asked me who I was in a past life, I told her an artichoke, so she said everyone must have liked me  |
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Aug 6, 2005 9:25:08 GMT -5
lol thats cool astralanchor, and thankyou for the help! and yes I agree with you..it is a state fo mind for many things ..and Im trying to overcome these things..however it is more deep rooted than I thought and deep rooted emotions are hard to change/heal..it will take some time of course..Im trying to develope a new way of thiinking and thinking patterns so that things won't effect me at such a deep level anymore..because I am responsible for letting this happen..and I think that is what all the insecurities come from..
thanks again!
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