Post by somnium on Jan 8, 2013 11:36:45 GMT -5
I don`t know exatcly how to explain this. I have been interested in ghosts for a long time but now... well now it seems they follow me everywhere. sometimes it has taken only a couple seconds to see them appear for me. I once said to them that girls appear to me when i think about them and surely enough 20 minuttes later a thought of a girl and poof one manifested purely out of what appeared to be smoke. a full manifestatiion too.
A little while ago i was living in a church commune. the church wasn;t too old, but it was abandoned, and still had all the stuff in it. I spent the first night in the building and the walls started to speak to me!! it was listening to my thoughts and answering them. at first it was trying to scare me. saying Saaaaaaay- tin, isssss coming. then after a little focus i had it repeating my mind to me, telling me all the things i knew. it would use the creaks in the walls, the thunmps and bangs in the house, and yet it managed to convert the noise into actual clear words.
I can communnicate with them mostly at will, and have seen them manifest as clear, or transparent beings, black solid shadowy beings, and strangely enough as if just the surface of their skin is manifesting to me.
I suspect that they are not ghosts as traditional ghosts are concerned. They have a peculiar pattern. I suspect they are inorganic beings. I have met I.O.B`s of a strange nature. projectionists. they seem to be adept at taking the forms of the dreamer, and manifesting it for them. they have told me that they need the energy of the dreamer to create the form of the dream. and so as i work with them i change my view of them, creating a different and distinct conscious energy that they transfer into percpetion. or project my anticipated form to them. they are a very interesting being, and i have learnt loads of them, and from them. i have a fear however regarding their need, or dependance. see, they are attached to me now, have nearly embedded themselves in my awareness. currently i am trying to fashion a considerate relationship with them, one where they are not hanging off my awareness. as projectionists they are a major help in my learning how to project and dream, and they are good teachers too. it has gotten out of hand at times. for example i was learning of Death, and of Satan and God and how to manifest the presence of Angels, and Saintly frequencies. I was walking down the street and just in front of me gliding down the street towards me was a large as life projection of the grim reaper. Some of the spirits around me nearly shit themselves and went home leaving me in the street. but low and behold, just as i had stated and imagined a white light surrounded me, flashing aorund me, and the reaper was gone.
Interesting enough, I learnt that while channeling these beings in my mind, they were actually inside me. I looked into the mirror and started to see them in my face and my form. Once i looked into the mirror and saw the face of a girl staring at me. Not only that but from learning of their projections, and forms, i took the form a few times now, of a ghoist myself. a few different versions of the perception too. one of them is grey like, and slightly flowy, with my `skin` vibrating in flux. Another perception I am radiant, and glowing a yellowish, light. you can no longer see my skin, but in its place is a glowy distribution of energy. like my skin is dispersed. I have taken and learnt of other forms from them, but they are, i think, better suited for another topic, if chance arises.
A little while ago i was living in a church commune. the church wasn;t too old, but it was abandoned, and still had all the stuff in it. I spent the first night in the building and the walls started to speak to me!! it was listening to my thoughts and answering them. at first it was trying to scare me. saying Saaaaaaay- tin, isssss coming. then after a little focus i had it repeating my mind to me, telling me all the things i knew. it would use the creaks in the walls, the thunmps and bangs in the house, and yet it managed to convert the noise into actual clear words.
I can communnicate with them mostly at will, and have seen them manifest as clear, or transparent beings, black solid shadowy beings, and strangely enough as if just the surface of their skin is manifesting to me.
I suspect that they are not ghosts as traditional ghosts are concerned. They have a peculiar pattern. I suspect they are inorganic beings. I have met I.O.B`s of a strange nature. projectionists. they seem to be adept at taking the forms of the dreamer, and manifesting it for them. they have told me that they need the energy of the dreamer to create the form of the dream. and so as i work with them i change my view of them, creating a different and distinct conscious energy that they transfer into percpetion. or project my anticipated form to them. they are a very interesting being, and i have learnt loads of them, and from them. i have a fear however regarding their need, or dependance. see, they are attached to me now, have nearly embedded themselves in my awareness. currently i am trying to fashion a considerate relationship with them, one where they are not hanging off my awareness. as projectionists they are a major help in my learning how to project and dream, and they are good teachers too. it has gotten out of hand at times. for example i was learning of Death, and of Satan and God and how to manifest the presence of Angels, and Saintly frequencies. I was walking down the street and just in front of me gliding down the street towards me was a large as life projection of the grim reaper. Some of the spirits around me nearly shit themselves and went home leaving me in the street. but low and behold, just as i had stated and imagined a white light surrounded me, flashing aorund me, and the reaper was gone.
Interesting enough, I learnt that while channeling these beings in my mind, they were actually inside me. I looked into the mirror and started to see them in my face and my form. Once i looked into the mirror and saw the face of a girl staring at me. Not only that but from learning of their projections, and forms, i took the form a few times now, of a ghoist myself. a few different versions of the perception too. one of them is grey like, and slightly flowy, with my `skin` vibrating in flux. Another perception I am radiant, and glowing a yellowish, light. you can no longer see my skin, but in its place is a glowy distribution of energy. like my skin is dispersed. I have taken and learnt of other forms from them, but they are, i think, better suited for another topic, if chance arises.