Post by lumu on Jan 13, 2006 4:39:26 GMT -5
hey everyone!
i just got back from talking with my psychologist a little baffled, and in looking for some answers ended up here!
you see, lately.. well really over the past year I've been having really intense dreams, more so then usual anyway. at first i kinda just ignored them, thinking that it was probably due to the stress I've been under recently. not only that, but this has been the first year that I've really been battling depression. but slowly i started to think they might mean more then that.
anyway.. a while ago now, i had this dream in which i was in my old bedroom and in the side of my wall next to my bed there was this back whole. coming out of this whole were these black eels, and they were definitely evil i could feel it. then in my hand i was holding some sort of rock it was metallic blue and green and i was using it to repel these evil thing. it didn't destroy them but it kept them from harming me. i was then suddenly able to feel my body, i really don't know how to describe this in any other way that that. my whole body was tingly and i could feel myself moving like it was reality. when i woke up my whole body was still tingling or vibrating as if i was in deep meditation.
at first i thought that maybe this was lucid dreaming, but from what I've read on this site and others, is that lucid dreaming is when you can control the dream. for me i was not able to control it.
I've had many other vivid/ intense dreams similar to this which i have talked to my psychologist about, and he thinks it could be past lives that I'm dreaming about.
if anyone has experienced anything similar or has any advice it would be really great. thanks!!
i just got back from talking with my psychologist a little baffled, and in looking for some answers ended up here!
you see, lately.. well really over the past year I've been having really intense dreams, more so then usual anyway. at first i kinda just ignored them, thinking that it was probably due to the stress I've been under recently. not only that, but this has been the first year that I've really been battling depression. but slowly i started to think they might mean more then that.
anyway.. a while ago now, i had this dream in which i was in my old bedroom and in the side of my wall next to my bed there was this back whole. coming out of this whole were these black eels, and they were definitely evil i could feel it. then in my hand i was holding some sort of rock it was metallic blue and green and i was using it to repel these evil thing. it didn't destroy them but it kept them from harming me. i was then suddenly able to feel my body, i really don't know how to describe this in any other way that that. my whole body was tingly and i could feel myself moving like it was reality. when i woke up my whole body was still tingling or vibrating as if i was in deep meditation.
at first i thought that maybe this was lucid dreaming, but from what I've read on this site and others, is that lucid dreaming is when you can control the dream. for me i was not able to control it.
I've had many other vivid/ intense dreams similar to this which i have talked to my psychologist about, and he thinks it could be past lives that I'm dreaming about.
if anyone has experienced anything similar or has any advice it would be really great. thanks!!