Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 25, 2007 20:17:17 GMT -5
Hi there everyone..Just wanted to say I miss all of you..and my dreams have been far and few between however when I do have them they have significance.
lately my sleep has been out of wack..the other day I woke up at 5 am..and recalled a very strange yet fortelling dream..okay part of a dream haha
see I dont recall much but this..
a man was with me..the dream had a dark feel to it..but I said something to him that I will never forget and It didnt make sense at first but now it does..
"I will not do it though consciousness this time, I'm gonna do it physically..."
his eyes just got big..and as I said these words I felt something in me as well..when I woke I pondered it..firstly I thought hmm maybe just making my awareness grow through physical things rather than consciousness if that makes sense..than last night I was talking ot someone on the phone and I was trying to help them understand change and how to make the best of it since I just went through a hard one..I realized its not over for me..the change that is..and the dream to me clearly means that I will not seek or even gain a breakthrough through my normal routine which is consciousness/dreams/sub/spirituality..that is what I meant by consciousness and I know that now..and that I have just learned something very crucial in my life that I never realized before..and that is
"act as if you are..and you shall be"..by actions...I can shape and mold my life and whom I wish to be..rather than seeking it day in day out on the inner levels..see I am that person already..I just have to put it into action..and you know it may sound nuts but I always thought it was through inner first than outer...and perhaps for some that is what change is and how it go's/developes..but now I see things in a whole new way and you know what my life is really rewarding even if I dont have all the things I want..I can say this that Im happy with myself and I havent been in a long long time..so see this dream to me was just pointing out what my intention was alll along..to shape my physical world...cool eh haha
lately my sleep has been out of wack..the other day I woke up at 5 am..and recalled a very strange yet fortelling dream..okay part of a dream haha
see I dont recall much but this..
a man was with me..the dream had a dark feel to it..but I said something to him that I will never forget and It didnt make sense at first but now it does..
"I will not do it though consciousness this time, I'm gonna do it physically..."
his eyes just got big..and as I said these words I felt something in me as well..when I woke I pondered it..firstly I thought hmm maybe just making my awareness grow through physical things rather than consciousness if that makes sense..than last night I was talking ot someone on the phone and I was trying to help them understand change and how to make the best of it since I just went through a hard one..I realized its not over for me..the change that is..and the dream to me clearly means that I will not seek or even gain a breakthrough through my normal routine which is consciousness/dreams/sub/spirituality..that is what I meant by consciousness and I know that now..and that I have just learned something very crucial in my life that I never realized before..and that is
"act as if you are..and you shall be"..by actions...I can shape and mold my life and whom I wish to be..rather than seeking it day in day out on the inner levels..see I am that person already..I just have to put it into action..and you know it may sound nuts but I always thought it was through inner first than outer...and perhaps for some that is what change is and how it go's/developes..but now I see things in a whole new way and you know what my life is really rewarding even if I dont have all the things I want..I can say this that Im happy with myself and I havent been in a long long time..so see this dream to me was just pointing out what my intention was alll along..to shape my physical world...cool eh haha