Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Aug 4, 2005 15:23:33 GMT -5
okay I just wanted to add this real fast here
I took a nap today and found myself in a dream where my lucidity gradually grew..I recall being at my moms house, my sister was there, she had left her boyfriend again and went to live with my mom, I recall telling her she needs to just leave him for good, he is going no where, I recall saying these words "he has no ambition or motivation for anything. she said I know , I love you..it was dark outside as well as in the house, for some reason there was a bunch of dogs..lol i mean alot of dogs..everywhere, I thought what are all these dogs doing here?..I felt overwhelmed by them than the scene changed to a party.. my grandpa whom just past away was there..he was sitting in a chair coughing really bad..I mean really bad..like my mom does sometimes...
I don't know there was tons of people there and I recall packing up toys or packing up strange objects , however it was my cousins sons belongings we were packing up I think or someone elses and it was going over to my cousins house..than I said hello to my grandpa..than we were all cleaning up the mess from the party, it did not last long..but than it turned into a dance club and people were dancing and stuff and some girl was going to put extensions in my hair..lol she didn't go through with it..because the dream changed again..but I was alone in my house..I sensed something bad, like my boyfriend was gonna try to get in..so I kepy making sure the door was locked..than I opened the door because I felt negative energy ...I could not see well it was dark..
so I stepped outside and found myself floating very fast , and it felt awesome..however my lucidity was not very high because I couldn't see that well below me, and than I said "clarity now" but for some reason my body began to feel differant lol so than I yelled "no clarity of the eyes"!!! haha I wasn't laughing in the dream though because I was struggling a bit to remain aware..but I still felt a very strong negative force so I decided I would forget about shifting consciousness..however as I began to float down I found myself back in my sleeping body listening to my little gerbal make noises lol..it was loud, I knew that I had in fact managed to shift my consciousness afterall,..however I did not go through with it because I just felt odd, so the outcome was myself waking myself up, by shakeing my body back to reality I opened my eyes and thought "s*it"!!
I took a nap today and found myself in a dream where my lucidity gradually grew..I recall being at my moms house, my sister was there, she had left her boyfriend again and went to live with my mom, I recall telling her she needs to just leave him for good, he is going no where, I recall saying these words "he has no ambition or motivation for anything. she said I know , I love you..it was dark outside as well as in the house, for some reason there was a bunch of dogs..lol i mean alot of dogs..everywhere, I thought what are all these dogs doing here?..I felt overwhelmed by them than the scene changed to a party.. my grandpa whom just past away was there..he was sitting in a chair coughing really bad..I mean really bad..like my mom does sometimes...
I don't know there was tons of people there and I recall packing up toys or packing up strange objects , however it was my cousins sons belongings we were packing up I think or someone elses and it was going over to my cousins house..than I said hello to my grandpa..than we were all cleaning up the mess from the party, it did not last long..but than it turned into a dance club and people were dancing and stuff and some girl was going to put extensions in my hair..lol she didn't go through with it..because the dream changed again..but I was alone in my house..I sensed something bad, like my boyfriend was gonna try to get in..so I kepy making sure the door was locked..than I opened the door because I felt negative energy ...I could not see well it was dark..
so I stepped outside and found myself floating very fast , and it felt awesome..however my lucidity was not very high because I couldn't see that well below me, and than I said "clarity now" but for some reason my body began to feel differant lol so than I yelled "no clarity of the eyes"!!! haha I wasn't laughing in the dream though because I was struggling a bit to remain aware..but I still felt a very strong negative force so I decided I would forget about shifting consciousness..however as I began to float down I found myself back in my sleeping body listening to my little gerbal make noises lol..it was loud, I knew that I had in fact managed to shift my consciousness afterall,..however I did not go through with it because I just felt odd, so the outcome was myself waking myself up, by shakeing my body back to reality I opened my eyes and thought "s*it"!!