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cancer
Feb 23, 2010 21:48:48 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Feb 23, 2010 21:48:48 GMT -5
hello all, I just wanted to catch up with some things my mom has been battling cancer for 3 years almost, brain and lung cancer. its been very hard for me to see her go through this suffering, I honestly am looking for some ways to fight it off naturally if anyone knows anything please let me know.
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cancer
Feb 25, 2010 16:57:22 GMT -5
Post by nani on Feb 25, 2010 16:57:22 GMT -5
i do not know anything, sorry, but want to just say hello and wish you and your mom much strength, much love and most of all Healing! Have been dreaming of you, Ronni, not long ago, dont remember the details, but it was something nice, a positive dream. I wish and i do believe you will have the strength to stay positive.
soullove
nani
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cancer
Feb 27, 2010 17:22:25 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Feb 27, 2010 17:22:25 GMT -5
Hi nani, its great to see you around here again! thank you for your warm and kind support you were always very positive in dark times. My mom has fought cancer twice and won both times already sooo, shes a tough bug. so how are things with you? I miss chatting with you, I hope to see you more often around the forums and thanks again for being here with your wonderful light!
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cancer
Mar 13, 2010 22:04:06 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on Mar 13, 2010 22:04:06 GMT -5
I wish all the health and happiness to your and your mother! I know it's especially hard to watch your mom go through these things. But all of this will make you all stronger people. Laughter does wonders in curing, just remember that. *Hugs*
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cancer
Mar 17, 2010 0:18:55 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 17, 2010 0:18:55 GMT -5
thanks sweety, yes laughter helps alot, and we gotta remember that for sures.
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cancer
Mar 17, 2010 21:56:48 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on Mar 17, 2010 21:56:48 GMT -5
Yes, I'll keep you and your mother in my mind, praying for all the best.)))
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cancer
Mar 30, 2010 7:46:00 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Mar 30, 2010 7:46:00 GMT -5
thank you so much! I need all the supports i can get right nows, great to have ya back, your a cute lil spirit lol
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cancer
Mar 30, 2010 11:33:54 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on Mar 30, 2010 11:33:54 GMT -5
Thanks, it's good to be back. Really missed it here. And yeah, life can be really tough sometimes, just remember that after the darkness, the light always comes.
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cancer
Apr 1, 2010 5:28:45 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Apr 1, 2010 5:28:45 GMT -5
bless your heart. and i hope so
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cancer
Apr 22, 2010 22:38:10 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Apr 22, 2010 22:38:10 GMT -5
I need some help about brain cancer, if anyone know's anything, small cell cancer as well, I know it spreads like wildfire but I want to know what it does to the brain and even how it may effect the dying process.
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cancer
Apr 23, 2010 20:42:49 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on Apr 23, 2010 20:42:49 GMT -5
Hmm...I don't know much about cancer specifically...but I know some about the brain and how disorders affect the brain. What area of the brain is being affected?
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cancer
Apr 30, 2010 2:41:18 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on Apr 30, 2010 2:41:18 GMT -5
my momy passed tonight at 819 pm...it was just me and my older sister there...Im in shambles, I dont know what to think, yet trying to be strong....this entire week has been crazy, my mom was sleeping for 3 days not aware of much, so I take that as a blessing cuz she wasnt in any pain....but my heart hurts, I feel its gonna explode. I dont know how to go on........she raised four kids on her own, we are all very close, but i still feel so empty and alone.......and why did i have to see her go.....they say the dying picks certain people to be there when they go, why me and my older sister which is 14 years older than myself..but she lost it more than me i tried to remain calm and call everyone I had too, and she managed to call our sister and brother to tell them the news...im still in shock I think........momy if you are listening I love you and i miss you already.
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cancer
Apr 30, 2010 12:35:38 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on Apr 30, 2010 12:35:38 GMT -5
Your mom is listening Lilac. And she will always be with you in your heart, never forget that. You are a very strong woman and you will conquer this, but at this moment, it isn't necessary to be strong. You just need to do what you need to do. You are in my heart and my prayers.
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cancer
May 1, 2010 19:33:39 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on May 1, 2010 19:33:39 GMT -5
I know she is sweety, I just feel empty now I have many things going on inside of me , not sure what to do or think or feel. I feel lost. Im taking things day by day and I talk to my mom all the time and pray she responds somehow to let me know shes okay where ever she is.
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cancer
May 1, 2010 22:17:40 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on May 1, 2010 22:17:40 GMT -5
Yes, I would feel the same if my mom left. My mom had a twin who passed away around 17 years ago and I know she probably prays to her a lot. But my mom finds pennies everywhere and on the inside she knows they're from her twin. Yes, day-by-day is all it will take.
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cancer
May 2, 2010 22:01:21 GMT -5
Post by BenHangen on May 2, 2010 22:01:21 GMT -5
I don’t know of words that would fill that emptiness you are feeling as I feel for your loss. With two sisters that passed within months of each other because of cancer. She will be with you and talking with others will ease the emptiness.
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cancer
May 4, 2010 21:58:40 GMT -5
Post by Dancing Bear on May 4, 2010 21:58:40 GMT -5
OH Ronni i am sorry for your loss. Your Momy is definately with you always. When she is strong enough she will send you a sign she is ok!! even if it is your dreams she will come ! ((((((((Love and Strength to you))))
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cancer
May 11, 2010 19:40:56 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on May 11, 2010 19:40:56 GMT -5
thanks db, I appreciate the kind words, its been very hard lately with mothers day and all, I just cant beleive shes gone, I dont know how to deal with this really, and my family is kinda far away from me so I am feeling alone. I just feel emptiness, ugh. people say it gets easier as time gos on but I cant see how right now.
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cancer
May 28, 2010 19:59:54 GMT -5
Post by ~~section8... on May 28, 2010 19:59:54 GMT -5
Yes. It may seem hard now, but how have you been doing lately? Keep us posted. *Hugs*
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cancer
May 31, 2010 9:57:15 GMT -5
Post by ~¤LilacSky¤~ on May 31, 2010 9:57:15 GMT -5
its been sooo hard you guys, but at the same time Im finding more and more connections within my family and god perhaps or some type of launguage, Its crazy but I was at my older sisters house the other day and i was going through her books as we talked with my niece about the after life, I found most of the books she had I had as well.....and our conversations were about everything imaginable, I realized that we were brought together for a reason, all of us, but it was just us 3 sitting in the room talking , I told them that I think this is our final time around because our we are connected, in the way we think, our books and so many things, it was a very uplifting feeling. and Im changing again, Im opening up to the conception of god, after I thought all was lost, and also, we are talking about perhaps making a store where I read cards, its been a very spiritual awakening experience for me, and honestly the cool thing is my siblings feel the same, that we choose to be in this life at this time and as well after. Im feeling very loved lately, it took a bit for me to realize some things.
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