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Post by Gav on Aug 21, 2005 3:32:11 GMT -5
(First record for the night of Sunday 21st of Aug)
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Aug 22, 2005 7:35:05 GMT -5
I was in a deep sleep, so I do not recall any dreams..I was too tired I think..
however before I went to sleep I was in a deep relaxation state and images and thoughts/ideas were just flowing to me, I don't recall what they were now, but there was somthing about humans energy levels..also it is important to note that I am a high psychic peak right now..yesterday my gerbals were on the pprch and I told my boyfriend to go get them off the porch, I don't know why , he came back to say there was a cat on the porch as soon as he walked out there..lol, I know this doesn't go with my dreams, but I think that working with this book and having my intuition at a peak will be interesting.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Sept 3, 2005 20:17:07 GMT -5
im sorry I have not been able to pick up this book for a while I have been working 11 hour days and have many things going on..
but last night something happend that I need to record..
first off I moved into a new house(long story) anyway, I couldn't sleep so I tossed and turned for a while,
than I found myself in a dream, though I was in the house that i just moved into...all i recall really was the this dream was not just any dream, it had a totally unique feel to it, which I never felt before, I felt very strange even inside the dream..
there were these people trying to make me stay in this house, which I already decided I wanted to move back to my old place..but they were trying to force me to stay there..it felt so odd...
but I was standing by a window and I told them you can't keep me here, nor anywhere I will just astral project..
the strange thing is I was somwhere in this house, however possibly through some type of parallel portal of it..
I knew it was the house trying to take me over..this is the scary part you guys..
so what I did was fly outside the window...but I woke up right after that, ..
when I woke up I felt the aura of this house take over me..I did not want to be there any longer!!!
and today I moved back to my old house, so this all happend in one week, actually within 3 days I moved out and moved back in..lol
but before this dream I felt very strange all day, as if something was going to happen..I had anxiety real bad..
I felt uneasy..
well lately I have been feeling very strange, almost as if I know every event that will take place, every face I see every words people speak to me, all are familiar so familar that I feel odd big time..
I feel as if Im seeing time in a differant view or something, I don't know I can't explain it, after that dream I was alarmed about all the stuff that is going on in my life..
I never ever, felt this odd before..it was very unsettling..
but that was the result of the dream..
I honestly think that that house has a very strong aura, or portal..to it..because I recall discussing this exact thing with gav of the possiblity that houses possess such a thing..and I swear I felt as if that house was trying to take over me, the funny thing was I had an ultimate awarness that let me see exactly what was going on..so I just turned away from it..and now im much happier!! im back home!!!
okay I really want some feedback on this you guys..Im confused about how Ive been feeling lately..I don't know whats going on..like I said I never felt this odd before, and its not that house because I only lived there for a very short time..something else is going on...
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Post by zayin on Sept 3, 2005 20:39:57 GMT -5
The house feeling like it was going to swallow you is interesting to me. I recently had that feeling in a very strange dream I had. For me it was like a force rising in the house that was getting unbearable. I would sure like to know what that meant as well.
Well the first thing that came to my mind while reading about your felling of knowing events before they happen is what I've read about time. To our spirit time is now here, now and later, it is not linear in anyway. To the spirit time just is. Past, present, and the posible outcome of our future are all existing simultaniously. It kind of explained in dream theory as well. For example we can have a dream of an past ex-lover, and our present lover, being both our present lovers in our dream, but in different times in our reality. This is because we have experienced these moments, and our spirit/higher self does not know the difference between past, present and future, and knows experience. Our spirit is capable of a much higher level of awareness then we can achieve to possibly see all these things easily. It could be your dream or your path is making this point of perception, or state of awareness, available to you. Our psychic ability is another aspect of daily life and health, that we as a society have shunned and rejected. It, to me, is simply hieghtened awareness, the ability to move our awarness points to different locations, to preceive the different energies available to us. It sounds like you may be hunting a new location of awareness, to be able to percieve time, by merging it in a non-linear way. Soon perhaps you will be able to stalk this ability to the point of entering into when ever you want. Good luck.
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Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Sept 4, 2005 18:39:46 GMT -5
ahh, yes see I already know and agree with all these things, thanks for your reply incubus, and ya know honestly I think it sums up to me opening up even more, and too a totally completely new awareness...like you stated above.
I am going to encourage it when it grabs hold of me and perhaps my intuition will be able to make sense of it and show me in my dreams..
about the house, well I think again that in the house I managed to find a spritual portal, and that enabled me to see and feel exactly what was going on in it..and its gripping hold on me, it was a warning I should not stay there..beleive me I moved out the next day.lol
I don't know..I really just don't know..and thats the truth..I thought it was strange though..and this is not the first time I managed to communicate through a house.
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Post by nani on Sept 5, 2005 11:07:59 GMT -5
I just can say that I think it was very good you did listen to your Inner Voice / Intuition and moved out again. I think we dont do all that sensitivity-training to just only explore other realms, but that we mainly get hints and signs to get on better in "this reality" too! I can imagine well that its not easily to bear to have such a lot of insights and in-feels into all these mystical coherences, but surely this is a reward to you Ronni for all the spiritual work you have done. I feel it like you are just in tune with whats going on, even these are not easy energies you have to handle, but you are in tune with it, you act respon-sible to what you see and perceive - you "respond" in the right way, in trust your feelings, thats admirable and Im very glad. I`ve had periods of quite similar perception and sensitivity but I couldnt handle it that well, at least at that time not, so I had to close and protect myself, which is another possibility, but not the best I guess, because then I/we loose a great chance of growth. love_growth, Nani
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