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[erif]

Hi I am erif. I am a pyropath who can currently start a fire and divert heat between two souces. i knew about this ability since i was small but i had to keep it a secret cause at first i thought i was just hallucinating, but when starting fires became real easy, i knew my ability aint fake. I hope to meet other pyropaths on this site and share some experiences about how to manipulate heat better. ;D:)

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

hi erif...nice to meet you!
interesting talent you have...I myself am a pyromaniac lol jk..
welcome to th forums!!!

[SiderealWraith]

»»»Pardon my hesitation to post... she who embodies me currently has undergone a rather extensive, spontaneous and undesirable, metamorphosis. Thus, to introduce to you myself presently is a very perplexing—and indefinately unpleasant—act that is irremediably infected with profound repugnance. I cannot thereby determine the extent of mendacity which is unintentionally attached to the following disclosure of this 'person' who I no longer care to know [the person I am, presently].
»»»Perhaps I have simply experienced death of the ego. . . Perhaps I am enduring a seemingly aeonic spell of the 'dark night of the soul'. . . And just maybe my own personal moment of resplendence has borne its ephemeral existence prematurely. Whatever the justification makes no difference now. The few things I am cognizant of:
~is being in a bothersome state of 'no-mind' (samadhi?) and thoughtlessness (whereas my opinions continually deteriorate; I operate on auto-pilot throughout each and every elapsing second of the year, which subsequently tends to provoke deterministic beliefs; in my mind, the 'voice in one`s head' is eternally silent, as though its [figurative] throat was ripped out; I`m incapable of willingly having thoughts despite wanting or trying to generate them; I have difficulty passing judgement on people who I meet [not a con... nonetheless]; I`m never certain if I have acknowledged or will later on recall something; I seldom ever have [yes, I`m aware that this involves a matter of remembering] dreams; there is an ineffable magnitude of everlasting fatuity within my mind; and, last but certainly not least, I cannot evoke any feelings/emotions [in myself][even if certain situations necessitate them, for example, this person who I have always despised, I [have either reached the capacity to abominate him/her and/or just] cannot hate him/her no matter what s/he does or says]);
~is having a null spiritual developement [for as you know, many spiritual activities and much spiritual growth requires intention (as well as and ability to call on one`s thoughts in order to forward one`s intentions; e.g.: meditation, and also visualization for energy excitement/developement in the astral and ethereal bodies for activities like metaphyisical tourism and remote viewing); I have no recollection of ever even had a lucid dream! ...if only entheogens weren`t outlawed or the object of tremendous scorn, but, regardless, I do seem to be the last sober person standing...; I have absolutely NO intuition, nor does my mind harbor a mere trace of any other psychic ability];
~is that e v e r y t h i n g seems to be plummeting into the unfathomable depths of [glow=red,2,300][shadow=red,left,300]oblivion[/glow][/shadow] at an exponential rate;
~are many other things that have escaped being mentioned in this automated response [...with no thoughts, how else am I to describe this?]; especially the great mystery whose meaning expounds upon my ability to write, in the absence of thought...
»»»I have also delayed posting for this is a pleasingly thorough site, and I still have thousands of posts to read .
»»»I suppose what I`ve mentioned above hasn`t quite provided a sufficient idea of me... so here are a few words/phrases that come to me [even though it pains me to talk about myself... ugh...]:

~one might consider me to be fatalistic, as well as particularly nihilistic . . . . . . ~ordinarily, I would love to spread the disenchanting truths that most people slaughter with ignorance, but, lately, I`ve become somewhat of an obscurantist . . . . . . ~abstemious [but definately not as ascetic as once before] . . . . . . ~quite taciturn [and I find it ridiculous how many individuals feel awkward or uncomfortable in the absence of spoken conversation] . . . . . . ~reclusive [I`m not the most gregarious or social creature you would ever be acquainted with; however, I have neither fear nor anxiety within or in front of many groups or at social gatherings] . . . . . . ~discreet [and sometimes I feel that I`m the last trustworthy being amongst our species...]

»»»I found [and hopefully still find] many aspects, components, and practices of spirituality rather interesting, and, although 'tis likely but a velleity, I wish to be capable of having some kind of increase, albeit negligible, of any spiritual sort, [despite and] in the [dreadful] future.

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

wow, well first off siderealwraith welcome to the forums, and I must say I enjoyed reading your words,pure magick seemed to come out of it and onto me, you are gifted in deed! I look forward to reading more for sure!
and thank you for your compliment of the forum,

[mystit]

I am entranced by the gorgeous photo on LilacSky's posts.

I am a psychic healer..a card reader, and I live in a forest.
I enjoy getting to know people and let my life spin out as I go along..

How are you all?

[~¤LilacSky¤~]

Hi there mystit! Welcome to the forums! Thank you for noticing my avatar! Yes I love staring at it as well lol.

What kind of readings do you do? A forest sounds exactly where I'm trying to live right now haha.
Been a bit busy lately looking for a house in another state, much much harder than I thought! But we will find our fortress hopefully sooner than later.
So what brings you to Other Worlds? How may I ask did you find us? This is a very cool cove in the midst of the internet, we've been here a while now and hope to keep this place going for years to come!