Dream about my g-gma

[Akeia]

I write about this because this was very bright experience in my dream for me and i still remember all feelings connected with it. Wanted to share it.

In my last night's dream i was dreaming of my grandgrandmother who passed away at the end of April. I was aware in the dream that she has passed, that she's not here anymore, but i was the only one who could saw her. I saw her, in spirit, even hugged her, i saw her walking and talking to me, don't remember about what, but no one else saw her.
After some time i sat down and told that to my grandmother that i see her mom here, walking, and she said something as "Oh my...".

BUT

the feelings for that i am the only one who was seeing her and hearing her, talking to her, made me go inside "Oh no! Not again" Like i wasn't happy to have that all, to have this part of the world be opened for me. Like i was happy she is in peace, but not walking amongst us and so. At all i wasn't in the best impression of being the one who saw her. It brought a heaviness inside of me.

At the all end i was walking and trying to "get back" where i wouldn't see her anymore and would just see this world around me.
Then after that i woke up and told to myself "Thanks God it was just a dream!."

Simply this dream makes me ponder on some things for myself and in myself.

[mandala]

Wow, what a powerful dream. Thanks for sharing.

I'm just curious. Why did it bother you that you were the only one that saw her? Do you fear visitations from the dead?

[Akeia]

No, i don't fear of them. Simply while she was alive and in the process before she passed away, it was a really hard time and the thought that i am the only one, who sees her, felt little like a burden to me honestly, so that's why so.

[Dancing Bear]

What a beautiful dream.
Spirit also comes to me in dreams.. What a gift! How wonderful..
She must have Loved you dearly, to let you know she was OK!!
And it also normally takes a little bit before they come.. they need to go to a place to absorb what has happened an evaluate it all.. Then they come..

And you are probably the only one in your family where your star is shining a lot brighter, because of your connection to the spiritual.. This is why you are the one who can see her, and also when she was alive, being as sensative as you are you felt more for her and the situation..
I am not saying you Loved her more, it is more like you understood more of the journey of life..
Those who are not as aware ...death is unconprehandable, absolutely devistaing becaus ethey feel they have lost their loved one forever, and they will never ever see them again.. You know differently now.

Absolutely beautiful Dream.. To be treasured...

[elvinlady]

wow what a fantastic dream. I don't dream like that. Most of the time I don't even remember my dreams.